Thread by @JHMarble

I’m an autistic person with #dyscalculia.

So, while I very much *feel* #SpoonTheory in my being, it all falls apart when trying to use it as a metaphor with others (or as an accommodation strategy for myself). I constantly miscount and lose them.

I’m a #Spoonie without spoons.

When speaking, or in meetings, I’m often asked by folks to explain spoon theory. I usually just turn to someone I trust and ask “Could you explain it?”

For myself, I’ve learned to just make myself stop, slow down, or turn down requests when needed — and to be ok with that.

I mean, I’m a huge supporter of spoon theory as a metaphor to explain things to others and as an accomodation peoole can use themselves. It just all gets tangled and anxiety-inducing for me.

I love to laugh at that, though. You kind of gotta.

And I wish I had those more precise measurements, instead of a big, blunt “you are being overtaxed” thing that hits me in the face. But, I’ve figured some work-around.

Maybe I’m not a Spoonie, but a Swiss Army Knife (“I can’t use everything at once!! Overload.”)

Anyway, just saying all that as a way to laugh at myself and share that laughing with you. That’s all.

😂

“It’s like 10,000 spoons...”

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