Release It!🖤⛓️✨🧬💖
Perhaps the biggest weight we carry around is the chains of our sexual shame, fear and trauma. We have been taught to hold it all in, ignore it, or transmute it all away. These methods have not worked, as they are an avoidance of our natural and sacred fire!
2. We have forsaken this sacred fire for far to long, either trying to snuff it out or letting its flame merely flicker. We have lost touch with our sovereign sexual energy and it shows in ourselves and in our society. Our society is not over sexualized, it is overly instinctual!
3. The way we use our sexual energy is in a cold instinctual fury. To actually cultivate and feel its warmth and Joy triggers all the trauma we individually and collectively hold. Deep within our DNA we remember the dark ages where we used sex as a weapon, instead of for worship.
4. So we revert our energy back into an instinctual state only, or even try to bury the flames embers under mountains of bogus science and spirituality that teaches our sexual energy is never to be released in a purely sexual way, particularly through self pleasure!
5. The shame and bad science around self pleasure is perhaps the most destructive thing we can do to our sexual energy! It removes our very connection to our own embodiment. Yet that's the goal of the avoidance teachings, raising the sexual energy to the 3rd eye until you escape!
6. Than you have the alphas that preach retainment of your sexual energy and fluids to build up the body, or that release will drain your energy! But they are not body building. They are pain building, concreting the shame around self pleasure into dense muscle.
7. I can assure you that if releasing your sexual energy drained you I would be dead by now, lol. You loose what you don't use! I'm almost always high on goofy ass energy because my sexual energy flows freely through my body, mind and soul unencumbered!🤪
8. The real problem is that when you engage in things like self pleasure you come to know and feel yourself. Not just physically but emotionally, mentally and spiritually as that intimacy within yourself makes you face your sexual energy head on, and we are afraid to FEEL!
9. Feeling our our own sexual energy in its pure sexual vibration is primarily scary because it brings us Joy that we have been conditioned to be ashamed of. I know all about this coming from a conservative religious background that was constantly afraid of anything sexual.
10. Though I believe all that built up sexual energy was released at church during worship with people running around and convulsing in-between the isles with orgasmic like energy. This would have been beautiful had it not been the only outlet for release many likely had.
11. I have a worship video here that shows how sensual religious worship often is. Notice the woman rocking back and forth almost orgasmic like throughout, or is that just in my Scorpio mind?😄But I actually find this video rather beautiful and moving!
12. Worship is absolutely orgasmic, but sexual energy used sexually is also a form of worship when used with genuine Love and Joy, rather you are worshiping with a partner or alone. Sex is sacred, yet can still have all it's naughtiness!😈💜😇
13. The larger point here is that expressing our sexual energy can be more than instinct and can be real spiritual passion and love for these beautiful human forms we have. We don't want to be an instinctual animal but rather a sexual human. It's instinct that gets us in trouble!
14. The procreative instinct is what drives unconscious and reckless sexual behavior in our society. Embracing our sensuality is actually the cure to this, as we will no longer vent our sexual energy but breathe it with real Passion, Love and Joy!
15. Though to do this we got to slow down a little and know our self's and actually do the shadow and healing work to even know what gives us that breath. Self pleasure is truly one of the safest and most sovereign ways to do that. Though we often use that to quickly as well.
16. I know that for me I would engage with it to quickly growing up because while I had to get that shit out, the shame subconsciously makes you Speed Racer it.😆This is probably true for allot of us. This is why taking your sweet time and enjoying it triggers the shame.
17. And my brothers, we are probably the worst with this! We go in at Mach speed, drop our payload and zoom on out. This is an overly Mars war like approach. We need a little Venusian grace to cool that fire. Take your time, besides its an illusion, your feelings are not.
18. If we can truly allow our self's to feel we can even have Heart based orgasm's. For real! I have not had one within purely sexual energy yet but have felt them in deep unconditional love meditations and its honestly better than any other kind of orgasm I've ever experienced!
19. Someone who does a great job at further discussing these concepts such as heart orgasms is @TaliSheer who discusses spiritual sexuality often. If you follow my work you really need to follow hers as well!
20. I'm honestly still working on uploading my lower sexual chakras into the deeper levels of my heart because you have to work through the shame that says sexual vibration is not "real" love. That's just how deep the shame goes. No wonder people Use sex instead of Love sex.
21. Rather you're only getting into feeling or are already deeper, allow yourself to have that sovereign orgasmic release of self pleasure. It will help shake out and break up those dense painful energies stored in the body, making more room for fresh healed energy. Release It!🤯
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