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Thread by @nOtChArMaiNe2: "i’m connected to god/source/creator and we have a deep connection right, and it’s because of my mom. my mom watered me, shielded me, guided […]"

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i’m connected to god/source/creator and we have a deep connection right, and it’s because of my mom. my mom watered me, shielded me, guided me and preserved me. she is a high quality mothership.
so when i started to go the wayward path, she already knew it would happen because everyone has to go through to get through. my mom gave me all of the warning signs necessary but she didn’t worry about me or try to stop me, she just prayed for me. power.
in 2011 my body started to flip its shit, i was throwing up all of my usual toxic foods, i had insomnia & i thought i was going crazy. not only that, alllll the people in my life started to overlap & the message was always the same “we toxic & we gone die” lol
i started researching what was in the food and this was when my DNA kind of switched on. it was saying heyy, it me! can you stop flexin on me pleez? lol i was 23 and still a whole dumbass out here. i had lived in ATL, West Palm Beach, LA & was back in Charlotte living alone
i was so petrified by my findings regarding diet and what i was doing to my organs that i pretty much stopped eating all my usual foods within a month and everyone thought i was going crazy lol technically i was, but it was VERY isolating
this is when the devil popped up lol this demonic frequency is always the same in my story, it just took various forms during my timeline until i finally got off of its vibration by realizing what was happening 🤔
going vegan so quickly and harshly turned me into a straight vegan nazi because there was no real transition lol i went from mcgriddles & rotisserie chicken every day to boring ass salads and french fries (cause i aint know what else to eat at the time)
but i was so convicted that i fell into a dualistic state of vegan vs. meat eaters, like i wasn’t just a meat eater months before lol i began bashing all the meat eaters around me, i got sucked into a “vegan spiritually cult” full of dualistic demons, it was all bad
i was loud and wrong, barking at people for eating meat and pressuring them to go vegan and this was the beginning of the fall because i lost my neutrality and had went into straight duailty “us vs them” mode. this is the worst mode you can be in, ever.
the problem w duality is that there is no middle ground, no resting point. when you prop one thing against the other, it sets you up for stress, conflict and combustion. the devil or the haters or whatever we callin it, they want you to think there is only two sides to everything
this is faulty. there are THREE sides to everything. 1 + 1 will always equal 3. there is positive, negative and NEUTRAL. right brain, left brain, corpus callosum. father, son, holy spirit. shell, yolk, egg white. mother, father, child. sun, moon, stars, you get it
the neutral portion of ALL things is where regeneration occurs. its how you rest and repair. its how you build and conserve energy for when its time to put energy forth towards positive or negative. imagine a stick shift with no neutral. exactly lol
the dualistic or double-minded people have lost their connection to the source of ALL energy, simply put. the source is ALWAYS neutral, its like the backdrop behind everything that transpires. its what was and is and is to come. it powers the ability to shift positive or negative
a double-minded man is unstable in all his ways, that scripture refers to ALL dualistic or bi-polar ppl who shift back & forth between positive/negative & never find peace. they’re always at war with something and it burns their energy and makes them a battery for someone else
black vs. white or warriors vs. cavaliers or drake vs pusha Tea or vegans vs. meat eaters or broke vs. rich or private vs. public - you get it - all of it sets up to divide your mind and make you choose. when you choose one side, you’re automatically against the other. war
every sacred texts details wars but it always has the part where god or allah or whoever says “the war is already won” because “god does not change” so basically it don’t matter what side you choose, the thing that sustains both sides IS, NOT, MOCKT lol 😂👏
so it don’t matter if you think your ancestors are better than their ancestors, all of us are being sustained by the same energy/oversoul/god/master builder/creator/supreme being/whatever the cool term is today
positive and negative energies are two interpretations of the same thing - source energy lol thats why you see a speck of the opposite in either side
so basically we’ve all been tricked into being bi-polar/dualistic beings when we should all be androgens! we should all be using our positive, negative and neutral abilities in tandem, and using them to unify instead of divide
this doesn’t mean that you have to accept everything or reject everything, it means you stay neutral until you decide to put your positive or negative energy into play to bring about wholeness and unity instead of using them to cause discord and mayhem
dualistic/bi-polar people are the angels & demons program. angels think they doing everything right by enforcing their “righteous” will upon everyone and demons think they’re doing everything right by only looking out for themselves in efforts to minimize pain
in the “conscious community” its empaths vs narcissists lol in the hood its pimps vs hoes, in these churches its the elders vs the new generation, its the men vs the women and and the HBCUs vs PWIs and all the colleges vs youtube etc 🙄
i finally understand the value of being neutral and making observations and using discernment instead of making judgements. the master knows she might need positivity today and negativity tomorrow so she’s not like “oh good vibes only!” because that’s stupid
i didn’t realize what was happening until i got involved with a witch in the conscious community who was the epitome of duality/demonic frequency. she was one of those “fuck them cause they aint me” type of people and i was confuse af by how she’d flip between good & bad
this mf would play on screen like she was the epitome of self sustainability and healing but behind closed doors she was bitter, vengeful and didn’t know how to forgive and was running the most extreme us vs. them program i had ever seen in my life. it was unfamiliar & weird
all this time she was claiming to be a mother & a doula & disguising her desire for control as love & light & care. thats when it started to click in my brain ... this bitch a surrogate mother not a REAL mother and thats why she wants to attach to me so bad, i’m the real mccoy!
thats when i started to see that almost everyone on this planet is running the same dualistic “you hit me ima hit you back” program & don’t none of these mfs know how to be neutral & aint nobody on that turn-the-other-cheek flow cause they too weak for it
when you activate your connection back to the source/god etc. it comes with a lot of pain because you can finally feel again! your empathy & compassion levels shoot up and you feel all of the stress thats associated with ppl running dualisitic programs
that’s the part that people don’t want to do. they don’t want to go through the pain of admitting that they’re wrong or out of place or that their whole foundation is dualistic in nature and therefore built on sand, not stone. positive & negative shift like shadows, NEUTRAL DONT
so it literally took me from 2011-2017 of actively running dualistic programs for me to realize that i had been a pawn in a chess game that was pointless because all of the pieces were going back in the same damn box after the game was over 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
i ran the vegan vs meat eater program, only to realize the former is just as deranged as the latter, i ran the wholesome woman vs. feminist program, only to realize that doesn’t help women level up at all so i was just in the way, i ran the hoteps vs. nogs program
only to realize that the holier than thou hoteps are just as destructive as the nogs, i ran the black power program only to realize that black is all colors combined so how can their be black power without all colors present 🙄🤦‍♀️
and my awareness finally shifted in after dealing with the surrogate mother energy because the things she said and did were so offensive to me that i would be appalled and think to myself “my mother would NEVER” and then i started to piece the puzzle together
people that can’t stand alone and be who they are without putting down or feeding off of someone else are dualistic programs aka demons and they should be laughed at because they are nothing more than a source of entertainment
a lot of yall don’t know how to function without operating in duality and yall are the demons i speak of but its okay, yall will get it together when your life depends on it, same way i did.
i should make a video about this, matter fact 🤔
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