~ canon au
~ maybe some crack
~ i don’t think it will be super long but we’ll see
~ social media/text au but i will also write a good portion of it in tweets
“I won’t come on”. Jeongguk turned his head fully to face Taehyung and opened his eyes, a worried look in them.
“Have you ever been in love hyung?”
“Yea kook, i have” he admitted with a sad look in his eyes.
“Oh my god really? What’s it like?” a light smile graced his face. Taehyung wished he could return the smile but he just gives a sad one back.
“It’s... a lot kook, loving someone is a lot..”
“Loving someone, Jeongguk, can be exhausting to be honest, but then you have these moments where everything seems worth it.
“Oh god don’t cry hyung” Gguk wipes one of the stray tears Tae hasn’t even noticed falling.
“It sounds painful hyung”
“Nah, you get used to it.-
“Do they love you back hyung?”
“What? Why? Are they insane? Who wouldn’t love you? Do they know how much love you hold for them?” Jeongguk looked genuinely offended at that and tightened his grip on Taehyung’s hand as if that would protect him, he-
“I like to think they do, but you can never be too sure. I can’t exactly tell them for obvious reasons and they haven’t really shown it themselves so i don’t know Kook.” He seemed sad, Taehyung thought..
“How can someone not love you hyung? Look at you! You’re so handsome! And you sing well too, and know how to dress well and you’re funny and so smart and so nice.. they’d be a fool to not love you back.”
“Thank you, Kook” he quietly said, not daring to look somewhere else.
“You should check that” he said, voice hoarse and quiet. Taehyung took his phone out mentally cursing whoever texted him.
“They’re already finished?”
“Yea I guess they finished early since it’s so late. Come on let’s go”
At that Taehyung helped Jeongguk up and they left in silence.
- “Hyung!I need your help on something, I’m still at the studio..”
- “is it urgent?”
- “Um, no, but I wanted to get it over with as soon as possible so i can continue with the rest. Are you busy right now?”
- “kinda, we’re just about to have dinner”
- “um, you were kinda supposed to be here.. remember when Gguk asked us to be home Friday night for dinner?”
- “Oh my god I completely forgot! Is it anything important? I’m sure you’ll survive without me there.”
- “Why? We have dinner together all the time.”
- “he brought his girlfriend tonight though, wanted everyone to officially meet her”
- “Yea, sorry hyung i just thought of something. So Kook brought home a girl huh?”
- “yea he did, she’s a fellow idol so you probably know her but i think she should introduce herself to you personally. raincheck on the choreo help tho?”
- “i think she’ll be for another few hours since we haven’t eaten yet so i’m sure you’ll get to meet her. kook will be happy”
- “That’s what matters the most right?-
- “okay taetae goodbye”
He pressed “end call” with a shaky finger and even with his vision blurry he managed to type out a message
“Taehyungie! Our Taehyungie is here finally!” And if you asked Taehyung whose head turned the fastest, he would have no clue.
“It’s nice to meet you too” he offered her a small smile -
“Oh, of course hyung! Join us when you’re done.” and with that Taehyung bolted as fast as he could to his room.
“Taetae baby” Jimin whispered while stroking his head even though Taehyung is noticeably taller.
“I’m fine Minnie”
“You always say that Tae”
“Well it’s true..”
“It’s not and you know it. It’s okay to be hurt, I can see that you’re hurt and that’s completely fine”
“I know, but please stop I can’t cry right now, we have all night for that” At that Jimin hugged him again even tighter.
“Now get dressed I’m saving you a spot next to me so you don’t suffer as much”
“Oh hyung you’re back! You missed Chae’s story a minute ago. She’s from Australia how cool is that!?”
“Oh really? How was it living there?” he gave a fake smile and acted so well, even Jimin could’ve been fooled .
“She’s also fluent in English. You know i find people who speak English so cool!”
“Thank you Gukkie. I should get going babe it’s kinda late”
“Oh, I’ll walk you down hold on..”
“Hey Taehyung don’t just lay there!” Seokjin yelled from the kitchen but before Taehyung could answer Jimin did.
“Okay then, I’m sorry Taetae feel better soon!”
“Thank you hyung now please stop yelling” he smiled and felt Jimin grip his waist and help him up.
“You okay bub?” Jimin softly asked when he peeked in and saw Taehyung sitting on his bed staring at nothing. But that snapped him out of his thoughts-
“Can you please stay Minnie?”Tae softly asked, voice almost breaking, choked on tears. Jimin pulled back slowly, arms still around Tae’s neck.
The room was dark so technically he still could’ve acted asleep. He froze in his bed and closed his eyes tightly still thinking of what he should do.
“Yes” his voice was rough and it startled Jeongguk
“Isn’t that all we’ve been doing lately? Having these so called talks?”
“That’s kinda what I wanted to talk about” Jeongguk desperately says-
“Why are you being like that”
“You can leave then if your plan was to yell at me”
“I’m not yelling Taehyung I’m trying to have a serious conversation-
“I’m acting like a child when you don’t even know your manners and call me only by my name”
“Since when do you care if I call you hyung”
“Since you started being a dick”
“Nothing, you’re an angel. Now leave.” Taehyung was still laying down facing the wall while Gguk sat on the edge of his bed behind him. He was thankful for his position because then Jeongguk couldn’t see the tears welling up in his eyes.
“I TOLD YOU, YOU DID NOTHING JEONGGUK!” Taehyung finally got up and faced the younger while yelling. It wasn’t that late but at least-
“I APPRECIATE YOU TRYING BUT IF YOU CAME TO FUCKING ACCUSE ME OF EVERYTHING THEN YOU CAN LEAVE. I HAVE -
“Hyung.. please..” Jeongguk choked on his words while sniffling and finally breaking his walls down.