So I decided to beg for help on twitter...

A thread!
I literally wanted to beg for money to feed, , but why are you to help me?

Then read my story please.
Am victor by name, Male, 21.
Lost my dad when I was just 6.
Mom didn't wanted to remarry, but grandma won't let her; she says she can't have just one kid.
She remarried and gave birth to her second born when I was 11
She gave birth to two more kids
We were 4 now Altogether.
But she and my step-dad had frequent fights
They broke up and live separately
My mom with the kids
Step-dad not helping in any way
So she's literally a single mother of four kids
And she's just a primary school teacher.
So we all live through thick and thin.
But the fact that am much more older than my siblings made her to care less about me ( I cannot blame her for that, it's understandable)

So after my secondary schooling I decided not to burden her with my everything.
I graduated from secondary school in the year 2014
I went out to search for jobs
Find few unsuitable jobs, did them for a while
Later came across a pharmacy, I was employed.
After a year...
Mom said won't I go to Tertiary institution?
I said yes, I won't go.
She insisted
I ask her where we gonna get the funds
She said she will get a loan, that I must go to school.
So from my savings I got jamb form( year 2015)
Requested time off from work to register for jamb, write jamb, and post utme also.
I wrote jamb and passed, passed post utme too, but I wasn't admitted.
I tried again the following year.
Same fate!
Tried again the following year (2017)
Passed and got admitted for Medicine
I resigned from work
Mom applied for loan in more than three places
None was given to her, why? State government had bans on loans (if you are in Ogun state; you'll know this to be true)
She tried her best
Ultimatum for acceptance fee elapsed.

My Admission was withdrew!
I gave up on school.....

Wanted to be occupied again, reapplied for the job I resigned from
Was told my post had been filled
I wasn't employed
Ha! God why?
I searched and searched for jobs
some were too far.
I started pick up on petty jobs like "labourer"and "joinman" for artisans.
Mom married another man again
She took in my three siblings with her
They are doing good, so to speak.

Have been living alone since then; 8 months now.
So the reality of life begin to dawn on me, I started thinking about my future, Like I really don't have something tangible doing.
I feel wretched
I feel doomed
I ask myself where I had it wrong
So this last few weeks hasn't been easy coz I am really sick and can't take up on my petty jobs. So no money to feed not to talk of buying drugs

Thought of suicide flows in, but I decided to cry out first.
if you are reading this thread and can help in any form; please 🙏 do
I am hungry
I am sick
I am famished
I am frustrated
I am hungry
I am hungry
I am hungry
I am hungry
biko nothing is too small
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