- 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵
- 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵
- 𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬’𝘴 𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
- 𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸 𝘫𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯, 𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨
- 𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘰𝘬
that night, namjoon went to sleep smiling.
he suddenly felt a sting in his heart because he no longer was able to do what he always have wanted to do.
namjoon felt uneasy.
jungkook felt panicked.
as the night went by and drinks were emptied and then refilled just to be emptied again and again.
after all, jungkook was still trying to figure his shit out. he dropped out of college, he didn’t know what direction to go. he needed time to figure out his life too.
he was going to make a move tonight.
that was besides the point. the point was that jungkook was afraid of his past messing up his possible—
he knew that namjoon was too good of a guy to let go. so he was afraid.
at that moment, he wondered what namjoon was afraid of. he thought that maybe if the older would hold him and tell him everything would be okay, then maybe—
jungkook has only loved one other man in his life before, and he walked away. he remembered every word said by park boo gum the day he left him.
“you have to let go or else nobody will love you,” and with that he left.
it would pass, he told himself, it always does.
no, it couldn’t be. nobody in the face of the earth would think of jungkook like that.
he wanted to kiss him so badly his knees began to shake.
“you have to ignore it,” jungkook said to himself.
they didn’t talk for a while letting the cold and comfortable silence—
slowly, their faces became closer and closer until the only thing standing between them were their noses.
they were quite literally seconds away from being each other’s other half.
instead, they were met with a voice belonging to an unknown man who was standing a step away from the balcony looking happily surprised.
“joonie?” said the unknown man.
namjoon pulled away almost immediately.
“jackson?” he said surprised.
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not physically but emotionally tired. he was tired of the aching feeling in his chest telling him to give up. maybe he would. maybe he would finally stop seeing the good in people and picture them as they truly are.
jin and jungkook have had their fair share of problems, but they knew when to put all the shit aside.
perhaps jungkook didn’t know, but jin’s heart aches when he saw his little brother hurting. he always wanted to protect him and be there for him.
he debated whether it was a good idea to go passed them or to go back, but he REALLY needed to pee.
“i’m telling you hoseok, we were so close. literally a breath away. and then i realized i didn’t want to kiss him—“
so that’s what all of this was to namjoon?
just a game?
the same words kept repeating in jungkook’s mind.
i didn’t want to kiss him. i didn’t want to kiss him.
but in one month jungkook began to fall, and he just let himself go. and he was falling in a void he did not know the depth to
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truthfully, he didn’t know if jimin’s idea would work, and he was scared he would make things even worse.
maybe jungkook needed more time. maybe he wasn’t ready just yet.
to leave or to stay.
namjoon was tired of feeling guilty. he was tired of crying. he was tired of not being happy.
never in his life did namjoon ever imagine meeting someone like jungkook. someone whom he clicked with.
it was so simple, falling for jungkook that is.
jungkook was afraid of love. it scared him. he was the type of person to like things that were concrete, unchangeable things. he knew that was the reason why he always struggled with love. he couldn’t touch it. he couldn’t hold it.
he didn’t think namjoon would love him. he thought that he would change his mind.
so he thought.
“jungkook you can’t live this way. just let me in, we can do this. but we have to do it together.”
“let me love you,” namjoon said while slowly putting both of his hands in jungkook’s now wet cheeks. “i will protect you with all i have.”
jungkook always loved sunsets. the way the sky was painted with yellow, orange, and red yet he could still see strips of purple and pink peek through. he loved how ethereal it all looked.
“yeah. i’m sorry about everything i did,” he lowered his head.
“we talked about this. we were both at fault. but we’re okay now. i’m going to give you all i have, we’re going to do this. together.”
he was driving like a mad man. probably ran a few red lights but his mind was clouded. he was lustful.
he wanted nothing but give him his all.
“you’re one to talk,” said namjoon while breathing heavily.
“i’m going to get you places you didn’t even know you could go to.”
“i want everyone to see your mine and mine only.”
namjoon let out a deep moan which aroused jungkook even more.
the view was amazing. namjoon was an adonis, a godly like creature. he got so lucky.
“fuck you’re so beautiful,” said jungkook while returning his lips to namjoon’s neck
jungkook took that as a signal to switch into his role. he grabbed namjoon’s cock tightly making the older let out a loud moan.
jungkook ran his hand up and down namjoon’s boxers creating friction which only made namjoon more desperate.
namjoon took a hold of jungkooks hand and flipped him so now jungkook was under him.
“no, baby,” he said, “in this room i own you.”
“okay,” jungkook complied. “make me yours namjoon.”
“what do you need jungkook?” said namjoon seductively. “tell me what you want me to do baby boy.”
jungkook moves his hands to namjoon’s back and began to scratch his back as the pleasure was taking over.
namjoon moves down, leaving. kissed in the younger’s stomach—
he slowly began to suck him off, slowly at first, just to tease the younger, but he became annoyed quickly with his pleas so he moved faster.
“fuck joon....j-just like that.”
“i’m so close joon,” said jungkook while letting out a loud moan.
“i’m begging you, joon, please.”
“please what baby?”
“i need you inside of me”
“are you sure about this kook?” said namjoon sweetly. he needed verbal consent before moving forward. he knew that this night would change them forever.
namjoon pushes himself slowly inside jungkook. it was euphoric, the feeling of his cock inside the younger.
“you’re so tight baby,” said namjoon. “so fucking good baby.”
he made moves his hips harder and faster, touching the younger’s torso, kissing his lips. he loved the feeling of it all. he knew then, when they became one, that this was not purely sexual, this was an act of love.
he loved jungkook. he realized then, as his dick was inside the younger, as jungkook loudly screamed his name, that this man underneath him was the love of his life.
“let me ride you,” was the only thing namjoon heard before he was flipped over.
jungkook began with slow motions, placing his hands on the side of namjoon’s torso. namjoon, observing the beautiful boy now above him, put his hands in his ass and began to grab it.
both boys became one once again. jungkook came on top of namjoon. namjoon licked the cum off of himself and began kissing jungkook again. slowly, sweeter, more meaningful and lovingly.
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“hey,” said jungkook.
“i do too.”
after a while of silent walking, jungkook decided to break the ice.
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jungkook knew deep down that this was the way he wanted to live. sitting in the balcony of the presidential suite, jungkook thought about how happy he had been ever since namjoon had entered his life.
namjoon provides jungkook with a better understanding of himself. so he was scared.
he was so excited, thrilled even, that someone had finally recognized his talent and wanted—
the more he thought about it, the more he began to panic. he knew the company had no dating policy and they had been more than supportive when jungkook mentioned he had a boyfriend. but still jungkook feared.
jungkook found himself in the suite’s balcony at 3:15 am looking out at the loud city in front of him, thinking. thinking about what could be.
he got up from the sheets and walked towards jungkook. he hugged the younger from the back and kissed his cheek.
“yeah,” said jungkook as he let out a big sigh. “i was just not sleepy, that’s all. let’s go back to bed, okay?”
so they went to bed, clueless as to what the future had in mind for the both of them.