Thread by @manihammad

This seems like a strong dose and its just day 2.

Day 3. Let`s see how this goes. Less dizzy though

Day 4. A bit dizzy.

Day 5. Today is better. Adjusting I believe?

Day 6. Back to previous position

Day 7. Down and out.

Day 8. First half was good. Second has that sinking feeling.

Day 9. It was okayish.

Day 10. Meh.

Day 11. Took day off. Okayish

Day 12. Tough day. Very tough evening but got a bit better. Survived the attack

Day 13. 5.5 hours of driving admist all of this. Tough day.

Day 14. Tough day. Couldn't do much. Non productive one.

Day 15. A full year. Not a good one. Spent evening with a little angel

D16. What a day. Quite a morning followed by non stop discussion. Increase dose.

D17. Increased dose so probably that's why more numb. Okayish day. Night will be interesting with the new intake. #diary

D18. What a day! Overwhelmed. Numb. Grateful. Scared. Had a good sleep though with some help. Hope returns at the most unexpected times. Survived the increased dose

D19. Okayish. Help for sleep doesn't seem to be a good idea.

D20. Dizzy day. Ticking off a few more things from a crazy bucket list. Long drive with some crazy stuff. Not going to take help for sleeping today. Adjusting to the new dose.

D21. Lazy day. Could have been productive but well. Brought it down like usual. Increased dose is okay. Skipping the other

D22. Drowsy day. Long and tiring. A bit positive end. Sleep still messed up

D23. Drowsiness is there. Coffee helps. Found some activity for the evening so there's that. Consumed another 2 today

D24. Dull day. Triggered. Session. 3 hours sleep.

D25. Exhaustion got to me. Had to take day off. Spent laying. Hopefully will get some sleep tonight

D26. A better day. The break helped I believe though won't help in the professional record. Kept myself busy even with slight attacks. Going to rely on help for sleep tonight. Weekend so lets take a risk. And friends, Thank you for reading it. You know who you are :p

D27. Today was canceled. Did nothing but got some sleep with help. The fight goes on.

D28. Unexpected turn in the events, but for good IA. Hope and faith gives you back at the most unexpected moments. Got to meet some old friends. Night had a rather funny incident.

D29. Another long day. Sleep pattern messed up as usual. Used to the current level of dose. Did some creative stuff after a long time.

D30. A relative busy yet short day. Didn`t do much. The dizziness is back and kind of increasing. Need to figure that out.

D31. A long day, tried bringing back some creativity. Worked a bit but other than that a drowsy day as usual. The wait got longer so there`s that. Night will suck as usual.

D32. Long day. Drowsy. Didn't get much sleep but finally used some of the creative cells of the brain to help a friend. The 3 hour sleep cycle continues

D33. Need to revisit and readjust doses. Keeps me drowsy. Creative cells quite active. Session was exhausting. Slept a bit better and longer

D34. Dull day at office. Need to revisit dose. Evening made me use some creative cells. Managed to meet the deadline. You're welcome. The night was a bit difficult. The remorse and the wait continues.

D35. After the physical symptoms, i hate the absentmindness and short term memory loss. Led to an embarrassing situation today.
Completed the dissertation. That was fun and helped revived brain. Another week starts. The wait continues

D36. Definitely need to revisit daily dose. Got triggered and had to get through the evening. But glad the little angel helped. Creative cells back to being dead i guess

D37. Long day but a relaxing evening after a rather dull day. Awaiting test results. Reconnected with some people, the journey continues

D38. Definitely need to revisit dose. This is messing up. Another long day doing nothing. The wait continues

D39. Still need to revisit dose. Long day. Finally got it to me. Snapped. Lost temper and put on a show. Went to bed early well because bus hogai.

D40. Dose needs revision. Today was drowsy. Temper was better. Long (and at times painful) evening but had to be there. It was worth it and God rewards you in weird ways. Unexpectedly good end.

D41. Can't get the appointment. Off day. Did nothing but lazying around and super dizzy though.

D42. Another off day. Some creative stuff but mostly nothing. Need days like these I guess. The wait continues

D43. Intense session. But helpful. Rest of day is canceled.

D44. Dull day. Eventful evening. Nervous night. Got appointment

D45. Okayish day. Cold. Skipped dose. Got second opinion. It continues

D46. Back to revised dose. Quite a bad day. IBS returns. Bless the one family that opens gate for me. Anyway yime to end it with Kar Mera Intezar.

D47. The wait. IBS and friends.

D48. Interesting day. Went for an outing in evening. Didn't help much. Up all night after an enlightening and engaging conversation. Hoping for the best. New dose tomorrow.

D49. Can't stand the communication breakdown. Very hard. Okayish day. Went out to stay distracted but alas.

D50. And its a fifty. The new dose is adjusting. IBS returns in its prime. Tough day and a tougher evening.

D51. Off day. Sleep. IBS. Wait.

D52. Okayish. Distraction. Wait.

D53. Missed dose. Bad day. Exhausted. Indifference kills.

D54. Okayish. The wait. The dreams and of course IBS.

D55. Conversations. Clarity. Progress. Quite a journey ahead. Distraction. IBS

D56. Indifference. Push back. Tough evening. IBS. Wait.

D57. Slow day. Anger. Session. Exhaustion. Got the news about meeting. This is it.

D58. Anger issues. Work issues all day. Important and exhausting evening. Allah malik hai

D59. Indifference kills. Maybe that's the true face. Comfortably (uncomfortably) numb. Breath sleep breath

D60. The indifference continued? Or is it that? Or what is it? A different struggle? When confused, take leap of faith and try your best. Met support system. Out of Pakistan for few days.

D61. Does it really matter where you are? Maybe. Maybe not. Its a funny life after all. Glad to be here yet...

D62. It never goes away. The feeling. The wanting. The desire. God will get us through this. Better and stronger. Need to believe in what we had. 2nd day in Dxb, thanks to all friends who took out time to meet.

D63. A better day in Dubai. Not so health wise. IBS skyrocketing. Shopped a bit. Went to see the match. Great experience. Time to go back bus.

D64. Last day in Dubai. Quite a morning but survived the day. It was a fun trip but of course the challenges remain same but this is where this thread ends. The struggle will continue (probably worse/harder) but won't update here. Thanks for the support.

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