basically just wanna riff on the role weed has played in my life and why im really sick of it
if you dont like it or want to cry about it, just keep scrolling or do whatever, i dont really care
lets kick it off right
habitual marijuana use strongly associated w car crash injury:
some people (like my old self) feel like weed has some "third eye" component, that it kind of accesses a more "spiritual" way of being or seeing things
this is misplaced theological + spiritual energy. ur feeling a call to elevate your mind and change your spiritual state and ur giving yourself the illusion of doing something
but then if i smoked, it was so easy. it was so easy that it was almost difficult not to. the hurdle was gone
a shaman says when you do a substance you're allying yourself with that substance. this is true.