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In this day, with so many Survivors of sexual abuse starting to risk believing that they will be supported if they come out of the shadows, break their silence, risk disclosing, relive the pain from recounting their story, to help others do the same, they need to know we believe.
For Survivors, the internal process they've had to go through to get to a point that they are willing to disclose is an intense one. They lived through the abuse, buried the pain, kept it inside, shut it out, numbed it out, kept a stiff upper lip, all while dying on the inside.
For many Survivors, the abuse happened when they were so young that their little minds couldn't process such violation, such evil being perpetrated, their bodies & their trust. so a part of them went inside, to protect & hide, to forget, took the memories w/ them for safe keeping
Though all evil, when perpetrated upon someone, brings horrific trauma to the Survivor, as they are left with the shock, the damage, the questions, the inner pain, the on-going effects of the trauma, Sexual Abuse is the most profound of all harm, as it penetrates the soul & mind.
The impact of Sexual Abuse isn't just upon the body, but upon the mind, emotions, the soul. The core of the victim has been assaulted, their sense about life, about others, about love, trust, relationships, everything is impacted. Their concept of God & their inner world shatters
Survivors were violated at the deepest level, left to keep secrets, to pick up the pieces alone w/out letting secrets slip out. Keep it inside, keep it together, be strong, be silent, be numb, be functional not feeling, yet all the while feeling weak inside, "not enough", broken.
Survivors are left to try to make sense of thing, to try to understand why they live with symptoms (anxiety, depressions, panic, nightmares, "forgetting", changeable personality, compulsions, addictions, tension, medical issues, always on guard, can't sit still, inner "dialogue")
Survivors of childhood sexual abuse will tend to find themselves in one of two categories. The first will be those who've struggled all their lives, having difficulty fitting in, listening to authority, trusting, trying to control their anger, w/ a paper trail that follows them.
Survivors of childhood sexual abuse will tend to find themselves in one of two categories. The second will be those who manage to burry the pain deeper, who look "normal", successful, are "good kids", productive, good grades, compliant, helpful, dutiful, seem to be well adjusted
The one thing these two category of young Survivors has in common is they've learned how to keep secrets, bury the pain, keep it to themselves, trust no one, yet hunger for love and attention. It seems as though most adults are too busy to notice their pain, their vulnerability.
As parents and others tend to miss the signs & symptoms of sexually abused & exploited kids or teens, there are some who don't. We hate to consider it, become unsettled at the thought, so we blind ourselves to it. That's exactly they count on, those who look for the most wounded.
As most people don't want to consider that Predators may be targeting kids right around them, it is easier to keep that thought at a distance, to characterize them in such a way that they seem less calculating, less purposeful, less methodical. So, we took for obvious "Red Flags"
Sophisticated Predators know that people have been influenced by myths. They're masters at reading people, at understanding how normal people and parents think, at impression management, at methodically working their plan, of manipulating unsuspecting people, and to set the stage
Another equally important skill that Sophisticated Predators have developed is the ability to zero in on those who are vulnerable, who've never been abused yet are easy to manipulate, or those who have previously been abused, thus are easier to groom & less inclined to resist.
Sophisticated Predators are capable, smart, cunning. They're masters of deception. They're methodical, tactical, & adept at selecting settings that enable them the greatest opportunity to access the widest variety of potential targets. And, they love to hunting in plain sight.
Sophisticated Predators have been at 'The Game' for years, honing their skills, perfecting their methods, using little know tactics, as they have kept them concealed, closely guarded, kept within their "trusted circle" of fellow predators, as they share notes, coordinate efforts.
The Sexual Predator's goals have always been the same: unfettered access, exploit opportunity, identify targets, methodically groom, manipulate the victim's mind, emotions, & trust, find the "felt need" and capitalize upon it as boundaries are crossed. Then, move in for the kill.
So, whether Predators who target other adults, or those who lust after kids, many of their goals and methods are the same. Identify & groom those who are vulnerable, exploit their need or woundedness, maneuver into a position of being trusted, employ mind games & half-truths.
Predators know the signs of when to make their move. They are master tacticians, Chess Masters. They always start w/ the end-game in mind, where they want to go, where they want to lead, what they intend to, what they intend to steal, & the exit. This is what they call 'The Game'
Some important differences do exist between those who would sexually use kids vs adults. The Predators have tried to keep these out of the public eye, as perps benefit from peoples' nativity. Their greatest threat is for their secrets to leak out, for their plans to be revealed.
Predators are OK with certain pieces of information about them being "revealed", as they know police reports & meta analysis research will reveal fairly accessible details. Hence, they have adjusted to that degree of exposure. But, they've still guarded the important information.
Sophisticated Predators have earned that title, as they are not the run of the mill impulse-driven perpetrators that the press, media, and most research has conveyed. They are, in fact, among the most calculating of all criminals, with minds among the darkest, the most calloused.
Predator know, in this day & age of easily accessed information & research, they must control the narrative, the publics' impression, the information fed to researchers, used to produce opinions, policies, rulings, legislation, & public sentiment. So, they've cloaked the truth.
They've successfully been able to craft a number of narratives myths, beliefs, half-truths, all toward the end of maintaining certain narratives, in order to keep their trade secrets from leaking out. They've fed researchers strategic "insights", all while advancing the ball.
Predators felt their secrets to be secure, as it would be highly unlikely that someone would invest yrs in close field study, where unscripted truth would be revealed, where habits & hidden things would surface unguarded, myths debunked, dots connected, all under 24/7 observation
Sophisticated Predators have managed to keep from the public & most researchers their trade secrets about what truly motivates them, how their minds work, how they became darkened, how they entered into the realm of Psychopathy. But, with the right access, secrets do get revealed
Predators have managed to control the information fed to researchers and to the public. Some of it is true & accurate, some purposely distorted. How could one discern? It would take time, 100% access to the full continuum of incarcerated offenders, where truth eventually surfaces
What if a trained clinician managed to embed himself for over a decade, quietly conducting intensive analysis of the full spectrum of incarcerated sex offenders, w/ 100% access to files, received information for multiple sources re. validity of self-reports, might things surface?
Sophisticated Predators have worked hard to keep a lid on certain things, lest the truth finally be revealed about their minds & motives, how they became so deviant and twisted, & how to discern those who can be helped vs. those who don't want help 'cause they love being that way
Sophisticated Predators have endeavored to create certain false narratives & perpetuate myths, as they serve to ensure the public remains unaware & unguarded, or they can be used to minimize scrutiny, limits, sanctions, & sentences. Such falsehoods permit them continued access.
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? Porn is the foundation of ALL offending, the fuel that feeds deviance, energizes a darkness that takes hold w/in them, changes their brains, transforms their minds into cunning psychopaths.
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? 100% of all sexual predators are heavily involved in progressively deviant & darkening porn poor to their arrest. 100% of them will avoid voluntarily disclosing their use of porn in treatment
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? Virtually 100% of ALL sex offenders spend yrs online progressing from seeking out porn featuring adults, to adults dressing as kids, then young kids made to look older & posed seductively.
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? As a man transitions from hard core porn into deviant, debauched, defiling porn, a little understood phenomenon occurs. He moves from normal attraction to needing violence to get aroused.
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? As a man views more porn, he gets drawn in in ways that are real, unperceetable to him. He becomes darker, more deceptive, compartmentalized. Why? His brain, mind & soul are actually changing
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? The further into porn a man descends, he loses the key components of his former humanity: conscience, self-reflection, empathy, remorse, contrition, repentance, compassion, decency, kindness.
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? As a man transitions from one degree of porn to the next, he harmonizes with the themes of what he is visually consuming. He moves from lust, to a desire to control, dominate, degrade, & harm
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? The further a man descends into porn, his interests, motives, appetites, lusts become twisted and inverted. As such, what they seek out necessarily become deviant, abnormal, warped, degrading
What are some of the closely guarded secrets of the most sophisticated Sexual Predators? They're most interested in keeping silent on the line of demarcation that separates those who stop descending even further vs. those who willingly go over the edge of the "Cliff of No Return"
By the time a man descends into child porn, he has become the most depraved of all sex offenders. How can such a truth be validated? Well, wonder why pedophiles fear going to prison? Because those who come from the streets know just how dark & deceptive men are who violate kids.
11+ yrs of sex offender treatment to incarcerated offenders (approx. 4000), found that all category categories of offender would eventually be willing to discuss & detail his crimes & victims, except one. W/out exception, child predators would "forget", omit, minimize, or deny.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that those men, who had violated kids (most of whom described themselves as being "Minor Attracted"), were able to lie more profoundly, deny most profusely, play the victim most convincingly, than any other category of criminal.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that those with child victims were most inclined to grandstand in group, to painfully draw out their turn at disclosure much longer than ALL other types. They're experts in: deflection, changing the subject, & playing the victim.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were most inclined to only "admit" exact number of victims for which they were convicted, not charged. They would emphatically assert those other kids didn't count as victims, since they "took a plea deal"
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were unwilling to admit to viewing & downloading child porn images & videos from the Dark Web by means of Virtual Private Networks (VPNs), despite 100% being charged w/ possessing tons of child porn images
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were most inclined to deny that they made a habit of viewing porn, despite police reports consistently indicating the extensive use and lengthy browsing history, showing extensive searches & chat sessions.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were most inclined to present as being compliant w/ the rules for group involvement & completion, yet were the ones most likely busted by COs for watching questionable programs & possessing photos of kids.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were most successful at memorizing the required terms, concepts, and catch phrases & regurgitating them back on the units tests, but they were the least likely to be able to explain the way a Survivor felt
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that men w/ child victims were most able to parrot back the "right answer" or the expected answer in group, based upon what they perceived was the perspective of the therapist. They are experts at reading people & playing them.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that sophisticated child predators attended the prison's religious activities, repeated verses, attended Bible study, & said that prison was the best thing that ever happened to them, for it helped them see the light & hit bottom.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that sophisticated child predators used the treatment curriculum to learn "treatment sounding" terms & phrases w/ which they could use during their Parole Board interviews, to show how much they were truly changed by the treatment.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that child predators were the most inclined to file an administrative grievance against any Psychology Staff who failed them from treatment group for "failure to admit", despite the offender referencing the child's seductive ways.
Of all categories of sex offenders, it was found that sophisticated child predators were amazingly "in the know" re. how to begin the process of filing Departmental Complaints w/ State against a therapist who unmasked his facade of "having successfully internalized his treatment"
Of all sex offenders, it was the child predator most likely to officially complain should he be removed from treatment. He'd unleash multiple sophisticated complaints re. how traumatized & humiliated he was by such a phobic therapist's hate & insensitivity, demanding his firing!
Of all category of sex offenders, a child predator, should he be confronted in group by the therapist for omitting key pieces of information during his recounting of his crime (such as threatened the child w/ death if she told), was most likely to assert the therapist was hateful
Of all category of sex offenders, it was the child predator who would maintain not knowing how all that child porn ended up on his computer, or who downloaded it. He was the most adept at looking you straight in the eye, denying it, despite him knowing you have the police report.
During 11+ yrs of working intensively w/ sex offenders w/in general population and w/in long-term Solitary, the offenders helped reveal the connection between deviant porn, the descent into dark aggression, & how deviance inevitably leads toward dressing the part & reenactment.
Over the course of 11+ yrs, hearing from thousands of incarcerated sex offenders, it became clear that as a man descends into harder, more deviant porn, "dress up" and costumes become very common place, transitioning from supposedly light hearted to dark themes w/ violence.
Over the course of 11+ yrs, hearing from thousands of incarcerated sex offenders, it became clear that as a man descends into harder, more deviant porn, "dress up" and costumes become very common place, transitioning from supposedly light hearted to dark themes w/ violence.
From 11+ yrs working intensively with incarcerated sex offenders, it was revealed that, for those men who don't stop consuming porn at this point, the themes inevitably start to include children. That is the point of no return, where he either reverses course or forever changes.
Once a man descends into the darkest of porn, he is unconcerned, unnerved by, and even mocks the idea that something very real and permanent is happening within his brain, irreversible changes, changing his mind into someone very different than he was before, a darkened Predator.
It was consistently found that the inmates who had progressed into child porn, began becoming ever more fixated on kids, "attracted" to them, lusting after them. Instead of the normal male desire to protect kids, they morphed into desiring to tarnish their innocence, exploit them
During sex offender treatment, there was a shift in the language used by those who had sexually abused children. They began to assert they were not pedophiles, as those were violent sexual abusers. They insisted that they were "Minor Attracted", as they only would "love on" kids.
It was found through the 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment that the sophisticated Predators had become adept at using the internet, and also using "harmless fun" as a means of "meeting and befriending" children. They would assert they was nothing nefarious about it.
It was found through the 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment that the sophisticated Predators had become adept at using the internet, and also using "harmless fun" as a means of "meeting and befriending" children. They would assert they was nothing nefarious about it.
It was found through the 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment that the sophisticated Predators had become adept at using the internet, and also using "harmless fun" as a means of "meeting and befriending" children. They would assert they was nothing nefarious about it.
During the 11+ yrs of working w/ incarcerated sex offenders, it became noticeable, based upon police reports, there was an apparent change in strategy being implemented by child predators; a coordinated effort to actively target & groom minors while minimizing detection & charges
By nature, the most Sophisticated of Predators, the most skilled hunters, have a well developed senses, enabling them them to locate the best feeding ground, where food is most easily obtained. He will hunt alone, but is most effective in packs. They look for the most vulnerable.
Sophisticated Predators understand people almost better than they understand themselves, as they have spent years studying how they think, what gets their attention, how best to remain off their radar, remain undetected, blend in, all while moving toward a target of opportunity.
A strength of a Sophisticated Predator is his ability to wait, to analyze, observe, his situational awareness, his ability to play both offense & defense simultaneously, moving ever closer to his goal, all the while able to watch his back. He thinks strategically, in 4-D moves.
A strength of the Sophisticated Predator is his adept ability to manipulate those in positions of authority, those in strategic positions to help him achieve his goals & objectives. He will "buddy up" to them, butter them up, "brown nose" them, make them think he respects them.
Predators are adept at using IT, accessing the Dark Web, using sophisticated software & private networks (VPNs) to ensure no one can trace them as they search for violent & child porn, download, share, & pay-to-access live streaming rape. Yet, when busted, they simply play dumb.
The numbers of online Predator Networks are staggering. Only a fraction of predators ever get caught\,as they are experts at hiding their tracks. Those who get caught are often given relatively light sentences, as they can capitalize upon flawed research findings about Predators.
If a Predator is convicted & sentenced, he inevitably will have only been sentenced for a fraction of his charges. He "pleas them down", as he knows a jury would certainly find him guilty on many counts. Once in prison treatment, he'll say the other charges & victims don't count.
In treatment, he'll be reminded the 1000s of photos found on his computer, of children being raped, were also his victims. He'll assert those charges were pled away, he wasn't convicted of them, so not his victims. If pressed, he'll call his atty about such unprofessional treated
Should he be pressed to talk about his other victims, the sophisticated child predator will complain about being unfairly targeted by such a biased, hateful, phobic, judgmental, unprofessional, and dangerous therapist. He'll assert that could set him up to reoffend upon release.
Over the span of 11+ yrs, treating 1000s of sex offenders of all categories, it was found that 100% of the men who had child victims, were also charged w/ possession of a ton of child porn. Never an exception. These men would assert they were "Minor Attracted", not pedophiles.
It was found over 11+ yrs of treatment that the most sophisticated child predators increasingly attempted to draw a distinction between their "attraction" vs. Pedophiles. They claimed their "attraction" w/ kids was rooted in "love", while pedophiles would use force & coerce kids.
When challenged in group re. his minimization of intent, planning, manipulation (grooming) of their numerous victims, the Sophisticated Child Predator would inevitably become defensive, asserting that "things just happened," that he thought at the time that is was "mutual".
Despite the status he achieved w/in online pedophile groups, the steps he took to ensure he couldn't be traced (multiple passwords, VPNs, etc), the Sophisticated Predator would still assert he didn't realize it was wrong. He would say his depression clouded his better judgment.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would inevitably recall suppressed sexual abused as a result of reading in the treatment curriculum that "academic research" found past sexual abused can drive adults to "act out" their own abuse.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would inevitably say they hadn't considered an under age minor wasn't able to give consent. When asked what if there was no age limit, they'd appear to not know. Secretly, they want it repealed.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would be the ones most eager to memorize key terminology, verbiage, & concepts presented in the curriculum & recite them most frequently; but, were the least able to explain the harm they caused.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: "I was drinking, and simply don't recall what happened. I'm not blaming the victim, but that's not like me"
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: My wife & I had drifted apart. Our granddaughter & I became close. I guess her affection drew us too close
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I was under a lot of stress, got myself so tired I started making bad decisions; a big error in judgement.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I was feeling depressed, & didn't realize how vulnerable I was. I guess her affection lowered my defenses.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: She saw her mother was neglecting me. She kind of became a little wife, & started to dress more seductively
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I guess he & I both just started to really bond, and I just felt like he needed to know he could be loved.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I offered to help his mom by babysitting. I didn't realize he & I would become so close & start bonding.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: He really liked watching videos, but I don't know how those inappropriate ones kept interrupting our movies
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I somehow must have forgotten about my own abuse. I guess I flashed back and it all just kind of happened.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I remember how confused I was at his age, so I wanted to help him feel OK about exploring his own sexuality
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I guess I just didn't realize that a minor couldn't give consent. I guess she didn't understand it either.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: She had a few too many, but it's not like she didn't know. I didn't know that she wasn't consenting to it.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I don't know how the pictures were on my phone. But, it's not like I was the one to photograph those kids.
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: How was I to know she lied about her age.She looked & acted way more mature for her age. How was I to know?
Over 11+ yrs of conducting sex offender treatment, it was found the Child Predators would offer many of the following as contributing factors leading to their perpetrating: I guess I so denied the truth of my attraction to kids that it got the best of me. It's always been there.
Many times a Child Predator would "successfully complete" treatment, yet be rearrested & returned. Despite asserting he was using what he learned from treatment, the police reports inevitably revealed a different story. Pastor Arrested in Sex Assault of Teen Girl via @nbcsandiego
Of the 4000 sex offenders treated over the course of 11+ yrs, it was found the men offered a wide variety of reasons to explain why they offended & what contributed. However, not one voluntarily disclosed about his regular & progressive porn use. 100% admitted such a progression.
Of the 4000 sex offenders treated over the course of 11+ yrs, it was found that once porn use became a focus of group, most men were willing to admit to actively searching for harder porn, transitioning to "barely legal" porn. However, Pedophiles consistently denied viewing it.
When pressed on the issue of their porn use, all categories of sex offenders, except one, were willing to chronicle their porn progression (inevitably starting with soft core, progressing to harder, explicit, deviant, defiling, then violent). Pedophiles deny progressive porn use.
Over the course of 11+ yrs of providing sex offender treatment to thousands of incarcerated predators, virtually all category of sex offenders were willing to disclose how they progressed into deviance the more porn they viewed porn. The exception? The men who had child victims.
Over the course of 11+ yrs of providing sex offender treatment to 1000s of offenders, it was 100% predictable there would be at least one inmate in each group who would try to redefine Pedophilia. Those identifying as "Minor Attracted", would assert they've never harmed a child.
It was consistently found that the men who self-identified as "Minor Attracted" would consistently claim not to have looked at much porn over their life time (they inevitably would deny searching out child porn). However, 100% of them has been charged w/ possession of child porn
It was found that the men who referred to themselves as "Minor Attracted" tended to be able to pass the written tests with flying colors. Yet, it was noted they would be at a loss to know how to adequately explain how child porn was found on their computers, if they didn't do it
It was found that the men who referred to themselves as "Minor Attracted" tended to be able to pass the written tests with flying colors. Yet, it was noted they would be at a loss to know how to adequately explain how their victims were impacted, both long & short term impact.
It was found that the men who referred to themselves as "Minor Attracted" tended to somehow recall having been sexually abused themselves as kids. When pressed to describe the details, or how it impacted them, the details were limited, description of the impact was found wanting
It was found that the men who referred to themselves as "Minor Attracted" tended to be unable to "connect the dots" in terms of showing their descent into their deviant, dark, and heinous porn which showed kids being raped. Consistently, they would say there was nothing to draw.
Unlike the Pedophiles, the other offenders were willing to disclose their progressive porn use, their addiction, how far down it took them, the changes in them as his "interests" became more deviant & twisted. They shared the various types of downward paths, & connected the dots.
A unique aspect of conducting sex offender treatment in prison is that the men are monitored 24/7, their mail scanned, calls recorded, their TV observed, & their deception "outted" by other inmates, as "there are no secrets in jail." W/out exception, MAPs were "outted" more often
It was consistently found that the self-ascribed "Minor Attracted" men (each rejected the notion they were Pedophiles) were unable to describe the effects of the trauma from their own supposed sexual abuse in ways that are consistent with how abuse survivors experience trauma.
Predators' brains have changed because of their heavy porn use. As Psychopaths, they're w/out conscience, remorse, empathy. They derive sadistic satisfaction from perpetrating. They lack an intuitive sense of a Survivor's feelings, so they study to produce the right responses.
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