tw. suicide attempt
i got writing bakukiri fluff with pre-surgery trans bakugo on a server, then SOMEONE fuckin threw me off my grove so now its angsty time motherfuckers. and its far from perfect and the tenses are fucky but its an idea i couldnt get rid of so here we go.
baku, standing in front of his mirror with tears streaming down his face. Most of his classmates are supportive, but they still make comments that just make his chest ache.He knows its no one's fault but his own. they just didnt really get it. They didnt mean anything by it.
The only one who really got him was his boyfriend, but he wasnt here. He was off campus for a few days for family shit. He knows he's never going to be a REAL guy. Even though he's trying his best, he's never going to catch up
It was a wonder that Kirishima wanted anything to do with an fucking freak like him. Kiri was a fucking GOD. He was amazing. Handsome, kind, a great sense of humor, and one of the most beautiful bodies he had ever seen. In short, everything that Bakugo wasnt.
Maybe he really didnt belong at UA. What agency would take on a freak like him anyway? What was he really doing here, aside from taking up space and inconveniencing everyone around him?
Why was he even alive at this point?
Bakugo stepped away from the mirror, going to his balcony door. He stepped outside, taking in a deep breath of cool evening air.
It would be so damn easy to just climb over that rail. Just a small jump, and he'd be free of this god damn prison that he begrudgingly called his body. Maybe next time he'd be lucky and end up right.
Yeah. It was decided, the only way forward was down.
With tears in his eyes,Bakugo braced himself against the rail, throwing one leg up and over. He was too focused on his task to hear the footsteps behind him.
Strong arms wrapped around his waist, pulling him from the rail and back into his room.
"Kat, what were you doing? That was so fucking dangerous, you could have slipped! you could have died!"
He turned to face his boyfriend, shame painted across his face.
"That was the point, Ei. I just cant do THIS anymore" he mumbled, gesturing vaguely at himself
"Can't do what? Cant be my smoking hot boyfriend who i love with my whole heart? Kat, i know things are hard. I cant claim to understand everything you're going through, but you know i'm here for you. "
Those strong arms pulled Bakugo in tight, crushing him against his chest.
He should have felt safer, calmer. But being pulled tight to a reminder of everything he physically wanted to be, was enough to push him into full body heaving sobs.
He felt himself being pulled down to the floor, to sit in Kirishima's lap. He held the blonde close, rubbing soothing circles into his back. he whispered gentle reminders of the smaller boy's worth, and declarations of his love for him.
They stayed like this, until Bakugo's breathing evened out, and he began to doze off, curled up in the arms of his boyfriend.
Bakugo may not believe in himself, but kirishima believes in him enough for the both of them. And he would be right there by his side, reminding him of just how perfect he was, until he could finally see it for himself.
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