It’s not really you, it’s what you are acting as
If you need to hide who you are to express yourself honestly, your real self is a disappointment
Anonymous accounts are often anonymous because they’re fearful that if they showed their face...
No one would take them seriously
Interpret that however you like.
Then be anonymous
I’d find it aspirational to imagine creating a life where you didn’t have to censor your true self and were not subject to oversight you have moral disagreement with