Sooooo a thread about finding a mental health professional
I called my insurance after a traumatic event... Cause I know myself and I know what about to happen
I was told to go to the website and I can go to any of the listed professionals
What they failed to mention is that while I can go not everyone accepts my insurance even though they are on the website
You can go to them... But they might not accept your insurance
Therapy... Is expensive... It can easily cost 300 dollars a month... And that's the floor not the ceiling
Before I could make an appointment... You have to call a subcontractor who only deals with mental health for a referral...
Oh but wait...
You don't actually need a referral... But rather a list that they send you of professionals that... "Might" accept your insurance
The list for zip code 27707 includes 384 professionals who have different specialties
A singular list of 384 people
I narrowed the list down to 30 people ... And that's when it got fun
It's a list of names, addresses, and phone numbers
Is this what you need???? Who knows... It's thirty people.... Have fun
I called the first five... Left two messages... And answered the question "what's wrong with you?" Three times
Me: I see dead people
The next five didn't answer...
The next call was interesting... The receptionist asked me..."would you like to set up a home visit"
Me:
Receptionist : yes we come into your home and we take over all your health concerns
Me: no ma'am...I don't want you in here... No ma'am
I'm only sharing this because...I walk the talk. I'm serious about healing and wholeness. I don't play about my broken pieces
No... I'm gonna go somewhere... And we gonna chop it up just like I did last time... Cause when I'm in my space I feel the need to perform for you cause I'm Southern
The next two don't have openings till September... But their websites say accepting new patients
Three more messages
The next four work for the same center but they only work for the VA system
Three more called from the first list of 30... Brings me to 23 professionals called in a day
I've spent all day doing this
Today was the first day I haven't felt on edge at the mere thought of human interaction (let's go drugs!!!!)
Here's the thing...I know therapists, I know counselors, I know social workers... And it's still this difficult to find care for a person who has insurance, resources, and connections
Now imagine how difficult it is for people who don't have insurance, resources, or connections...
In not discouraged. But I am aware
For as much as we say about people in need of mental health services... Accessibility is complete shit!
Navigating mental health services is completely ridiculous
We can't assign blame to mental health for so many societal issues while the barriers for getting help remain so high
what's remarkable (and i mean this in the worst possible way) is the sheer lack of intellectual acuity practiced in faith spaces ... christianpost.com/news/saddlebac…
and it sounds like religious fidelity ...
"Godliness"
"Righteousness"
"morality"
when in fact it is an appeal to the lowest common intellectual denominator
visiting these places of worship in this moment in time... you would be led to believe that the greatest challenge to the faithful is
The autonomy of women
sexuality
gender and identity
My favorite (and I'm not using this word to mean pleasurable) observation about living through the uniquely American experience that is Donald Trump is...
the ferocity of his lies...
To take events that we all witnessed ... we actually saw... you were there... we were there ... we were there together
and say... it did not happen
these are not just lies... a lie depends on truth to be present as counter distinction ... it needs truth to be around
Things i cannot say on this report but need to be said...
1) the institutional church has effectively abused an entire generation of women... and specifically Black women... wanted their fruit, with complete disregard for their seeds
2) There is a deep and abiding vein of anti intellectualism running through the church that shackles our preaching and praxis ... it is not the bug it is the feature (why would you send people to seminary and abuse them for using their training?)
Y'all don't understand how wild America used to be...
we used to send Children to a lady house to keep them all day
her only qualification was most of them came back alive
it was like 50 a week.. 60 if they were not potty trained
the babies could be new depending on "what all you got going on"
there were no certifications, no licenses, no examination
you didnt call and check in... there were no mid day photos ... the safety of your children hinged on the timing of her smoke breaks and your relationship with Jesus