/ That which will be even more beautiful, ‘美’ (beauty).”
In the MV, he follows this w/ a spit, his saliva the color of green w/c reminds me of the absynthe he once drank in+
“Forest” & “Wildflowers” actually remind me of a popular book in the+
RM describes his shadow in this verse as though it haunts him wherever he goes, saying it “keeps appearing” and “glaring” at him. In a way it sounds like his conscience keeping watch.
This also reminds me of Nietzsche: “You pursue philosophy w/ young, inexperienced people; [with] older people [you] turn to history.”
7TH VERSE: On this verse, RM talks about being disturbed by regrets even when he’s about to sleep, but he’s grown accustomed to it & knows he can’t turn back time. He comes back again to talking about his existence and how he grapples about it once+
The 1st question here is “Who Am I?” in the 1st Verse. This question about his existence is a recurring visitor in his musings.+
Again these are questions of existence, but the difference is that it queries the quality of someone’s life.+
9TH VERSE: In this verse, RM reveals his name being “R.” He once said in an interview before that this new stage name “RM” he has could mean Real Me. Simultaneously it could mean+
10TH VERSE: In this verse, he addresses himself directly. Advising himself not to lose his “temperature” and not being hot nor cold.
This talk of temperature reminds me of humors in Ancient Philosophy.