Thor was only five years old when he first met Loki. He had heard tales in his village of a wicked witch who lived deep in the woods, that would lure in people and curse them. But some tales said the witch would help you in exchange for a price.
He didn't know how long he walked, but he was exhausted and on the verge of passing out when he finally spotted a little cottage next to a river.
The cottage felt very...loved and cared for.
It definitely didn't look or feel like a witch lived there.
It opened, to reveal the most beautiful person Thor had ever seen.
The man had long flowing black hair, pale skin and vibrant green eyes.
"What are you doing here, child?" he asked, glaring down at Thor.
"Ah, I see. Well, I suppose you may come in and rest."
The man let's Thor in and offers him some food, which Thor devours.
The man is sitting in an armchair, his eyes on Thor.
"You really shouldn't be so trusting of strangers, boy."
"Haven't you heard the Tales of the Witch in the Woods? How the witch will kidnap and gobble up any naughty children who stray too far from home?" he scolds, narrowing his eyes at Thor.
Thor sobs unabashedly, terrified of the prospect of his mother dying.
It takes a few minutes of the man rocking Thor in his arms and soothing the boy with his words, for Thor to calm down. He's still crying, but definitely much less than before.
"So they do," the man said and gently places Thor into the armchair.
Lighting up with /magic/.
Thor gasps, "You're the witch!"
The Witch isn't what Thor had expected - he seems..nice. And looks normal. And very pretty.
"Yes, you're welcome. Now shoo, I need space if I'm to make medicine for your mother," the Witch gently nudges Thor off of him and back towards the fireplace.
In the morning, the Witch takes a glass bottle and pours some of the red liquid from the pot into the bottle, before corking it.
Thor takes it and carefully places it into the small bag he brought with him, the bottle clinking against the few coins inside the bag.
"Um...I have a little bit of money...I dunno if it's enough," Thor offers the coins to the Witch, who chuckles.
"I'm afraid I have no use for coins, my dear boy. I require something else as payment."
"Oh, it varies from request to request, but for you..." the Witch hums, looking lost in thought before turning to Thor and smiling, "There is no price, this time. That bottle I gave you is normal medicine, not magic. So there's no need to pay me."
The Witch escorts Thor outside of his cottage and Thor begins to walk off, before turning back around and looking back at the Witch.
"Um, thank you, again, for the medicine."
Thor doubted that, but he smiled and nodded, beginning to walk back into the forest.
"Little brat," the Witch muttered, a light blush dotting his cheeks.
"I hate kids," Loki said, even as he knew his statement was far from the truth. It was more accurate to say he hated the way kids made him /feel/.
He wasn't nice! He was the wicked Witch of the Woods! He cursed anyone who crossed his path! He seduced men and ruined them for anyone else!
But children...they were Loki's weakness. He would always help a child in need, if it was in his power.
Loki hadn't been lying to the boy when he said the potion was no bother to make.
But Loki had lied about it being magical. It required a few magical ingredients, but Loki could always find more of those. There was no need for the boy to pay any price for a few plants Loki could recollect.
It'd be another 12 years until Loki and Thor met again, but this time, Thor would have to pay a price to get help from Loki again.
It's the middle of winter, and the land is frozen, a thick layer of snow covering everything.
It's been a very bad season and Thor's village is starving (although Thor knows the jarls and his earls weren't).
So Thor wraps his fur coat around himself and heads into the woods.
He finds the cottage much easier this time, suspecting it probably had to do with him not being a child anymore.
The cottage is exactly the same.
It's beautiful.
Thor walks up and knocks on the door, suddenly feeling uneasy and anxious.
What if the Witch won't help him this time or worse, curses him?
(Thor can't help but notice that he's now looking /down/ on the Witch, even if he's only taller by a few inches)
"Oh, it's you," the Witch says, his eyes widening.
"Do you...remember me?" Thor asks once he's entered and standing awkwardly in the middle of the cottage.
"Of course. Your mother was dying and I gave you a potion to help her," the Witch replied back.
The Witch narrowed his eyes at Thor. "Now tell me, what would make you seek me out, again?"
So Thor told him. About how his village was starving while the Jarl and earls ate like pigs.
"I can help you..." The Witch said after listening to Thor's story, frowning. "BUT I require payment this time."
Thor had expected that.
"What do you want?" Thor asked, taking the bag he'd brought with him and taking the contents out. He knew the Witch didn't want money, so he'd brought other things.
The Witch looked over the contents of Thor's bags and was silent for a few moments, before glancing back up at Thor and smiling.
"I'll take that."
"While the things you brought me are very nice, I'm afraid they're not adequate payment for what you're asking me," the Witch says.
"But...why do you want my talisman?" Thor asks.
Now Thor was beginning to see where the Witch got his reputation as being wicked.
He sighed and took his talisman off, handing it over to the Witch.
He was attached to the necklace and what it meant, but if it was the price Thor had to pay in order to feed his village, then so be it.
"Thank you," the Witch smiled.
He looked...really beautiful with it.
Thor felt his cheeks warm as he realized how nice the Witch looked wearing Thor's talisman.
"Of course. You paid me, so it's only fair that I help you. But it will take me a few days," the Witch said. "Go back to your village and when I'm done....well, you'll know when I'm done."
It's not that he didn't trust the Witch, but...he just wondered what on earth he could do to solve this kind of problem.
He opens the bag and finds a wood carving of a deer, and a corked bottle with a bright yellow liquid inside.
The Witch's handwriting, Thor assumed.
Thor followed the instructions, going to a nearby clearing and burying the carving.
He waited.
Nothing happened.
He waited for another hour, but when still nothing happened, he growled angrily and walked back home.
It hadn't worked! The Witch had lied!
Then, in the middle of the afternoon, Sif burst into their home with a smile on her face.
"Thor! Come quick! I just found a whole herd of deer!"
The Witch...hadn't lied.
Thor supposed maybe the potion had needed time to work it's magic.
He suddenly felt ashamed for assuming the Witch had lied.
And when the week was over, the herd disappeared, only a few deer remaining behind.
Thor's village didn't starve that winter.
He found himself in front of the Witch's cottage, which was a beacon of light in the dark forest.
(He was still wearing Thor's talisman)
"Back so soon? Did the carving not work?"
"No, it worked! We have enough to last the winter, maybe more," Thor said, still smiling. "Thank you!"
"I have a name, you know. It's Thor."
"I don't really care. The spell worked, so you have no reason to be here anymore. Goodbye-"
"Wait! Don't you want this back?" Thor asked, holding out the small bag that had previously held the carving and potion.
The Witch sighed, "If I take it, will you leave?"
"Thank you, again," Thor said from the other side of the door before walking away and heading back home.
"Finally, he's gone," Loki sighed and tossed the bag his dining table.
Loki frowned and walked over, opening the bag, his eyes widening in surprise at what he saw.
Food; meats, bread, fruit.
Thor had snagged some food from the feast and given it to Loki as thanks.
He didn't know why Thor thanked him, why he was so grateful for Loki helping him and would go the extra step to give Loki something that wasn't involved in the agreed payment.
But Thor had come back, even when he hadn't needed to...so he could thank Loki.
Although "someday" wouldn't be for another 8 years.
As he's gotten older, the rumors he once heard about the Wicked Witch in the Woods have become less...innocent.
Not that tales of a Witch kidnapping naughty children who misbehaved were innocent, but they were more appropriate to tell children and teenagers.
How he lures and seduces men into bed, ensaring the men into his spell, ruining them forever for anyone else.
Thor's not sure if he believes the tales.
He looked even prettier wearing Thor's talisman.
(He wondered if the Witch still wore it)
(He wasn't scared of being seduced. Probably)
He hesitated before knocking on the cottage door.
But when the Witch didn't answer the door right away, Thor became anxious, again.
He tried knocking again.
Nothing.
He peered into the window next to the door and saw that the cottage was dark inside.
Well, that was...fine. Thor could wait until he returned.
A few hours later, the sun began to set and it was quickly becoming night.
And the Witch still hadn't returned.
Thor suddenly started to panic. Did the Witch not live here anymore?
Thor knows his village, nor any of the surrounding villages said good things about the Witch.
Had someone sought out the Witch, to try and harm him?
A strong feeling of rage came over Thor at the thought of someone harming the Witch.
"Thor?"
Any anger and panic in Thor faded away at the sound if his name being called by a familiar voice.
He turned and saw the Witch standing a few feet away from him, a surprised expression on his face.
He looked...tired, but unharmed.
"You're ok!" Thor exclaimed, walking over to him and was about to pull the Witch into a hug, when he was stopped.
Thor dutifully followed the Witch into the cottage, watching as the Witch took hung up his cloak and set the basket down.
Thor was glad, although he wasn't sure why.
"Go sit, while I put this away," the Witch said, gesturing to one of the chairs around the dining table.
"Where were you?" Thor asked, watching as the Witch took various items out of the basket.
There weren't many and the Witch had put the items away quickly before turning back to Thor. "I was in the west village, selling my wares."
So...the Witch /did/ travel to villages.
Except...
"I thought you didn't accept coin in exchange for magic," Thor said, recalling what the Witch had said to Thor when they first met.
The Witch chuckled, "Believe it or not, Thor, it does get rather boring out in the forest. I don't exactly have many visitors and you're the only person who has come back and who I expect to. Going out into the villages gives me a chance to socialize."
"I'm the only one who's come back?" Thor asked.
"You're not the /only/ one, but as of late...yes," the Witch sighed.
"Maybe, but...if you wanted to harm me, you probably would've done it by now," Thor replied back.
The Witch frowned and crossed his arms over his chest, "I could still curse you."
"I would prefer it if you didn't, since I came here to ask for your help, again," Thor said, suddenly remembering the reason he was here.
"You were at the west village, so I assume you've heard of the dragon that's been terrorizing the area."
"Yes...and no," Thor sighed, "I just want what's best for my village and I don't want some spoiled brat of an Earl to become the next Jarl."
"How very noble of you, Thor," the Witch said.
"No, I don't expect you to. I just want...some magical help to make sure I don't die trying to slay the dragon," Thor said.
"Alright, I'll help," he eventually said, sighing.
"Thank you. What do you want in return?" Thor asked, used to this part by now.
"That's acceptable," Thor said and shrugged off his coat before handing it to the Witch.
"Thank you, for helping. I know it's a lot," Thor said.
In the morning, his mother and friends sent him off, wishing him good luck and giving him extra supplies and a few gifts as well, to hopefully help him.
Two horses, reigned and sadled, obviously ready for travel.
But what was most surprising was the Witch, who stood beside them.
Clothing more fit for travel.
"Ah, Thor! Finally! I've been waiting all morning!" the Witch said.
"Oh, because I'm coming with you," the Witch replied back.
Thor stared at him in shock, "What? I thought you'd just give me a magical item!"
Thor couldn't really argue with that, it was just...unexpected.
And also-
"You'd care if I died?" Thor asked, smiling.
The Witch paused as he attached a bag to one of the horse's saddles.
Thor showed the Witch the bag he'd packed and the sword he'd brought with him.
"Well, I didn't, until this morning. It was given to me by the local blacksmith as a gift, to help me slay the dragon," Thor explained.
Loki narrowed his eyes at the sword, which Thor had handed to him to examine.
"I'm...friends with his daughter," Thor admitted, chuckling sheepishly.
"Ah, well that makes much more sense," the Witch said, handing Thor back the sword.
They were both quiet as they traveled. They didn't have a map since the Witch apparently had memorized the journey, after traveling so much.
"You know...I've known you for most of my life, but I still don't know your name. Do you even have one? Or is "the Witch" actually your name?"
"I guess I'm the first then," Thor said smiling, "May I ask what your name is?"
"Loki. My name is Loki," the Witch-no, Loki said so quietly, Thor almost didn't hear.
"Shut up, Thor," Loki muttered, but Thor didn't miss the small smile and light blush on his face.
The rest of their trip was quiet, Thor and Loki sharing banter occasionally.
They ate some of the food they'd packed and sat around a fire Loki had made (which Thor had been impressed by when he'd seen Loki easily conjure up a flame in his hands).
Loki said it was a waste of their time and they'd be better off sleeping, but he still laid next to Thor and pointed out different constellations.
"Of course, anything."
"You're from the central village, correct? Which means Odin Borson is the Jarl?"
"Yes, those are both true," Thor said, unsure what Loki was getting at.
Thor sighed, "Yes, I know."
It was common knowledge that when Odin was young, he'd set out to conquer the land.
The villages would still have their own Jarl who oversaw things, but ultimately they would yield to Odin. In exchange, Odin would help with any troubles or problems that happened.
Thor enveloped Loki into a hug, "Thank you, so much."
Thor nodded and they both retreated to the tent they'd decided to share ("safety in numbers" Loki had claimed).
He looked down to see that Loki had rolled off his sleeping mat and was peacefully asleep in Thor's arms.
Thor smiled and pressed a kiss to Loki's forehead.
He wished they could stay like this forever.
Thor wasn't bothered by Loki's words.
"Good morning to you, too," Thor replied back.
Thor chuckled and stood up, climbing out of the tent.
He'd let Loki sleep some more, while he tended to the horses and checked their supplies.
There was no mention of how they'd woken up together as the two of them ate breakfast and packed up, which was fine with Thor.
Loki mentioning Odin last night...it had reminded Thor of the tales he'd heard.
Of how the Witch of the Woods had seduced Odin before he broke free and banished the Witch.
Were any of the tales even true?
Because if they were, well...it'd be rather ironic.
That was partly why Thor didn't want to ask Loki - because Thor didn't want to admit his connection to Odin. He wasn't sure how Loki would react to finding out Thor was Odin's son.
Thor didn't want to ask and end up ruining whatever relationship they had been developing on their journey.
Because if it was true...Thor could imagine it was a sensitive topic for Loki.
So Thor didn't ask Loki.
The witch had been a part of Thor's life for so long and he'd always been kind, generous and willing to help Thor.
Thor would still be Loki's friend, no matter what would happen!
The village was in ruins; smoke filled the air, most of the buildings had been burned down or destroyed and the streets were completely empty.
Thor had no arguments with that.
They took a small break and let their horses rest before continuing.
When they reached the mountain, Loki led them to an old path that would help them climb up.
They set up a camp there and ate food from their supplies, before going over their plans to slay Surtur.
The best way to take Surtur out was to go for his heart.
Loki said they should aim for Surtur's heart, since he would fall dead once it had been pierced, whereas his head would take longer to get rid of.
The next morning, Thor once again woke up with Loki in his arms, but this time he woke Loki up.
They went over their plan one more time before heading further up the mountain.
They left most of the horses and their supplies at their camp, bringing only whatever weapons and tools they'd need to help slay Surtur.
An entrance big enough for a dragon.
"Are you ready, Thor?" Loki asked as he stood by his side.
"Ready as I'll ever be," Thor chuckled. "But I'll admit, I'm...scared."
"I so trust you, Loki. With my life," Thor smiled, taking Loki's hand in his own.
Loki led them through as they walked deeper inside and the darker it got.
They made their way through multiple tunnels connecting different sections of the cave, until they eventually found where Surtur had made his nest.
Loki had explained to Thor earlier - the older dragons got, the more sleepy they needed for longer amounts of time.
Surtur was most likely taking a nap, but he was still sound asleep and it was a perfect time to attack.
He was awake in an instance, letting out a furious roar and lunging towards them.
Thor and Loki immediately separated heading to opposite sides of the cave.
Surtur went for Loki, which Loki had predicted he would ("He'll be mad at me for coming back a second time," Loki had explained earlier.
Surtur attempted to breathe fire onto Loki, but Loki was unaffected by the flames.
Surtur lashed out and his powerful tail struck Loki /hard/, sending him against one of the cave walls with a loud crack.
He crumpled to the ground, motionless.
"LOKI!" Thor screamed and began to run towards him, when Surtur stopped him.
Surtur's aim wasn't exact thankfully and Thor managed to narrowly escape the blast, hiding behind a few boulders on the side of the cave.
Thor picked up a small rock near him and tossed it over to the entrance of the cave.
Surtur, relying on his hearing, immediately followed the noise.
He must've made some sort of sound or perhaps the dragon smelled his scent because when Thor got close enough, Surtur turned on him.
The runes on the stones glowed and the chain enlarged, wrapping itself tightly around Surtur's jaws.
Thor knew the chain would only hold for so long though, since Loki had told him that when he'd given the chain to Thor earlier.
He'd have to strike now, while Surtur was blinded and temporarily muzzled.
Thor ran up to Surtur, sword in hand, fully prepared to strike the dragon.
But Surtur, in his struggles, batted Thor with one of his giant claws.
He heard something snap and looked up to see that Surtur had managed to free himself from the chain.
He let out a growl and turned, his gaze landing directly on Thor.
Thor attempted to get up, but Surtur was faster, slamming one of his claws down on him, holding Thor in place.
Surtur reared his head back, to prepare to blast Thor with fire when the cave suddenly shook and the ground rumbled.
"Thor, now!" Loki yelled from where he was leaning against the cave wall before he collapsed, truly unconscious this time.
Thor, ignoring the pain in his body, stood up and grabbed his sword where it lay on the ground.
Surtur was still on the ground, trapped underneath some ice pillars that had collapsed.
Surtur let out a roar of agony as his heart was pierced before he fell silent.
Surtur was finally dead - Thor had slain him.
There was blood on the ground surrounding Loki and Thor carefully examined the witch, eventually finding that Loki was bleeding from his head.
Which wasn't good.
Thor carried Loki out of Surtur's cave, and eventually made it back onto the mountain, where it was raining heavily.
He was soaked through and cold by the time he reached their camp, and carefully set Loki down on one of their sleeping mats.
He stripped Loki of his wet clothing and put him into dry fresh clothes, then replaced the makeshift bandage on his head to replace it with a real one.
Loki was a witch with magical powers and abilities! Surely he healed and recovered quicker than humans.
Thor tended to his own injuries in an attempt to take his mind off Loki.
"Thor?"
"Yes, I'm here," Thor said from where he sat besides him. He hadn't left Loki's side once.
Loki groaned and attempted to sit up, Thor immediately reaching out to help him.
"Is Surtur dead?" Loki asked.
"Yes," Thor answered bacm simply.
Loki suddenly let out a sob and gribbed onto Thor's shirt.
Thor wrapped his arms around Loki, hugging him tightly, "No, Loki, you weren't useless. If it weren't for you, I would've died."
"I should be the sorry one. I asked you to help me, but you got hurt and almost died because of me," Thor sighed, "I wouldn't able to live with myself if anything happened to you."
"I...think I need to lay back down. My head is starting to ache."
"Y-yes, of course," Thor said and helped Loki back down onto the mat, placing a blanket over him.
They spent the next day resting in their camp and tending to their injuries (Loki's healing potions doing most of the work).
So they both headed back up the mountain to Surtur's cave.
Despite still being injured, Loki immediately got to work, occasionally ordering Thor to help him with something or the other.
It took two days to harvest the dragon, but somehow they managed.
(But thankfully Thor was able to convince Loki not to sleep in the part of the cave where Surtur's body was.)
Before, Loki had told Thor all the uses of a dragon's body part as they dealt with them, but now Loki was silent as he worked with Surtur's pelt.
It took Loki another 2 days until he had finished.
The end product was a large cloak.
Surtur's black and red scales covered the outside, shimmering in the light.
It was beautiful.
"This is yours," Loki announced, holding the cloak out to Thor.
"This cloak is for you. It's fire resistant, will keep you warm in the cold, and no weapon can break it," Loki replied as he placed the cloak over Thor's shoulders, "It will protect you from any harm."
"You could always start with 'thank you'," Loki teased.
Thor stared down at the cloak, running his hands over the surprisingly smooth scales, "Thank you, Loki...I...I don't deserve this."
Because he really didn't.
"Of course you deserve it Thor," Loki smiled, "You slayed the dragon, it's only natural for you to take some sort of trophy home to show proof of your deed."
"Maybe, but this a cloak befitting for only a true and good leader," Loki said, "So consider this my gift to the new Jarl."
An incredibly generous gift, if you asked Thor.
"I know you will be," Loki said and hugged Thor.
Thor hugged back, wrapping his arms around Loki and holding him close.
It was in that moment that Thor had the sudden urge to lean down and kiss Loki.
It was a strangely natural realization.
Of course he wanted to kiss Loki because...he was in love with Loki.
It was hard not to love Loki and Thor had no idea why he hadn't realized it sooner.
And...Thor wanted to make his confession to Loki special.
The village was still abandoned as they passed through it, but Thor saw a few signs of life - a deer, a rabbit.
They reached Loki's cottage first, dropping off Loki's stuff and the horses Loki had gotten for their trip.
"Loki, I...was wondering if you'd come to my village with me?" Thor asked, after helping Loki put his things away.
Loki let out a laugh, "And why would I do that?"
"Well...I would like for you to be there when I present myself to Odin."
"Then, how about at the end of the week?" Thor asked, hoping Loki would say yes.
"Alright, I suppose I could visit your village at the end of the week," he eventually said.
He carried Surtur's skull with him, Loki insisting he take something to give to Odin, since Thor's cloak wouldn't do.
Somehow he made it to the center, where Odin's house was located and it seemed someone had alerted him to Thor's arrival.
Thor bowed his head, "Odin Borson, I present to you the skull of Surtur."
Odin cleared his throat and the crowd around them went quiet, "I hereby announce that Thor Odinson, my son, will be my successor and the next Jarl."
There was barely a moment that Thor was alone and he was constantly surrounded by others, asking him questions about his journey, how he had slayed the dragon and about his cloak.
(But maybe that could all change after Thor confessed to Loki)
He was in good spirirts as he walked to the old abandoned house on the edge of the village.
Tonight would be the night he finally confessed to Loki.
He slipped his recently sharpened knife into its sheath and smiled to himself.
Tonight would be the night he finally got his revenge and killed Odin.
When he had first been banished all those years ago, he'd tried to pass the border many times using all the magic at his disposal but to no avail.
Loki took a step forward, preparing for the magical shield surrounding the village to stop him in his tracks -
Nothing happened.
Loki stepped into the village and nothing happened.
There were a few warriors guarding the place, but they didn't even glance at Loki, his spell working perfectly.
Odin was fast asleep in his bed completely oblivious and unaware of what was about to take place.
Loki locked the door and cast a silencing spell around the room.
He reached out and gently stroked the back of his hand over Odin's face.
Odin had grown old - his hair stark white and wrinkles marring his face.
And...he was dying.
Interesting.
Loki wondered who Odin had crossed to be cursed like this.
Loki had to give props to whoever had done it, though.
"Get up!" Loki hissed, raising his hand and slapping Odin.
Odin woke up abruptly, and sat up, glancing around widely until he spotted Loki standing there.
"Trust me, I'm real," Loki grabbed Odin by the hair and dragged him out the bed, roughly dropping him onto the floor.
"W-what? How?! I banished you!" Odin sputtered.
"You may have banished me, but the spell was finally broken when a member of your village invited me in," Loki said.
"B-but I made sure that could never happen! I spread rumors about how evil you were!" Odin insisted.
"Shut up. None of that matters. The day you banished me, I vowed I would kill you someday and now I'm going to finally fulfill that promise."
"Oh the dark magic? Yes, I sensed that in you earlier. While I'd love to see that spell finish its work, I would much rather just kill you myself," Loki said.
He took off the small chain he'd been wearing around his wrist (the one that had chained Surtur) and threw it at Odin.
Odin fell to the floor, completely immobile and defenceless.
"I loved you once, you know," Loki said, pulling out his knife, "We grew up together. You were my only friend and the only one who was never afraid of me and my magic."
Odin's family.
Loki slashed his knife, tearing the painting.
Loki turned back towards Odin, glaring down at him. "And the great Odin Borson couldn't have a child with a witch, now could he?"
Odin, who had stayed silent the entire time, finally spoke.
"Any child of yours would have been a monster."
Loki remembered the night clearly. He and Odin had fallen asleep together in this very room.
And Odin had been there, leading them all.
Loki had been tortured continuously and in the process, he had lost the baby. Which had been more painful than any torture and had broken Loki.
Using one of Loki's own spells, Odin banished Loki out of the village, making sure he'd never set foot in it ever, again.
Loki had vowed that day he would get his revenge on Odin, but he had never been able to.
Until now.
Odin didn't hesitate answering, "No, I didn't. You were convenient and useful. Easy to string along and keep content so you'd grant me the power I needed and I could make a legacy."
Odin's eyes widened before he seemed to realize something and suddenly began to laugh.
Loki felt his anger rise and he kicked Odin, "What? What are you talking about?!"
"Oh my dear Loki, has the boy not told you?"
Odin smiled, "Thor is my son. My illegitimate son, but my son nonetheless. Thor Odinson will be my successor and make sure my legacy continues and it's all thanks to you-"
Loki slit Odin's throat before he could finish.
He fell to the floor, limp, blood flooding from his neck.
Loki raised his knife and stabbed Odin multiple times until his body was a bloody mess.
"Goodbye Odin Borson and good riddance."
Loki's legs gave out and he collapsed onto the ground, placing his hands on the floor to at least keep him upright.
He'd finally taken his revenge, yet the hole in his heart that Odin had left behind all those years ago, ached more than ever before.
He would never regret killing Odin, but he had never expected it to hurt this much.
He had pushed the memories of his banishment to the back of his mind and had tried to move on.
Thor.
Thor...Odin's son.
Maybe Odin had lied, had done it just to throw Loki off, but why would he lie about something like that?
If Thor was Odin's son, why had Thor LIED to Loki?
Loki pushed himself upright and stood back up.
He would ask Thor himself.
He would've loved to just leave Odin where he lay, but he couldn't have anyone find Odin like this.
So with what little energy he had, he healed Odin's body.
If Loki didn't know any better, it simply looked like Odin was sleeping.
If people knew Odin had been murdered, there would no doubt be a search for the killer and Loki didn't want any witch hunt to start or to be a part of that.
When he made out into the street, night had already fallen and it had begun to lightly rain.
Loki began the journey to the abanoned house on the edge of the village, where he and Thor had agreed to meet.
When it began to rain, it had dampened Thor's plans and mood a little, but it wasn't enough to ruin things.
The abandoned house was on a hill, overlooking the village, but the house itself wasn't visible from the village.
It was a perfect place to meet Loki.
In that time he'd also had a present made for Loki: a golden brooch formed into the shape of a leaf, with a green gem fitted into the center.
He hoped Loki would like it.
"Loki! You're here-"
He paused as Loki got closer, noticing the furious expression on Loki's face.
"Loki?"
Oh no.
Thor hesitated before nodding, "I...am. How-how did you find out?"
"That doesn't matter! Why didn't you tell me?! Why would you keep that from me?!" Loki yelled.
"Afraid of what? Afraid I'd curse you? Kill you? Seduce you?" Loki hissed, "Or maybe you just wanted to use me, just like he did!"
Loki laughed bitterly, "That's it, isn't it? You wanted to use me, so you could gain power, like your father! So you lied about your parentage and befriended me and USED me, just like he did!"
Loki didn't react well.
He let out a yell and a knife appeared in his hands, which he swung directly towards Thor.
On instinct, Thor raised his arm to block it.
"DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME!" Loki yelled, tears streaming down his face, "You don't love me! No on ever has!"
There was the sound of thunder in the distance, followed by the bright flash of lightning.
He didn't know how long he lay there on the ground, the rain pouring down on him as Loki's words echoed through his head.
Thor finally managed to get back up by the time morning came, and head down to his village.
But Thor suspected he might already be too late.
"He's resting-" one of the guards started to say.
"I need to see him now, it's URGENT," Thor said, glaring down at them.
They let him pass and Thor opened the door to Odin's bedroom, shutting it behind him.
Too still.
Thor walked over to the bed, standing above Odin and placed a hand on the man's chest.
No heartbeat.
Odin was dead.
Thor was about to turn away and alert the guards, when he saw black smoke begin to pour out of Odin's mouth.
After a few seconds, the smoke disappeared and all that was left was a pitch black stone laying innocently on Odin's chest.
Thor reached out and grabbed it, examining it in his hand.
Thor couldn't make any sense of it, but he supposed he would just add it to the list of many questions he planned on finding the answers to.
There was a grand funeral for Odin in the coming days.
Thor attended just as long as he needed to before stepping away.
Nothing.
All Thor knew was that Odin had hurt Loki, and Odin's death was most likely Loki's doing.
Thor wanted so badly to seek out Loki, apologize, hug him and tell him how much he meant to Thor. How much he loved Loki.
But he couldn't.
However much it hurt Thor's heart to know that Loki was in pain because of Thor (and Odin), he didn't want to hurt Loki more.
So maybe it was better if he stayed away from Loki.
But until then, Thor would stay away.
Thor stood on the hilltop where the abandoned house was, overlooking the village.
He walked over to the old oak tree, where a small metal box lay at the base of it.
When Loki had attacked him that night, Thor had dropped the box and he had only come back up onto the hilltop now to retrieve it.
He gently took it out of its container and attached it to his cloak, placing it so it lay just above his heart.
He hoped one day he could give it to Loki.
Unbeknownst to Thor, it would take 20 years until he finally saw Loki again and be able to offer the brooch to him.
He stumbled through the woods, struggling to find his way through with only one of his eyes working (the other in immense pain from where it had been gouged out). His abdomen screamed with every step he took and everytime the sword lodged inside of him shifted.
Sitting in the grass in front of the cottage, a crown of flowers atop his head, a kitten in his lap and surrounded by several more kittens, was Loki.
"THOR?!"
Thor's vision was beginning to blur and he could feel his consciousness slipping away when Loki came into view, crouching beside Thor.
"Oh norns! Mother, help!" Loki yelled towards the cottage.
"Shut up, you're not going to die, Thor!" Loki insisted.
Oh no, Thor was making Loki cry, he was hurting Loki, again.
"I'm sorry, Loki," Thor said, stroking his thumb against Loki's cheek, "I'm sorry."
"Just stay with me, Thor! You can apologize later! Just stay awake, please! Thor! THOR!"
The last thing Thor thought was that he hadn't been able to tell Loki he loved him before he died.
Sometimes he saw Loki or Odin or his mother. Sometimes Loki was accompanied by a beautiful blond woman, but sometimes she appeared alone.
But eventually, Thor woke up.
His body ached, but he wasn't in pain like before.
Well. He supposed he was stuck then.
He glanced around, realizing he was in a small bedroom, and was laying in soft bed.
"Loki," Thor smiled, so happy to see him, again.
Loki shooed the kittens off of Thor, although one stubbornly stayed put, meowing in protest as Loki moved them onto the ground.
"I...wasn't able to save your eye. I'm sorry," Loki eventually said, cupping the side of Thor's face with said eye.
Loki smiled before a pained expression crossed his face and he pulled away.
Thor wanted to call Loki back, ask him to stay, but instead Thor remained silent.
The kitten from before, a little black fluff with white paws and white chest, climbed back onto Thor and curled up on his lap.
Thor turned and saw the woman he'd caught glimpses of when he'd been in and out of consciousness.
She was truly beautiful, with golden hair tied up elaborately and a warm smile on her face.
She looked older than Loki, but younger than Thor, and there was a air of kindess and warmth that radiated off of her.
"I'm sorry for that, I...didn't know where else to go," he admitted.
"You didn't come here to be healed, though, did you?"
Her question caught Thor off guard and he felt himself shrink under her knowing gaze.
"...Yes."
Thor had no idea where she was taking the conversation.
"So, I take it that you still care for my son?"
Thor's eyes widened, shocked by her words.
She left the room, closing the door behind her, leaving Thor alone.
Well, almost alone.
"She's going to destroy me, isn't me?" he asked, stroking the kitten's head. It merely let out a mew before nipping at Thor's finger.
"Are you alright, Loki?"
"I'm fine, just needed some air," he said, keeping his back to her.
Which meant he wasn't fine
Thor still cared for Loki and Frigga knew Loki still very much cared for Thor.
Thor would be lying if he said he wasn't slightly scared of her.
And she was Loki's mother.
Which Thor had actually already known before he met her.
After Odin had died, Thor had tried seeking answers, but couldn't find any in Odin's house.
But no matter who he asked, no one had an answer for him. No one knew who Loki was (at least not by name). They only knew of the Wicked Witch of the Woods, who had seduced Odin.
But while he went through Odin's house one last time, he finally found something.
There was an entry in a journal of Odin's from when he had been traveling the land, conquering other villages.
Another witch! Maybe they could help Thor!
Using the excuse of visiting the other villages to introduce himself of the new Jarl, Thor went to find Heimdall.
(But while on his journey, Thor was able to help rebuild the village Surtur had destroyed, along with help other villages who had apparently suffered under Odin's rule)
Thor stayed in the north village, and went to the tavern every night until Heimdall appeared.
"Ah, I'm sorry, but I'm waiting for someone-" Thor began to say when the man interrupted him.
"I know, Thor Odinson. You seek out Heimdall the Allknowing Witch. So, here I am."
If Thor had any doubt the man was Heimdall, the man's next words just confirmed it, "You saw my name in one of your father's journals and you've come to ask me about Loki Friggason and his past with Odin."
Heimdall chuckled, "You're familiar with the payment we witch's often require. Very well, I'll accept your sword as payment, in exchange for my knowledge."
"This is the sword you used to slay Surtur, yet you'd give it me?" Heimdall asked.
"I can always get another sword," Thor replied back, "Now will you tell me about Loki?"
"He did. It was all too easy for Odin to succeed in his quest with Loki's help and when they got back from their travels, Odin kept Loki around," Heimdall paused, "Are you sure you want to the know the rest, yoing Odinson?"
(I need to know what Odin did to Loki, he thought to himself.)
Heimdall sighed, "Odin's lust for power was far greater than his fondness of Loki. Their friendship from when they were young meant little to Odin anymore.
"What about the baby?" Thor asked.
Heimdall merely shook his head, "Odin made sure to torture Loki just long enough so he'd lose it."
But now that he knew the truth, all Thor could feel was hatred towards the man.
"No, I'm grateful you did. I needed to know," Thor said.
"Hm. Well there's a bit more to the story, if you're ready to here it," Heimdall said, "Because Odin didn't just banish Loki."
Speaking of...
"I have another question," Thor said, "Did...Loki kill Odin?"
"He did," Heimdall answered, "But he was only able to because you broke the banishment spell Odin cast."
"I invited Loki to visit me after we defeated Surtur," Thor realized.
"Of course," Thor sighed, placing his face in his hands.
Odin had used Loki, then tossed him aside, making sure to hurt him. Then Loki had found out that Thor was Odin's son from Odin and not /Thor/.
Of course, Loki had assumed Thor would use him like Odin had, finding out the truth the way he had.
Heimdall seemed surpised by Thor's question, but answered, "His mother is with him. In time, he'll be fine."
"That's good, I'm glad," Thor let out a sigh of relief.
"Thank you for your time, Heimdall and for giving me the answers I sought," Thor said, beginning to get up to leave.
"I'm not my father," Thor growled, "All I wanted was answers to my questions and now that I've gotten them, I'll leave you be."
So he was surprised the next day, when he had headed out to leave the north village and found Heimdall waiting for him at the border.
"I'd be a fool not to say yes," Thor replied.
So Heimdall had joined Thor back home.
And Heimdall had been right, when he said there would be dark times ahead.
Hela Odinson, who had supposedly died, returned to the village 20 years after Odin's death.
When Loki was little, Frigga had warned him about befriending Odin because she could only see bloodshed and darkness in Odin's future.
But Loki hadn't listened. Odin was the only kid his age who wasn't afraid of him and seemed interested in him and his magic.
When Loki had grown up, Frigga wanted him to leave the village with her. She was a wanderer by nature and had only stayed in one place for so long because of Loki.
Frigga and Loki had argued and fought, and somehow, Frigga let slip that she had adopted Loki.
Frigga left, but not without leaving behind a golden compass, which she told him would lead him to her no matter how far apart they were.
Loki vowed never to use it.
Even after Odin had banished him, Loki hadn't used the compass.
He was fine on his own.
He had found the little valley in the forest and made his home there, and he was content living there all by himself.
And Loki realized...maybe he was fine on his own, but he was...lonely.
Whenever Thor was around, Loki felt less lonely and found himself smiling more often. Thor made him feel like happy and cared for.
But then Loki found out that Thor was Odin's son.
After he'd confronted Thor and told him never to seek out Loki's help again, Loki had fled back to his cottage.
He'd ripped off Thor's talisman, which he'd worn so long to remember the one person who'd come back.
In his emotional state, his magic had reacted and practically torn the building apart. By the next day, his cottage was in shambles, but it was at least still standing.
It took him a while until he eventually began to clean it up.
He had once vowed never to use it, too angry at Frigga for lying to him (and worried she was angry at him for rejecting her), but...he didn't want to be alone anymore.
So after he had fixed his cottage to the best of his ability, be packed some supplies and headed out, following the golden compass.
It led him far out of the land he was familiar with and across the ocean to a small fishing village.
She noticed him immediately, her eyes widening in surprise, "Loki! What are you doing here?"
"Mother..." he started to say before he suddenly started to cry, unable to stop.
Loki told her everything - about Odin, being banished, spending time in the woods, earning a reputation as the Wicked Witch of the Woods, and of course about Thor.
"Shhh, no, Loki. I'm the one who should be sorry," Frigga said, wiping his tears away, "I didn't tell you the truth because I was scared you'd reject me as your mother."
Loki stayed with her for another month, until Frigga decided to move on.
"You said you have a cottage in the woods?" she asked.
"Well, it's been quite a while since I've been around that area. Why don't we go back to your cottage and fix it up?"
Loki had been more than ok with the idea, glad to be spending time with his mother again.
They rebuilt his cottage and made it even bigger than before, adding extra rooms and such.
But she had promised she'd return soon and wouldn't leave Loki alone for too long.
She kept true to her promise, visiting Loki every few years, staying for a few months before leaving.
He wasn't a wanderer like her. Sure he traveled sometimes, but it was never for very long and he always was relieved to be back home.
But sometimes, when Frigga was gone and Loki had been alone in his cottage for too long - Loki thought about Thor.
A small part of him hoped that Thor would ignore Loki's threats and come seeking his help anyway.
Because Loki missed him.
But Thor had lied to him about being Odin's son and that wasn't something Loki could easily forgive.
All that had mattered was saving Thor and making sure he survived.
Loki had been grateful Frigga had been visiting him then - he wasn't sure he'd been able to handle Thor's sudden presence on his own.
But the hardest part had been purging the dark magic from the wound the sword had left behind.
It had taken weeks with Loki and Frigga's magic.
Now that Thor was awake and recovering, Loki had a feeling sooner or later...Thor would ask for Loki's help once again (to deal with whoever had attacked Thor and poisoned him).
And Loki...already knew what his answer would be.
Leaving Loki and Thor alone.
(Loki had a feeling Frigga had planned it.)
Loki had just finished feeding the kittens in the kitchen, when Thor walked into the room.
Thor had changed in the last 20 years - he was older, bigger, his hair and beard had grown out, but...he was still Thor.
Even with a new eyepatch over his missing eye, he looked nothing like Odin.
"Ah - good morning, Loki," Thor said, clearly surprised to see him, "Frigga said she'd meet me for breakfast this morning..."
So his mother had planned this.
"She went out to collect herbs. I expect she'll be gone for a few hours."
"You can stay," Loki said, "Sit down and eat breakfast at least."
Thor hesitated before he nodded and sat down at the table where Loki had set out food earlier.
"That's an interesting addition to your cloak," Loki said after a while, referring to the golden brooch on Thor's cloak, "Something from your wife?"
Loki was familiar with the old courting tradition in Thor's village.
Thor chuckled, "I don't have a wife."
Loki was caught off guard by Thor's answer, "You don't?"
"Nope," Thor shrugged, "I never got married or had kids."
Thor would've been made Jarl after Odin's death, which meant Thor would've ruled for around 20 years now. Surely he would've been pressured to marry and have a perfect little family (Odin had been).
But in 20 years, Thor had remained unmarried.
"I had this made for someone I love dearly, but unfortunately...I never got the chance to give it to them," Thor admitted with a sad smile, placing his hand over the brooch.
'Love'. Present tense.
"It's fine. It's not your fault," Thor said, smiling kindly at Loki.
It unnerved him for some reason.
Loki cleared his throat, "Yes, well, anyway. If you're done eating, I think it's time you explain how you were injured."
Thor nodded, "The very same. He's been in my village for almost as long as I've been Jarl and has helped me protect the land from threats. But when he couldn't see or track the wolf, I knew something was wrong.
Something clicked in Loki's brain.
Thor nodded, "There's more to the story than that. Before Odin became sick, Hela planned to go out on a crusade to try to conquer other villages and gain more land.
Loki was silent as he processed the information.
Hela Odinsdottir.
Hela was most likely incredibly powerful, to have cast such destructive magic.
Thor was lucky to be alive.
"I'll go back and face Hela, make sure she's truly dead this time," Thor replied.
"By yourself? You've already lost to her once and would have died if my mother and I hadn't healed you! What makes you think you can defeat her?" Loki said.
Loki rushed over to him, helping him back into the chair.
"You're not fully recovered yet, Thor. I know you want to deal with Hela, but you can't in the state you're in."
"...Why not ask me for my help?" Loki quietly suggested.
Thor shook his head, "No, I could never ask you to help me with Hela. I'd only be putting you in unnecessary danger. Hela is my sister and my responsibility."
Ah. Payment.
"Nothing. Hela is a threat to us all and I'm just looking out for myself." Loki said. "If anything, you're helping me by telling me about her."
"That's not how it works, Thor," Loki said, narrowing his eyes at him.
"Just...hear me out, please," Thor said, placing his large hand over Loki's, encompassing it completely.
Loki felt himself stiffen at the memory. He was about to say no and refuse, when Thor continued.
Thor wasn't asking for much.
In the years that had passed since the fateful night, Loki had begun to doubt if Thor had used Loki like his father had.
Afterall, Thor had always given Loki payment and he'd gone out of his way to thank Loki.
Maybe...it wouldn't hurt to listen to Thor.
"Alright, after we defeat Hela... I'll give you a chance."
Thor smiled and surged forward, pulling Loki into a hug.
Thor nodded and let Loki help him back into the guest room where he laid down.
The little black kitten immediately joined Thor in bed, laying down on top of him.
"Thank you, Loki. For everything. I came here prepared to die. I didn't expect you to heal me, but you did. I'm going to make it all up to you, I promise."
"We'll see," Loki said and left the room.
Hela was in Odin's old war room when Skurge burst in looking rather frazzled.
"What?" she snapped, looking up from the map she'd been examining.
"I'm sorry to interrupt, but...someone just walked into the village and requested to see you," Skurge said.
"Who?" she demanded.
"He says...he says he's the Wicked Witch of the Woods."
Hela was able to keep her shock from showing in her face and replied back calmly, "Bring him in."
Skurge left and a few minutes later, he returned with the supposed Witch.
Well at least he was respectful, unlike the warriors in the village had been.
"You are the Wicked Witch of the Woods, I assume," she said and when he nodded, she narrowed her eyes at him. "Prove it."
"Will that suffice?" the Witch asked.
Hela nodded, then snapped at Skurge to clean up the mess before she turned back to the Witch.
But Odin had never told Hela what to do if the Witch sought /her/ out first.
"Why are you here, Witch? Why did you request to see me?" she asked.
"And what would this deal be?"
Hela was intrigued as to what the Witch had to offer her.
"He told me how his sister, Hela Odinsdottir, attacked the village and attempted to kill him. Then, he requested my help to try and defeat you," the Witch continued.
"I'm listening," Hela said.
But...
"First, I'm going to see if you're telling the truth about my brother being alive. Only then we can talk business," she said, "Where is Thor currently?"
"Lead Fenris and some of my army to the cottage to retrieve, Thor," Hela ordered Skurge before turning back to the Witch, "As for you..."
Black spikes erupted from the ground and surrounded the Witch, trapping him.
"Is this really necessary?" he asked, rolling his eyes.
She was tempted to leave the room, but she didn't exactly trust him on his own. She kept an eye on him as she continued to mark out routes to other villages on the map in front of her.
"So, you weren't lying," Hela said, narrowing her eyes at the Witch before released him from his prison.
He yawned and stretched, completely unfazed by Hela, "Of course I wasn't."
"Fine by me," he shrugged, dutifully following behind her as she headed out into the center of village.
She frowned at the sight they revealed.
Thor, in chains, kneeling on the ground. Fenris, the gigantic black wolf was behind him, and members of Hela's undead army stood around Thor.
"It's a surprise to see you, too, Hela," Thor growled, glaring up at her before his gaze slid past her and landed on the Witch.
"YOU! You sold me out to her! You traitor!"
Thor let out a growl, attempting to charge at the Witch, but the chains stopped him and he fell to the ground.
Hela laughed at the sight.
"I made a mistake last time, dear brother. I let you live, hoping you'd bleed out or my dark magic would consume. I won't make the same mistake twice."
There were gasps of horror and sobs in the crowd, but no one objected to Hela's words.
Skurge nodded and began to lead Thor away, who attempted to resist, but seemed too weak to.
Now Hela just had to deal with the Witch.
But Hela couldn't simply just let the Witch go. This was a rare opportunity to get him to work for her, to use him and his magic (his natural magic) to help her conquer and remain as ruler.
The Witch chuckled, "I'd be happy to."
Unbeknownst to Hela, she had just invited the snake into the lion's den.
She was so much like her father and that meant Loki knew exactly how to deal with her.
(Although he'd almost broken character when he'd seen Thor in chains and had wanted so desperately to free him right then and there.)
"Yes, I heard you were also banished. So how were you able to enter the village on your own?" Hela asked.
"Then, perhaps you can stay a bit longer here and help me with a...problem I've been having," Hela said.
"And what problem would that be?"
The moment he met Hela, he sensed a dark energy inside her, centered around her heart.
It didn't take him very long to notice the stone in the middle of her chest that seemed to be...infused into her armor.
But the fact that the darkness was also inside Hela...wasn't good news.
It would make Loki's plan that much more difficult.
"You are undoubtedly very intelligent and powerful - a truly impressive combination. Surely, you want more in life that to sit around in a cottage all day and wait for some traveler to seek you out?" Hela said, smiling at him.
"I understand. Normal people hate magic and other who can use it. But we could change that!"
"...We?" Loki asked.
"Yes. You could be my magical advisor and work alongside me. You could have opportunities no other witch has ever had before!" Hela said, "Those who once hated you would now fear you! They would bow to you and your power!"
But it would be something he'd have to accept.
"That is a most generous offer. I'll admit, I had once dreamed of people bowing to my powers," Loki said, "I would be honored to accept and to be your magical advisor, Queen Hela."
"A very wise choice you've made, Witch. You may rise," Hela said after letting him bow.
Earlier you said there was a problem you had. Is it anything I could solve as a magical advisor?" Loki ventured once he had stood back up.
Hela nodded, "My heart specifically. It almost feels...numb at times, and after I use magic, it feels like my heart has been stabbed."
Loki raised his hand towards her, "May I examine you with my magic?"
"You may," she said.
He could feel the stone, laying against her chest and he could feel dark claw-like tendrils extending from the stone, sinking into her body.
The stone was draining the life out of her.
He lowered his hand, and frowned.
"The stone is killing you," Loki admitted, "Everytime you use magic, it takes some of your energy - but it takes too much. Eventually it will take your very life away."
"Yes, I believe there is. I'm not that knowledgeable on dark magic, but I know with the proper tools I could find the cure," Loki assured her.
Or he could find a way to destroy it.
She pushed it to one side, revealing a door.
She opened it and beckoned Loki forward, to follow her into it.
"This was my father's vault, where he had hidden all forms of magic," Hela said.
"These are written in an old language, only taught from witch to witch. I can understand it," Loki said, turning towards her, "I will do my best to find a cure for you."
Loki smiled back, more confident now.
Hopefully one of these books would tell him some way to destroy the stone and strip Hela of her powers, leaving her a regular human or at least tell him someway to kill Hela (or speed up the stone killing her).
All before tomorrow, when Hela planned to execute Thor.
"This is Roskva, your servant. She will obey your every order," Hela explained.
Loki observed the young girl, apparently his servant. She couldn't have been older than Thor had been when he first visited Loki. Definitely too young to work yet.
"Q-queen H-hela had this made for y-you," she stammered out, offering him the platter out to him.
"Thank you, dear. You can just set it down," Loki said, smiling at her.
"You may leave," Loki said, but she merely shook her head.
"Queen Hela told me to stay with you."
Loki had a suspicion Hela had ordered Roskva to keep an on eye on him for her.
Good thing Loki wasn't most people.
"Well, if you must stay, then you might as well sit," Loki said.
She was obedient and quietly sat down, watching him from a distance.
He hadn't eaten anything on the platter, too busy reading, but he knew the sound hadn't come from him.
"You know, I'm not very hungry. You can have my food, if you want," he said, waving his hand towards the platter.
"N-no, I'm not hungry," Roskva said quietly.
"When's the last time you ate?" he asked.
"Then go ahead. I don't plan on eating it and it would be a shame to waste it," he said dismissively and turned back to his books, pretending to read, but keeping an eye on Roskva.
Good. Loki wouldn't have her fainting on him from hunger.
"You're welcome," he replied and instead of going back to reading, turned his attention back on her. "You seem a bit young to be working as a servant. Where are your parents?"
Rather unexpectedly, Roskva suddenly burst into tears.
"I don't know where they are!" she sobbed, "We got seperated when trying to flee! Q-queen Hela caught me and s-she-"
Loki just kept holding her, hoping he could comfort her in some way.
Eventually, Roskva's tears slowed down enough for Loki to feel like she wouldn't start sobbing if he tried to talk to her, again.
"H-hits me. S-sometimes kicks me. A-and...one time...she grabbed my neck and I c-couldnt breathe."
Roskva didn't start crying again, but she did bury her face into Loki's neck, clinging tightly to him.
It had always made him furious to see a child being abused by an adult - be it parent or stranger. Children were a gift and should be cherished - not abused.
Of course, Loki helped the children he came across.
This time would be no different.
Roskva ended up falling asleep in his arms -which he wasn't surprised about- probably exhausted from crying.
One thing was clear to Loki - he wasn't going to be able to find a way to destroy Hela, at least not by tomorrow.
He'd only gone through a few books, and still knew very little.
So there was only one thing he could do, for now.
He cast the familiar illusion spell and climbed up the stairs to the war room, slipping out of it.
Skurge was gaurding it, but he didn't notice Loki.
Barrels (no doubt filled with mead -ugh-) lined the walls, but chained up to one of the walls and laying rather pitifully on the ground, was Thor.
"Hello?" he called out.
Loki walked over to him and dropped the illusion spell.
No amount of light could compare to the way Thor's face lit up and the warm smile that appeared when he saw Loki.
"It did work," Loki said, frowning, "But that doesn't mean I was fine with just giving you over to Hela. Anything could have gone wrong."
Thor sighed, "I know, I'm sorry. But it was the only way to get Hela to trust you. What else could you offer her except for me?"
"I could have won her over. I know how her type works," Loki said, concentrating on the chains around Thor's wrists and ankles until they released with a loud snap.
Loki nodded, "Yes, she has a weakness - the stone in her armor is connected to her heart. If we destroy it, she'll most certainly die."
"But...I have no idea how to destroy it," Loki sighed, crossing his arms over his chest, "That stone is a giant mass of dark magic and can't simply be destroyed by a normal weapon or purged away by magic."
"Not 'we'. 'I'," Loki said, "I'm setting you free and you're going to leave the village to go find Heimdall and my mother. And...I'll stay behind to try to find some way to destroy Hela or at least stop her."
Thor reacted immediately and it didn't surprise Loki at all that he objected to Loki's plan.
"You have to Thor!" Loki argued back, "Hela will execute you tomorrow and I know I won't be able to find a way to destroy her by then! You have to leave!"
"Don't try to argue with me, Thor! Hela will kill you tomorrow if you don't leave now and I won't let you die!" Loki yelled back at him.
Unfortunately, Thor did have a point.
"She might, but right now, she believes I'm on her side and that I can help her. She can't afford to get rid of me," Loki said.
"I don't like the idea of leaving you alone with her. Anything could go wrong," he said.
"Well now you know how I felt when you suggested I give you up to Hela so I could gain her trust," Loki said.
"It's our best option right now," Loki agreed.
He held out his hand to Thor, who took it in his own, Loki's illusion spell extending over to Thor.
"I still don't like this," Thor muttered once they'd walked a good distance away from the village.
"I'll be alright, Thor. I know what I'm doing," Loki attempted to reassure him, "And don't think of it as abandoning me, think of it as...living to fight another day. You'll defeat Hela eventually, just...not today."
"I'll try my best," Loki said, hugging Thor back tightly.
Truth was, Loki was scared of being left on his own with Hela, but he couldn't let Thor know or else he'd refuse to leave.
Thor had to live because Loki wouldn't be able to live with himself if Thor died.
Because...he loved Thor.
The sudden realization hit Loki hard.
When their hug ended, Loki didn't let go of Thor and instead placed his hands on either side of Thor's face.
"Loki?" he asked, confused.
Loki reached up and pulled Thor down into a kiss, their lips smashing together awkwardly.
Thor's response was immediate, changing the angle of his head so he could kiss Loki back more easily.
It was a desperate, messy, passionate kiss, yet it was the best kiss Loki had ever had.
Thor was the first one to pull away and Loki whined at the loss, not wanting it to end yet.
Loki would much rather Thor ravage him here and now, but he was right.
Loki nodded and regrettably, loosened his hold on Thor, letting him go.
"I'm just...scared that we'll never get another opportunity like this. That something will go wrong," Loki admitted.
Thor frowned and suddenly reached into his shirt, pulling something out from underneath it.
Thor's talisman.
Loki had worn it for years before ripping it off in anger and he hadn't seen it since then. Until now.
It felt good to wear it again, as a reminder of Thor and that he could return to him, once this was all over.
Taking the (new) knife he always made sure to keep at his belt, he unsheathed and raised it towards his head, cutting off several strands of his black hair.
"You don't have to return that, you can just keep it as a reminder of me," Loki said, smiling at his handiwork.
It was slower this time, both of them more sure and careful, but still just as desperate.
"Please stay safe, Loki," Thor said, once he'd pulled away.
"Thank you," Loki said, hugging Thor.
Neither of them said goodbye to the other, the word seeming too...final.
Loki didn't turn back once, no matter how badly he wanted to run back into Thor's arms.
For now, Loki had to focus on finding out how to defeat Hela and staying alive in the meantime.
(He hoped Thor's talisman would protect him and give him luck because he needed it).
When he made it back down to the storeroom, Roskva was waiting for him -now wide awake- in the nest Loki had built for her.
"It was getting rather stuffy in here, so I just stepped out to get a bit of fresh air," Loki replied back.
"Oh. That makes sense," she said, believing his lie.
"Did you sleep well?" he asked.
She nodded before a horrified look suddenly appeared on her face.
"She won't get mad, if she doesn't find out," Loki said, placing his hand gently on her shoulder, "I won't tell her you fell asleep. It can be our little secret."
"Yes, really. Sleep is necessary and you don't need to be punished for that," Loki reassured her.
That seemed to relax her, although she didn't go back to sleep, and instead set aside the pillows and blanket.
"WHERE IS HE?!"
Oh dear.
Loki stood there calmly, even as his heart began to race.
Hela soon stomped the stairs and enteres the storeroom, her face red with fury.
Oh so it responded to her emotions as well. Wonderful.
"Where is who?" Loki asked innocently.
"My brother! THOR!" Hela yelled, glaring at Loki, "He's missing! Where is he?!"
"You're the one who brought him here! You could very well be working for him and freed him from last night!" Hela accused, a black sword forming in her hand.
"YOU!" she snarled, grabbing Roskva by the collar of her shirt and slamming her into a wall, "Did the Witch ever leave this room?!"
"N-no! He didn't!" Roskva said.
"TELL ME THE TRUTH!" Hela yelled, raising her sword above her, ready to strike Roskva.
Hela let out a frustrated growl and let go of Roskva, who fell to the floor with a loud thump.
"If you didn't free Thor, then who did?" Hela said, glaring at Loki.
"Fine. I suppose I...let my temper get the better of me. But trust me, I'll be watching you, Witch" she promised and stormed up the stairs to the war room, slamming the door behind her.
She nodded and Loki let out a sigh of relief.
"Why did you lie to her? She could have killed you," Loki said. Of course he appreciated what Roskva had done, but he didn't want her to die for him.
Loki had mixed feelings about convincing a child to lie and keep secrets, but in the situation, it was necessary.
"Well, thank you, but please don't go risking yourself like that, again. I'm fully prepared to deal with Hela if things go wrong," he said.
"Ok," Roskva agreed, "Um, can I ask you something?"
"/Did/ you help Jarl Thor escape?"
Loki let out a sigh and nodded, "I did."
There was no point in lying to her now, if she had already come to that conclusion. Children were smarter than most people gave credit to.
"I suppose the tales of my wickedness are a bit...exaggerated," Loki said, "But Hela believes otherwise and that I'm on her side."
"It'll be our little secret! I won't tell anyone!" Roskva said.
Just as he finished speaking, he heard the door to storeroom open.
"Queen Hela asked me to escort you out," he said simply.
Ah, so now Hela had assigned an escort, who would most likely follow him at all times.
That was fine, Loki could deal with that.
"Of course, lead the way," Loki said, smiling.
It wasn't long after Thor and Loki went their seperate ways that Thor eventually ran into Heimdall.
Thor wasn't that surprised to see him (Heimdall was allknowing afterall and had probably seen Loki free Thor), but he was relieved.
"Follow me," Heimdall said simply.
"I hope you're right," Thor said with a sigh.
Now, he was doing it, again. He still was no closer to defeating Hela than he was a few weeks ago.
When they finally reached it, Thor felt a dread settle over him as Heimdall performed a spell that revealed the stronghold's door to them.
Dozens of people from his village occupied the space inside the stronghold, and while Thor still dreaded facing them, he was glad to see that some people had managed to safely escape from Hela.
"Jarl Thor has returned," Heimdall announced, his voice echoing throughout the stronghold, "He will address you all tonight, but for now he needs some rest."
"You do need rest after a long night, but first there is someone you should see," Heimdall said.
Thor was curious as to who Heimdall meant, until Thor heard a familiar voice.
"Thor!"
"Mother!" Thor exclaimed, rushing over to her and wrapping his arms around her in a hug.
"Oh, Thor! I thought you were dead!" Jord sobbed, hugging him back.
"It's okay, Thor. You're alive and you're here. You're safe now. That's all that matters," Jord said, reaching up and wiping a few tears off of his face (he hadn't even realized he'd begun to cry).
"I'm...not sure where to start," Thor stated after he had settled down next to his mother.
Seeing her fear become a reality must have been incredibly hard for her.
"I'm sorry-" Thor began to say when Jord interrupted him.
They had decided Frigga was best suited to find Heimdall and the other villagers in hiding.
"Did Frigga tell you anything?" Thor asked.
"He's...a witch, isn't he? I gathered that Frigga is, so I assumed her son is as well," Jord said, "How do you know you can trust him, Thor? That this won't end badly?"
His life, his soul, his heart. Thor trusted Loki with it all.
Thor should have expected this.
His people's opinion of witches had improved over the years due to Heimdall living in the village.
The stories of the Wicked Witch of the Woods still existed and were shared throughout the village.
Once Thor had learned Loki's true story and how Odin had betrayed him, Thor had wanted to tell his entire village.
"They won't believe you. They've been told these stories of Loki for years and they don't know him like you do, Thor. The people need to see Loki for who truly he is, before they will believe the truth."
So, Thor had kept quiet.
Mostly.
The laughs and teasing he received was all he needed to know that Heimdall was right.
It would feel wrong to keep the truth from her now, to not tell her about the man Thor loved and trusted.
To not tell her about the man who had saved not only Thor's life, but Jord's as well.
How when he'd been just a child, he'd sought out the Wicked Witch of the Woods, hoping the witch would help him cure his mother. How the Witch had been kind, not even asking for anything in exchange for the medicine he'd given Thor.
And when Thor had become an adult, he'd once again sought out the Witch, asking him to help Thor slay Surtur, so he could become Odin's successor.
Not only that, but he told her about Loki's past as well and how he'd been involved with Odin, before being betrayed.
How even after that, Loki was still willing to help Thor defeat Hela, had refused to let Thor face her alone.
"It is...rather a lot to take in," she said, "But...I believe you. Afterall, I know all too well how easy Odin tosses aside those who aren't useful to him."
"I never loved Odin, I had merely liked the attention he had given me," Jord admitted, "I was his mistress, nothing more and nothing less."
"I think they will Thor. When this is all over, I think they will," Jord reassured him with a smile.
"You love him, don't you?"
Her statement caught him by surprise and he stared at her in shock.
"Thor, you've never been best at keeping your emotions hidden. Especially not from me," she said.
But apparently she was.
Jord let out a thoughtful hum and her gaze wandered upward, to the lovelock in Thor's hair.
She didn't ask if the black hair in the lovelock belonged to - she clearly already knew.
"I don't know for certain, but I know that he...doesn't want me dead," Thor said.
And Loki had kissed Thor earlier, but that didn't necessarily mean he loved him.
"Then I'll be content having been able to apologize properly and to tell him how I feel," Thor answered without hesitation.
"And if he does love you...then what?"
"Correct me if I'm wrong, but...I believe witches don't age like normal people do. If Loki returns your feelings, if you get together...you will outlive him, Thor. You're already over 40 years old," Jord said sadly.
Loki hadn't aged at all in the time that Thor had known him - he still looked the same as he did when Thor had first met him as a child.
Thor had never thought about it before, but now it was all he could think about.
If their feelings were mutual, could they even enter a relationship, knowing Loki would outlive Thor? That he'd continue to live centuries after Thor died?
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought it up," Jord apologized as she saw Thor's expression darken.
He couldn't afford to worry about his relationship with Loki, with Hela still around.
She led him to a small sleeping area she had apparently claimed as her own and it took him only a matter of seconds to fall asleep once he laid down.
Sitting next to him, sharpening her swords, was his oldest friend - Sif.
"About time you woke up," she smiled, noticing that he was awake.
"Sif! You're here!" Thor exclaimed, sitting up.
"Of course I'm here. Your mother asked me to watch over you while she got her own rest," Sif replied.
"Everyone thought you were dead. That Hela killed you," Sif said quietly, once he had finished eating. "The witch that came her recently, Frigga, she said she healed you."
"Well, I'm glad you're still alive," Sif said, smiling at him.
"You're not wrong," she laughed, nudging him playfully.
He knew when they had been younger, and just become adults, everyone expected them to get married, especially after he became Jarl.
Obviously, marriage had never happened and both remained unmarried to this day, but they'd stayed friends.
Sif hesitated before nodding, "A few. Like me, they helped Heimdall get the villagers escape when Hela attacked. But the other warriors stayed behind to fight Hela and hold her back."
Thor wanted to grieve them, but he knew he couldn't let himself linger on the lives that had lost. Not yet. For now he had to focus on the people still alive.
"I'll accompany you," Sif stated.
Sif took him around the stronghold and Thor talked to many people that night, recognizing lots of faces of the people in his village and feeling a pang of grief whenever he realized some faces were missing.
He didn't tell anyone about Loki, that he was currently in the village and trying to figure out a way to defeat Hela.
After he had met with everyone, Thor split off from Sif and went to Heimdall, to ask about Loki.