gonna wrap up this weeks apparent theme of psychedelics posting by saying i watched (in the background while working) all of the videos this guy posted (like 4-5 hours worth). worth considering if youre into the ethnography of things like this. certain themes tend to emerge [...]
sometimes when people “go crazy” what theyre saying is just total nonsense, but often its not, and in cases like this you have to ask yourself why its a certain informational and motivation framework the person suddenly finds themselves enmeshed in. their mind isnt just “broken”.
this person suddenly felt like they were on a divine mission to enlighten the world, that he was god, that he was going to usher in heaven on earth, that he had to talk to people to enlighten them and make the video that was going to enlighten the world (what he himself said).
so... why is that the case? its kind of a trip (lol) to consider that when people poke hard into that world they emerge with particular themes and ideas embedded in them. its not like a wheel is spun and random things are put in their mind. its something specific. but why?
its basically my posit that there is some inherent “new age gnostic initiatory” theme and feeling there in the ayahuasca experience. as being drunk tends to make people confident drinking dmt makes people feel like they have been initiated into that kind of “priesthood”. but why.
theres probably a few mechanisms at play. i have noticed there is often some theme of the person feeling like they are god or something. personally, we can just cut to the chase and say this is demonic. i think demonic forces enjoy messing with people in this blasphemous way.
the other aspect, feeling like youve been “initiated” or “enlightened” and now have some duty to spread this realization about humans really being divine or something, theres probably a lot of reasons for that, imo its probably kind of a “secret chiefs” / demons smoke and mirrors
theres lots of crazy stories about people being full on “initiated” into some “cosmic religion”. i think this is a theme in general when you go hard on any spiritual path that doesnt have a proper understanding of the relationship between man and god.
its like on one end there is proper theology and worship of god and on the other end is this gnostic new age cosmic science spiritual religion and those are the two huge dense anchors drawing everything in, and your little boat is inevitably drawn to one of those two harbors.
not going to go on about why but its interesting to ask yourself why, across the board, across lots of time and space, people have this experience. its what happened to this guy. the videos are a trip, he thinks he is enlightening people and thinks he is god + everything, full on
the videos also show hes completely adopted the language matrix where certain words are used a lot and everything seems deep but is just tautological, but there are ideas behind it. really worth studying if youre involved in this kind of thing, imo. youll recognize how he talks.
“theres like... this experience. and you’re just stopping yourself from experiencing it but, what if, you just let it happen and, everything could just be right there for you. heaven on earth. whats stopping us from having heaven on earth? the ego. your ego says, i cant experienc
who has a link to that really epic forum post someone made, i think it was on dmt nexus, about a guy traveling constantly to this world and getting initiated into a cosmic space religion but then the beings there turn on him when he refuses to do something? someone has to have it
hello mvp department. this story is long and pretty insane. i actually think its true for a few reasons but even if its not it really accurately captures “the vibe” and certain elements of the dmt experience and the kind of energy that manifests around those people very well.
