Thread by @Gaohmee

I need to leave. I need to go outside and breathe. I can't see this.

Men having all the receipts ready to discredit the people they hurt. All your alarm bells should go off. This is my worst nightmare. This is why I will never ever say what happened to me.

Fellow survivors: You can DM me. But I'll be outside. I can't read tweets anymore. I've thrown up twice already.

Have you ever cried so hard that you couldn't breathe and you whole body hurts and it's barely crying and more screaming because it's impossible to do this?

I wish I was dead the same way I wished I was dead two years ago. I can't protect myself and I can't protect others. They will find reasons to discredit us, why we deserved it, why they are the victims, we we should not be believed, why we should be isolated.

I feel the setback of my own healing in my bones. The people I have failed to protect by not talking.

I used to love this industry with all my heart and all my soul. Now everything in it makes me feel scared.