"What, I can't even shower by myself now?! Fuck me I guess. My fault for letting a love sick puppy into bed with me."
So he stands there in the open bedroom and waits for an apology.
And normally Kiri would trip over his own feet to follow.
Just like a puppy.
Katsuki waits for second by the door. Realization flickers on his face and he knows he fucked up. That Kirishima's hurt.
It could all be solved with an apology. A real one.
The pit in Eijirou's stomach only drops lower the longer he stands there.
He better clean up.
It looks like he was never here. It smells like it too. That thing they just did never happened.
Kirishima feels hollow.
He just wants to curl up and cry.
Oh. He already is. Okay.
He just wants to be held. He feels cold for some stupid reason and Katsuki is usually so warm and his skin is so soft and goddamn, he wants the blonde so bad and it feels like he's never going to be warm again.
He just wishes Katsuki hadn't been so mean to him after.
Or maybe it had something to do with him saying I love you and Katsuki not saying anything back.
Of course, Kirishima isn't taking his own advice. They've almost got the villian cornered. He isn't about to let his opportunity slip from his hardened fingers.
As the villian vaults up the side of a building to land effortlessly on the metal fire escape, Kirishima mentally curses.
Screw it.
Damn, Katsuki's really rubbing off on him, he thinks with a smile.
How many floors is this building?!
The top of the building is typical, cement floors and a three foot cement wall to keep you from falling over the very, very tall edge.
"I've,,, hhh,, I've got you now!" Kirishima pants, reaching for the quirk cancelling cuffs on his R belt. "Oceanic, you're under arrest!"
In a hand to hand fight, Kirishima's going to come out on top. He's graduated from UA. That's four years of hand to hand combat and intense sparring sessions with his best friend the NUMBER FOUR HERO.
Kirishima dodges another, but better aimed, fist, which is followed by another that Kirishima doesn't catch in time.
Instead of being on the defensive, Kirishima switches into offensive with a swift kick to Oceanic's abs.
He's out. Thank the gods.
Oh well. He can hand Oceanic over to the police and worry about a potential brutality charge later.
Kirishima steps closer. He bends down to see what the freaking issue is, and when he does he notices.
Oceanic's wet.
Cold and dark, washes over Kirishima. It's not a sprinkling, or a gallon. It's an ocean, and it's unforgiving.
It's alive. And it's out for blood.
Like it always does when he's flooded with emotions, his bones lock down and turn to cement. His skin sharpens to glass. He weighs heavier and heavier
He's going to drown.
But eventually he's going to drown. There's no clawing his way up to the surface, there is no "surface".
Just Oceanic standing in front him with an evil grin bending the water to his will.
He's actually going to die.
Oh..
He wishes he would have told Katsuki the truth. He had so many opportunities! At UA, after graduation, hell, this morning when they ate breakfast.
It would have felt so good to finally /finally/ get it off his lips.
They could have kissed.
They could have finally lost their virginities. Kiri knows Katsuki's been holding on to his too.
They could have been married, Kirishima thinks as black spots dance in his eyes and his lungs burn with the need to work.
His hard red eyes.
He always looks good.
"HEY. LET MY IDIOT GO, YOU LAWN SPRINKLER."
HE'S REAL!
He can breathe!
He sucks in inhales of air like a dying man (he kinda was) and tries to see through the veil of wet hair to watch Katsuki apprehend Oceanic.
Katsuki hauls Oceanic to his feet and spits on the ground in front of him.
They make Eijirou struggle for breath again.
Eijirou can only nod. Yeah. Yes. Thanks to him. He's safe.
The muscle ticks in his jaw.
"Let's go." He whispers.
He says nothing.
Kirishima's seen it before. After Kamino. After training once. When he fought with Deku. When he failed the licensing exam.
He's gonna blow.
And then he waits.
He waits for Kirishima to shut the door. To unlace his boots, and remove his shoulder gears.
One of his arms wraps tight around Kirishima's neck. The crease of his elbow flexes and makes it hard for Kirishima to breathe and swallow.
He digs his hand into the back of Katsuki's hair and presses his face closer.
It's okay. They're okay.
"And y-you, he had the water and I couldn't s-see your face, fuck, fuck, /fuck/--"
"Hey," Kirishima says softly, drawing Katsuki back, out of the warmth of his neck. "Hey, I'm okay. You're okay. You saved us. You won."
Yeah, they're probably pretty fucked right now, all swollen and tinted red. He probably looks gross, wet like a dog, and scraped up--
"They're not that deep." Kirishima informs him. Incase he was rethinking the medics call for no stitches. "I've cut myself worse." Masturbating in his room, trying to keep quiet.
"Not that bad..."
"Good." Katsuki says, before he's diving down and pressing his lips against the cuts.
That's not to say that the kiss isn't demanding and fast. It is, it sucks the breath of Kirishima lungs, and makes him feel like he's jumping off a building. He follows each kiss with another, a hotter one, one with more tongue.
It's perfect.
God, Katsuki really is perfect.
Legs are wrapped around Kirishima's waist and Eijirou is finally blessedly filling his hands with hot skin.
"Yes," Kirishima enthusically agrees, nipping at Katsuki's bottom lip.
"NOW." Katsuki demands, yanking at red hair.
Kirishima only continues his awkward shuffle when they get inside. He drops Katsuki to the bed gently, and as the blonde unsnaps his pants, Kirishima kicks his own to his ankles.
Kirishima stumbles toward him. He ends up stepping on his house keys. They've fallen from his discarded pants to jab into his flesh.
And then he's in the bed. In the bed with Bakugou Katsuki. The love of his life.
Holy shit.
"Damn, Katsuki," Kirishima whispers reverently, pressing his thumbs against puckered skin. "You're so small and cute."
It's adorable.
He's hairless here too, just like the skin above his dick. Soft. Pink.
He licks instead. Which makes Katsuki //howl.//
His hands smack at Kirishima's forehead on their way into his hair.
Kirishima's trying his best to just use lips and tongue, but admittedly he's never done this before. He just wants to taste more, to make Bakugou's thighs crush him, to lick, lick--
Eijirou rips his mouth from Katsuki's sweetness, because holy fuck did the blonde just CUM?!
His cheeks are flushed, and he's covered in a layer of sweat.
His mouth is wet. Fuck, there's so much drool on his face. It's obscene.
And then he sees why.
He stopped himself from coming.
He's panting, his breath sawing out and Kirishima wants to kiss him senseless.
"I want you to. Fuck, I want it so bad."
Katsuki shivers at the rough words. "No. Get some fingers in me first. Then we'll see."
Kirishima grins into his thigh, and places a kiss there before he goes to his knees and yanks down the waistband of his underwear.
At the reveal, Katsuki goes to his hands and lifts his chest forward. His mouth drops open and nothing sounds but a strangled cry.
He's never considered that his dick could be freakish or too big. He looked pretty average compared with the porn he watched?
His shoulders fall. Maybe Katsuki would still let him finger him or something?
Katsuki laughs. "FUCK YEAH. Try to stop me. I wanna feel you in my lungs."
There's a generous amount of spit covering Katsuki's crack, but it's not lube.
The lube looks nothing like the kind that Kirishima has and he regards it curiously.
It's a cherry.
Holy fuck, it's FLAVORED.
"Cherry?" He asks nervously, just to fill the silence.
"Yeah. Don't fucking judge me."
"I'm not!" Kirishima says quickly as he pours some of the liquid on his fingers. He rubs them together, smiling at the smoothness.
He just gently, presses the tip of his index finger in his hole.
He doesn't want to rush this. He wants to take his time, wants to make it good for Katsuki so he might think about doing this again.
There's a puddle under his cock, small but encouraging. Eijirou twists his fingers with a smile.
"Oh fuck," Kirishima whispers. Katsuki looks so desperate for it. Like he'll die if he doesn't get to come. It's so sexy.
And that's when he sees it.
He knows the rules. He's read magazines. The worst thing a guy can do is leave his socks on during sex.
Kirishima tries to lean down with one hand as he brings up his leg. His fingers catch on the lip of his sock and as he struggles to pull the material down, the fingers of his other hand shift in Katsuki.
Kirishima kisses him until Katsuki collaspes and then he shifts down without removing his fingers.
He still as one sock to remove. Then they can really get into the best parts.
Katsuki breath quickens. It sounds like he's building up for a shout. His legs close and open.
"Gonna come," he gasps, his eyes so freaking bright. "Kiri, 'm gonna come,"
"K-kiri, f-fuck, fuck, shit--"
"Do it. Fucking come for me Katsuki, so I can fit my cock."
The pressure against his fingers twitches but relaxes a little. He's not four fingers in, but it's time.
He's doing this. Taking Katsuki's virginity.
His hands shake when he grabs one of the condoms. His stupid quirk activates against his will and GREAT.
He shreds the latex just as he's pulling it out.
"Come here," he says. "Let me put this condom on your huge dick."
One, it feels too good to have Katsuki's hand on him as he sheaths his cock.
And three, he's hoping, PRAYING to any God that will listen, that the tight constriction will help him from blowing his load too fast.
All he has to do is press in.
Kirishima buries his face in Katsuki's neck and squeezes his eyes shut. He can do this. He's not going to embarass himself.
Oh fuck. Oh fuck--
Kirishima's breaking a sweat at the /warmth/, at the tightness.
Nothing he's ever done in life could possibly prepare him for this ecstasy.
"Is it okay?" He asks when he's halfway inside, kissing Katsuki's neck and feeling his moans.
He moans, shock and pleasure warring in his expression.
Only because Katsuki distracts him, with those damn tears and his whispered, "D-don't look at me."
He slowly draws his hips back, and Katsuki doesn't let him go far, his nails digging into his skin like he's trying to stop him from pulling out.
He rocks back in, to show Katsuki what he's planning, and Katsuki nods frantically.
Terrified that Katsuki's about to tell him to stop, Eijirou tries to make the last few seconds count as he rubs his thumb over Katsuki's tip.
Katsuki lifts himself up and Kirishima fumbles to apologize again for collapsing, but Katsuki just pushes him to the side.
He does it all effortlessly, pushing Kiri onto the bed and settling on his lap, all without removing Eijirou's cock from his ass.
He looks like an angel riding Kirishima's cock like it's his job.
Katsuki grabs Eijirou's hands and puts them on his own hips, covering them with his warm palms and encouraging Eijirou to set the pace.
"Good?" Kirishima gasps, grinding deep inside Katsuki on the upwards thrust. "Is it good, Katsuki?"
His hole is rippling across Kirishima's shaft with every slide.
He quickly sits up, desperate to move Katsuki faster. He puts his hands under Katsuki's ass and bounces him, fast, faster, faster,,, fuck
Kiri sees it then. Or maybe he convinces himself he does.
His words are a broken dam once he's said them. The floodgates are open an he can't stop even if he wanted to.
Kirishima almost blacks out at the bite. It feels good, it hurts and its real and he loves it
He grabs the base of the condom as they collaspe backwards and gently pulls his cock free from Katsuki.
Fuck.
That was amazing.
Wow, almost dying today was the best thing that's ever happened to him.
"Hey, are you hungry?" Kirishima says when he's finally caught his breath. We can order some takeout and watch a movie!" He grins. "It can be our first official date as boyfriends!"
"Yeah, man! So whatcha thinking? Tofu? Udon? Sushi?" Kirishima's stomach rumbles as if to make his point.
Katsuki sits up so fast he must get dizzy, because he presses his hand to his forehead. "Fuck. I need a shower."
"Oh! Can I come too? We can share hot water you know, to be efficient."
Kirishima has never really understood why Katsuki doesn't put his towels in the closet with the rest of them, but now he thinks maybe it's Katsuki's way of keeping distance.
Katsuki sighs at the doorway, holding two towels. "Well? Are you coming?"
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But as he jerks the knob to the hottest setting and the water bursts out of the showerhead and splashes against porcelain he... can't.
Fucking //water.//
Katsuki almost wasn't fast enough.
He almost died. Kirishima almost //died.//
Katsuki has never in his life felt the degree of fear he had on that rooftop. Not when All Might fought AFO or when he and Deku fought Apokalypso.
He was a goddamn idot.
And....
Had he said it because of the adrenaline? The Holy- Fuck- I- Almost- Died running through his veins?
He's had //years// to say it and he never has. So why today? Why now?
Eijirou wouldn't take it back in the morning.
He //wouldn't.//
He has to apologize. Goddamn what kind of asshole takes someones virginity and then immeaditely calls them a love sick puppy?!
Or maybe give him another black eye.
He deserves it.
His room is empty. Infact, it's cleaner than it was before he even left for patrol. There's no sign of Kirishima, or the condoms and it makes his chest //hurt.//
Had Kirishima already decided to pretend it didn't happen? Decide that Katsuki wasn't worth the trouble?
Maybe it was a delusion and none of it was real.
He knows logically, it wasn't. His ass is sore as fuck, and he /knows/ it happened. But logic has no place in his head for once.
He's been crying, his eyes are red, and Katsuki's scared that means he regrets it all.
He's real. He's real and it happened and Katsuki hasn't told him he loves him yet.
It's meant to be an apology, but kissing Kirishima is like crack cocaine, and Katsuki can't stop himself immediately.
"'m sorry," he whispers against Kirishima's mouth, sucking his bottom lip.
"I know," Kirishima murmers, falling backwards and dragging Katsuki on top of him.
He doesn't deserve someone so perfect but he's gonna take him anyway because he's selfish.
"I love you." He finally confesses. The words are easier to say than he thought, so he says them again. "I love you, Ei."
"I know. Everything was just... I felt.. it was alot." He decides on. "I was scared, and I++
Ei laughs. "Are you trying to blame my good dick game for your attitude? Also..." his cheeks brighten. "/Seven/+
"It was good, Ei." Katsuki says, his eyes dropping down to half mast. "Real good."
"Yeah?" He asks, teeth finding his lip again. "You think you.... maybe might want to do it again?"
"Hell yes."
Katsuki rolls his eyes fondly and shoves at Kirishima shoulder. "Alright. Scoot over and hand me your phone. We got food to order. Shitty Hair."
Katsuki's hand presses against Eijirou's mouth and stops his words.
Neither of them expected the day to end like this, but even with a villian attack, they're thankful.
Forever.
❤