Brother knows too, that as Wei Ying had followed him to Yiling, Lan Zhan would follow him in kind.
Cramped as it is, it's theirs.
Lan Zhan is going to live with Wei Ying, his best friend and the boy he's been in love with ever since he was twelve.
Perhaps, he had not given this enough consideration.
He's so engrossed in not panicking that he doesn't realize that Wei Ying has stopped his chatter.
"Lan Zhan, do you hear that?"
Then he hears it, faint amidst the rustling of leaves, the notes familiar and soothing.
"A dizi," Lan Zhan says softly.
"Huh, does Yiling Tech even have a music dept?"
They don't.
He dreams.
He is on a sunny town square, people and noise bustling around him, a pair of tiny arms wrapped around his knee.
Thinner and more haggard but unmistakably him, Wei Ying smiles at him.
Lan Zhan wakes to Wei Ying's soft snores and the dim red glow of his alarm clock. It's 4 AM.
Quite predictably, Wei Ying had made short work of making everyone in the dorm his friend, and to an extent Lan Zhan's acquaintance.
Wen Qing is stern but kind and reminds Wei Ying to eat properly within an hour of knowing him, and gentle Wen Ning takes to Wei Ying like a younger brother.
"That's so cool! And on your first night there too!"
"You'll hear it soon enough, A-Ning" Wen Qing sighs, rolls her eyes.
Lan Zhan frowns, even as Wei Ying's eyes widens her way.
But there is indeed something -other- living with them in the hill of the Burial Mounds.
Sometimes it's the faint scent of stale blood, or dry whispers carried by the wind. Sometimes, it's the sad melody of a lone dizi.
Despite having known Wen Qing for only a brief period of time, Lan Zhan knows she's not the type to joke or lie about something this strange nor trivial.
Still, he wonders.
All is well.
In his dreams, the child hugging his knee is Wei Ying's - The Wei Ying of his dreams that wears black and red and has shadows in his eyes, but smiles the same.
"Come back to Gusu with me," Lan Zhan said in his dream, fear and hope a crushing thing inside his chest, as Wei Ying's eyes harden and the shadows around them deepen
A styrofoam cup of tea is pushed gently into his hands over breakfast, the faint scent of his favorite jasmine tea wafting over Wei Ying's smile.
He nods, but then frowns as he really looks at Wei Ying.
"Has Wei Ying been sleeping well?"
"I'll pay up all the sleep debt on the weekend, I promise!" Wei Ying looks up at him from beneath his lashes, and Lan Zhan almost forgets to breathe
"In fact, so you'll know for sure I'm getting enough sleep, why don't we spend this weekend sleeping together, Lan-er-gege?"
"Shameless," Lan Zhan hisses, and doesn't dare look at Wei Ying for the rest of breakfast.
Lan Zhan knows Wei Ying has a scholarship to maintain, is also working on a submission.
He knows Wei Ying works hard, pours his everything into the things he does. But Lan Zhan worries still.
"I know well what I must do. It's not like anyone is giving me a choice."
He wakes up to darkness and an empty bed beside him.
The flickering stops as Lan Zhan steps closer, and the light next to it, right above the stairwell, starts.
Lan Zhan carefully drapes his cardigan over the sleeping boy.
He sets to work.
"No, really Lan Zhan, ugh, you're so good to me, and what an ingenious joint detail! How will I ever make it up to you?!"
"Sleep."
On Sunday, Lan Zhan falls asleep next to him and dreams.
"Thank you, Hanguang-Jun," Wei Ying says, & Lan Zhan hates it. Hates the constructed weight of his thanks, how Wei Ying's smile doesn't reach his eyes.
The child tugs at his knees again, eyes bright as his father's had been.
But in the dream, he leaves.
Lan Zhan wakes up with a start, and feels Wei Ying shift on the bed beside his. Turns to see Wei Ying's eyes, wide and haunted upon him.
"Not going anywhere," he reaches out before he could lose his nerve, takes Wei Ying's hand in his.
"Good. That's good"
Their hands stay entwined until they both fall back asleep, & he dreams no more.
He finds a child, Wei Ying's child. Their child.
He doesn't go back to sleep, listening to Wei Ying breathe
The sound of plucked strings are familiar to him from his childhood of lessons and recitals, but there's something else to the familiarity that stirs in his chest as he strains his ears towards the open window.
He knows this song.
Lan Zhan joins in with what he's noted down from the mysterious guqin sound, the notes meeting.
The reason the ghostly dizi always sounds so haunting, he thinks, is because it was never meant to be played alone.
He shakes his head, lost on how to explain, but tries anyway.
"There is, apparently, a ghost guqin."
Something nudges at him, at the words.
He kneels on the ground, white silk on grey ash, and plucks at familiar strings until his fingers bleed.
He wakes up to Wei Ying's hand holding his.
"Lan Zhan! Sorry, did I wake you? You were having a nightmare, I think? I just thought-"
Lan Zhan tightens his own grip.
"Poor Lan Zhan," Wei Ying says across him, voice cottony with sleep, "Bet you didn't think rooming with me would mean haunted dorms and nightmares, huh"
"It's no trouble," he hesitates "Wanted to be with Wei Ying"
"Thank you," Wei Ying finally says, voice small and uncertain in a way Lan Zhan doesn't like.
"No," he manages "Wei Ying, it's only me. No thank you and sorry between us. Not with me, not with us."
"Mn," he murmurs, "Will warn Wei Ying next time"
They drift back to sleep to Wei Ying's chuckles, their hands still entwined
Thank you for joining me! I've always wanted to do a haunted dorm AU with wangxian, and what better time to do one with the Ghost Festival upon us! Have a great night/day and see you tomorrow 💛
Lan Zhan has never liked Wei Ying's adoptive brother, and can't honestly pinpoint an exact reason for it.
He is dressed in rich purple and gold, a striking contrast to the ashes and bones all around them. Lan Zhan wonders, vaguely, how many of the dead were by his hands.
Lan Zhan startles awake with the lingering taste of rage, and a realization.
Hanguang-Jun. The light-bearing lord.
He runs a hand over his face, glancing at the clock needlessly to see that it's 4 AM.
The general outline of the Burial Mounds legend follows Wen Ning's story, but there are details it left out, details that are wholly too familiar to him.
And then, there is the Yiling Patriarch, of whom the accounts are wildly varied.
Lan Zhan doesn't know how to feel about it.
Wei Ying would have been his first choice in any other matter, but not when the dreams are so strangely, so closely tied to him. And Wei Ying would worry, which is something Lan Zhan doesn't want.
He's gotten quite good at avoiding him too, probably due to Lan Zhan insistence on helping - Civil Engineering having less physical workload to contend with.
For one, he never has any difficulty finding Wei Ying on campus grounds.
(It was a simple matter of drainage. Wei Ying gets stuck on details, sometimes)
He doesn't know, doesn't dare question why the Burial Mounds is so kind to them.
Doesn't understand how lamps stay alight long after lights out just for Wei Ying and his papers, and how locked doors simply admits Lan Zhan when he takes Wei Ying home to sleep.
Lan Zhan is quick to push his own laptop at Wei Ying, and the brief time it takes him to accept is a sign of just how bad things are.
It's a Wei Ying that Lan Zhan doesn't see often -
And as much as Lan Zhan relishes being able to take care of Wei Ying, he hates it that it took the other boy being pushed this far.
He wonders if the Mounds knows it too. Wonders if that's why it's so kind to Wei Ying.
His dreams of the Burial Mounds are now desolate and quiet, ashes on his knees and the tremble of strings beneath numb fingers.
"Are you there?" he asks, the question old and well-worn, like a ritual.
No one answers.
He scrambles up from where he's fallen asleep leaning on the wall, the final notes of his questions still echoing from the dream.
Wei Ying, he thinks, almost desperately, where -
"Lan Zhan?"
"Oh," Lan Zhan blinks, stares hazily at the cups, then at Wei Ying "I thought you are..."
Gone, the quiet dread of his dream whispers. Gone where I can't reach you.
"Oh Lan Zhan, I'm so sorry. I know I've been disappearing and working late a lot - It worries you, doesn't it?"
"Ah Lan Zhan, isn't lying forbidden? What would your uncle say?" Wei Ying nudges his shoulder "It's okay, I know I'm a bother but I'm trying not to do that so much, so you don't-"
"Not a bother."
"Wei Ying is never a bother, whatever he does"
Wei Ying's eyes widens, "Lan Zhan! don't just say things like that! What if I decide to become a supervillain, huh? Or a hermit in a cave?"
They don't talk for the rest of the night, their touching shoulders enough for the both of them.
"I'll stay put right here!" Wei Ying is quick to assure him "Just one last perspective render to go. I'll definitely be done before lights out!"
Halfway through the day, Wei Ying's phone rings.
The door closes behind him before Lan Zhan can utter a word.
At first, Lan Zhan tells himself that some phone calls are simply long, like his calls with Uncle. Occupies himself with his book and checking on the progress of Wei Ying's rendering.
And then an hour pass, then two.
He considers an emergency - Wei ying has never shied away from throwing everything to help a friend. But Lan Zhan remembers
He doesn't know, doesn't know what could be said to make Wei Ying disappear like this.
He takes an umbrella and Wei Ying's parka, opens the door.
And comes face to face with Jiang Cheng.
They both pause, and Jiang Cheng tries again,
"Is he inside?"
Lan Zhan shakes his head and steps forward. He doesn't have the time nor patience for this. Not now.
"Wait. Where is he, then?"
"I said wait. Holy shit, how does that idiot even deal with -" Lan Zhan glares, and Jiang Cheng takes a deep breath. "Look, at least, do you know...if he's submitted his Grant application yet?"
Lan Zhan stops.
"Has he submitted it or not?"
"No," Lan Zhan snaps, the sound of rain louder now despite the walls of the corridor cocooning them "And that's why I'm going to-"
"No," Jiang Cheng cuts him off "We have to submit it for him first"
Lan Zhan stares.
The Jiangs' name is a prominent one in the construction industry, and a place in the prestigious summer program Wei Ying's coveting is something of a given for them.
"And you know how that idiot is. You know that he'll just have to play the hero."
Outside, the light drizzle had turned into a steady torrent - His surroundings a dark, hazy blur as Lan Zhan considers where Wei Ying could be, suddenly feeling lost beyond belief.
And yet, today of all days, the Burial Mounds tells him nothing.
What if Wei Ying lost his way in the downpour, amidst the uneven paths of the hills? What if Wei Ying is hurt? What if -
What if the dreams were only given to him as a taste of what's coming for him?
But he remembers the Mounds, the sound of dizi and peonies on his pillow.
"Please. I need to find Wei Ying. I need him to be fine."
His body moves before he even registers it, steps careful but hurried as the melody draws closer, louder. And then -
"Lan Zhan?"
"It's really you," Wei Ying whispers into his hair "When I heard the guqin, I thought-"
Gone. Lan Zhan feels himself choke, a hurt too deep to only be his.
"But Wei Ying found me."
It's not a question. Lan Zhan nods, and silence falls around them again.
"He wanted to thank him, you know"
Wei Ying is looking straight at him, something tender and old in his eyes that Lan Zhan has never seen before "In..in the end, he's sad that he never got to say how thankful he is to have you - To have Hanguang-Jun in his life."
He feels himself shudder "He's too late, so he could only say sorry-"
A hand grasps his, warm and familiar and safe, and Lan Zhan is reminded of his own words as they held hands like this.
"No sorry and thank you between us.." Wei Ying whispers.
"And he had wanted his friend to know, that he loved him, that he's always loved him. Just as I love Wei Ying, have always loved Wei Ying"
"Lan Zhan - Ah, Lan Zhan, both of you are really the smarter out of us? He never knew - I didn't know. Had he, had I known-"
And it doesn’t make sense and yet it feels right for Lan Zhan to answer him with a kiss.
There are no desperate declarations of love, or the hanging crackle of war and storms to come. Just two boys, falling in love, and the world spread open before them infinitely
But some nights, the duet of a ghostly dizi and a guqin echoes through the hill - telling a story of a love lost and found. And one might say that maybe, not all hauntings are that bad.
Thank you so much for joining me in this soft ghost story! I hope everyone has a warm and gentle day/night ahead of them! We're all haunted houses but we can always be friends with our ghosts!💛💛