June 2019 I had lost all of my hair and had a painful biopsy
March 2020 I shaved my hair because it keeps falling out as its grown
My hair growth currently. It still falls out but its been growing in pretty nicely
In-between all of this I get steroid shots directly in my head
2020 has been awful but I think 2019 was one of the worst years of my life
This was my hair before this happened 2 me
Also, although my hair is growing in my immune system is fucked up and I'm constantly losing hair. Eventually I'll have to shave it again bc hair loss is messy
Also like I never knew hair could darken? I'm the only blonde +blue eyes one in my family bc genetics are fucking retarded and when I lost my hair and it came back its fuckin brown now? Lmao. Which is kinda lit I always hated my blonde hair but I didnt known that was a thing
(Don't look at my teeth binch I had braces 4 that LMAO)
I guess its kind of blondish? Idk a bitch feels like a calico cat
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I grew up in a very poor city/school district and went to school with all black and brown kids. I got made fun of every single day. AND NOTHING THEY MADE FUN OF ME FOR WAS EVER AS BAD AS THE SHIT THEY HEARD FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD ON A DAILY BASIS SO MISS ME W THIS SHIT
They called me ms.swan because of my eye shape but white skin. It hurt my feelings but it is in no way comparable to being called the hard r by racist white teachers or being singled out as troublemakers for their skin which I witnessed with my own eyes
Also half the time my friends were just bonding w me. Poor kids be roasting tf out of eachother and thats how we get along lmao. Outside world sometimes takes it as teasing. It one of those kids came up and called me that today I would hug them
Twitter used to feel like a place I could come to escape the bullshit of reality now I have to read tweets about how fucked up my country is every 3 minutes and I'm kinda not vibing w it lmao
Even if you don't follow political accounts that shit comes on your Twitter anyways and twitter acts more like a news outlet now. Its good to stay informed but a bitch needs an escape
Ima go on tumblr where there's sugar daddy bots and no porn rip