Here is me:

I 💯 do not care where/when/if/how my kids go to college.

I talk to them about meaning, the confinement of debt, autonomy, and service.

The rest is up to them to steer through. I’m just there to back them up.
Neither my husband or I had a normal path to/through higher education.

I don’t value the usual path much.

If my kids desire that, that is their hustle and I’ll back them up.
Many many teachers and parents stare at me aghast when I say such things.

But it is all I have to offer the conversation once it turns to where/when/how kids are going to college.
I waited tables for ten years as my primary full time occupation

Ten years.

I was smart, gifted, broke, unsupported and my life was just as valuable and I contributed to my community exactly as much as I do now.
The belief that there is one, sure, best path to security coincides with nothing I have ever seen in my own life or in my client’s lives.
I have seen people rise from incarceration. I have seen people sink into the depth of hell from from the pinnacle of generally consensual “sucess”
The more those around me insist that there is one best path, the less interested I am in pursuing it.

If my kids choose, want or need that path, I’ll support them from behind.
But, to me it seems practically archaic now, in the throes of global and historical events.

And although I may follow my kids down that road if they choose it, I am never going to be the one to lead them there.
But I really don’t think the norms of the past 40 years were actually normal. They were certainly not sustainable or just.

And I think they could be collapsing so I think it may be important not only to cling for dear life but to learn to let go.

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