Thread by @SamOJenks

I've wanted to kill myself.

I've gotten to the point of not wanting to live anymore, I've gotten to the point of breaking.

I know what it feels to be so uncomfortable in my own skin to the point it's almost unbearable...

It's been hard to look in the mirror, angry and hateful with my personality.

I know what it feels like to be a burden, feeling like people would be better if I wasn't around. Wondering how many people would come to my funeral, miss me, cry over me...

Because of God's undeserving Grace and His reckless Love is the only reason why I didn't crash my car wanting to die. It's the reason why I wanna live and not die in my sleep anymore.

I'm not suicidal.

This is a testimony I wanna share that may help someone with their issues.

These are things I've gone through, true feelings I've felt, I don't hold onto them, they are a reminder of how good God has been to me.

I love you all ❤️ reach out to someone if you are having these same feelings.