I remember every word that crushed my soul, the laughter directed to my tears. I remember every lie and manipulation. No, I cant forget every act of despise, every time my yearning was ignored and my love trashed.
It still runs through my mind how I was robbed of my innocence, how my peace was stolen.
The times I sinned and risked it all, got caught and punished.
They are still loud; the words said behind my back, displayed by screens and said straight to my face.
Still trying to search for what I lost; the treasures that defined my future and a heart that had never known anything else but loving. OH! And how sacrificing my time, comfort and respect was taken for weakness, it still hurts!
It is still freezing cold; true, the wetness on a pillow that carried tears beyond its capacity and the pool of dreams paused to help you fulfill yours.
I am still holding on to the only memories you left me. You, the people I loved with everything I had.
I have an idea of how Jesus felt with this, but His was worse. His love was evidently too much that I couldn't get it anywhere else. If He had a heart as weak as mine, it would be in peaces. Am not proud to be one of those that cause Him too much pain for loving me that much.

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