The world is in commotion & the Church has been changing rapidly to adapt. Many have watched their best, most well-intentioned plans to serve the Lord turn to dust & sift between their fingers. That which has disrupted society feels to have disrupted God’s work...
We, like Abraham with his son Isaac, have been asked to lay our own will upon the altar & sacrifice it for the will of the Lord. Sometimes he places a ram in the thicket. “Thank you,” he says. “You gave me your will. Now MY will for you has changed.”
We may be inclined to see this disruption in the sacrificial process as a denial. We may hesitate to lower the knife. Why wld God refuse to let me do this, just as I summoned the courage to follow through? Why has he taken this away? Was it not his will? What now will I give him?
The reality, as it was with Abraham, is that the sacrifice HAS been made: first, your will HAS died as soon as your heart abandoned it to the Lord. Second, it was HIS will that changed. Will you change with him and adapt?
Will you halt that which he intended before & rise to do what he intends now? Will you glean intended wisdom from the first trial & set your feet on the path to the new experience, even if it feels foreign or unconventional? Will you follow him, even if he turns another way?
We need never assume that the Lord’s will is always the thing which will make us most deprived, most wanting, or least happy—even temporarily. We need not assume that the lot of a Christlike sacrificial life is whatever hurts deepest or costs most. In reality...
The Lord’s will, absent our own, is always that which will do our souls the most good & save his children, that which will best build up his kingdom. Sometimes it’s hard. Sometimes it will gut you. But it’s also a series of exquisite miracles that will bring you to your knees.
Sometimes the sacrifice you’ll be asked to make is to accept a new direction. It may feel like an altered or lesser sacrifice because it doesn’t look the way you expected. Pulling that ram so easily from the thicket may feel like cheating the plan. It is NOT. The ram is Christ.
Jesus Christ put himself upon the altar to provide grace for mankind. His grace removes the sting from our deepest sorrows and sharpest sacrifices. We do not cheat the will of God by accepting mercy. We cheat ourselves by refusing it—by demanding the old, familiar, ritual pain.
Full-time missions have been ended & disrupted. Temple service & church meetings have been halted. Ordinances have been unattainable. For months, a service as small as visiting the sick has been unrenderable. We have felt the sting of laying our will upon an altar & being halted.
Adapt, said the Lord. There’s a ram in the thicket. You have laid down your will. I accept your offering. Stand now & change course as I bid thee. Be brave now. This is my will. Rejoice in it.
“But what if I’ve misunderstood?” you may wonder. God wants you to learn to walk & so he must take away his hand. If even the will to walk is really there, he is pleased, even with your stumbles. (C.S. Lewis) If you’re trying to do his will, no stumble will disappoint him.
The ram in the thicket, the Savior of the world, has made it possible for you to learn to walk. His grace corrects your stumbles as you go & heals your bruises when you fall. If you truly abandon your will & seek the Lord’s, no mistake provokes him—except giving up.
So make choices & trust the Lord. Adapt as he bids you. Be brave enough to risk mistakes to take the path he laid before you. The grace of Christ will be at your elbow to steady your steps. These times are unconventional, the adventure is unfamiliar. Trust him. Stay close. Adapt.
“Let us once & for all establish our residence in Zion & give up the summer cottage in Babylon.” —Neal A. Maxwell
There are a growing number among us who have gone far beyond that. Some have returned from Babylon not to renounce the summer cottage but to demand dual citizenship.
Some have only seen Babylon on the horizon & desire permission to visit. Some have gone into Babylon as though to rescue & returned w/a delegation to demand negotiations w/the leadership. Some assign themselves diplomatic authority by nature of their experience in both cities.
Such citizens have mistaken moral absolutes for neutral community statutes. Some laws are Natural Law. One may as soon cause darkness & light to occupy the same space as alter a natural law to accommodate the consensus opinion.
“If from thence thou shalt seek the Lord thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart & with all thy soul. When thou art in tribulation, & all these things are come upon thee, even in the latter days…”
“…if thou turn to the Lord thy God, & shalt be obedient unto his voice; (For the Lord thy God is a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them.” (Deut. 4:29-31)
Ppl will let you down—whether innocently, selfishly, or maliciously. Forgive even those who aren’t sorry, even those you must leave in the past. They’re ppl, after all, & so are you. You will let others down. Be sorry, even if they leave you in the past. All will heal in the end.
We often share our testimonies by expressing how we feel. This is understandable—the Spirit speaks & our emotions respond. But emotions are not the testimony, they’re a physiological response to a spiritual conversation. Spirit speaks to spirit. Hearing it can be overwhelming.
It’s especially important to understand this bc God has reached out to you by the power of the Holy Ghost & touched your soul to an eternal truth. If you demote such knowledge to the status of mere emotion, the foundation of that truth will not hold when challenges arise.
When you hear people testify that they *know* a book is truth, they *know* a certain man is a prophet, they *know* that Christ lives—this did not emerge from an abundance of nice feelings. Only God can cause one to know the unknowable. Once one does, there is no unknowing it.
“The multitude of the earth was gathered together in a large & spacious building, & the angel of the Lord spake unto me again, saying: Behold the world & the wisdom thereof; yea, behold the house of Israel hath gathered together to fight against the 12 apostles of the Lamb...”
“…& it came to pass that I saw & bear record, that the great & spacious building was the pride of the world; & it fell, & the fall thereof was exceedingly great…”
“And the angel of the Lord spake unto me again, saying: Thus shall be the destruction of all nations, kindreds, tongues, & people, that shall fight against the twelve apostles of the Lamb.” (1 Nep. 11:35-36)
“I believe in the sun even when it’s not shining
I believe in love even when I feel it not
I believe in God even when He is silent.”
—writte on a wall at Cologne during the Holocaust
St. Olaf Choir - "Even When He Is Silent" by
I absolutely love concert choirs. 🎶😌🎶 My daughter (the missionary one) was a soprano soloist w/ Grand Rapids Symphony Youth Chorus. I miss those concerts! Catch St. Olaf Choir w/@TheTabChoir broadcast this May.
To the YSAs from me: True love exists. It’s what you decide to create w/the person of your choosing. Your soulmate exists. It’s the person w/whom you decide to bond souls. Sweet emotions are a product of healthy, selfless relating. They are not a moral compass. You decide.
There are many ppl that cld be a good soulmate for you. Sounds terribly unromantic, yes? On the contrary—by retaining your ability to choose, by considering your partnership a matter of self-creation & not mere incident, you can exponentially improve its quality. Love is a verb.
While we may not consciously decide the chemistry set upon us by the “natural man,” we certainly can decide everything that happens thereafter. If one whom we have developed emotions for turns us in the wrong direction, we can (& must) choose to override the natural man.