Some emotion/trauma stuff claims that things like blocked emotions manifest as muscle tension, so that you are subconsciously tensing particular muscles in order to block yourself from feeling something or doing a particular thing. Now why would this be necessary?
Ideomotor theory proposes that the mental representation of an action causes the action to happen. For example, as I consciously think about writing the rest of this sentence, the thought of carrying out that action is translated to a set of motor commands to do so.
But what if my sentence is bad? Suppose that the thought occurs to me to say something offensive that will get me in trouble. One part of my brain generates this thought, a second part notices this would have a bad consequence. What can the second part do?
Morsella et al. ( philarchive.org/archive/MORHIO ) note the only way for an ideomotor intention to be blocked is to replace it with an alternative intention. The alternative intention needs to be some _physical_ action that's sent to the bodily control system to take higher priority.
So maybe I think of some sentence, am about to start typing it... and then I realize what I'm doing and physically wince a little. _That wince has a purpose,_ as the command "wince" overrides the command "write" that would otherwise have been executed by default.
Ecker et al. ( lesswrong.com/posts/i9xyZBS3… ) give another example: Richard had the belief that expressing confidence would make him hated. So when he was about to speak up, he had negative self-talk. Inner speech involves subvocalization ( psychology.stackexchange.com/questions/9557… ): physical action.
So in Richard's case as well, he was about to do something (speaking up) that a part of his brain judged to have a bad consequence: it substituted another physical action (subvocalized mental dialogue of not being good enough to speak up), which blocked the original intention.
Morsella et al. also hypothesize that consciousness exists for representing a conflict and options for resolving it, not necessarily the _resolution_ for it, which may happen outside consciousness.
And we know in general that once a conflict has been resolved one way, one's choice can become automated enough to repeatedly go that way. First you are conflicted about something, but then you make up your mind, and on the following occasions do everything the same way.
In other words, once a resolution to a conflict has been found, it may no longer be necessary to bring the conflict into consciousness... and this may include resolutions like "I am about to say X, but then another process blocks it through Y".
So returning to the question in my original tweet: why would it be the case that specific blocked emotions or behaviors would manifest as consistently tight muscles?
Because those behaviors may be blocked exactly _through_ clenching some muscle, to create a physical action that overrides the original intention to X. And once set up, this clenching may become automatic, happening hundreds of times a day whenever you'd otherwise have done X.
Hmm, this could also explain why mental effort can feel almost physically taxing. If you need to repeatedly block intentions to shift your focus to something else...
Friend suggested: "Might be related to the antidepressant effects of strength training. If you're hitting 80%+ of maximum voluntary activation against a weight, you're pretty much forced to relax the antagonist muscles."
Huh.
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I think there are probably a lot of people who tried ChatGPT a little bit in the beginning and then bounced off, or read all the articles about how LLMs hallucinate all the time and reasonably figured they didn't want to use them. But AI chatbots have gotten a lot better.
My definite favorite is Claude ( ). (That website offers a few different models; the "Sonnet" version is the best, though requires a paid subscription if you want to talk to it in any regularity.) Here are some of the ways I've used it recently:claude.ai
1) Tell it "here's an essay that I started writing" and give it what I have so far. It will comment with ideas, possible other directions, and connections to related things. I talk to it and also tell it about other ideas I want to work into the essay, but haven't written yet.
Have been grinding these types of exercises for two weeks now
(It makes metaphysical claims about "energy" but I think it's mundane psychological and physical processes instead and the thing works anyway)
This is the closest that I've gotten to having "pleasure on demand"
A gentle touch feels pleasant and it turns out that an imagined gentle touch is pleasant, too
As it starts becoming practiced enough that I can access some of it at will, the consequence is a feeling of relaxation and widespread positive feelings in my body
Right now I'm lightly imagining that I'm stroking my cheeks, and I feel my jaw relaxing in response
It's not very _intense_ pleasure but it feels invigorating
I'm often low-energy in the mornings and doing this helps get some (non-mystical) energy moving with minimal effort
A trauma book I was reading had an interesting claim that indecision is often because the person looks for the approval of an internalized authority figure but is unable to predict what action they would approve of.
The writer is a Jungian therapist, so he attributed it to looking for the approval of an internalized parent, but I think it can be broader.
I feel like that has some intuitive truth to it, in that when I don't care about anyone's opinion (or if nobody ever finds out) then it's much easier to just pick one action and commit to it even if it might go badly.
1000 hours of formal recorded meditation since January 18, 2018.
Doesn't include: probably a similar amount of unrecorded semi-formal meditation, a hard to estimate but significant amount of "off-the-couch" practice, practice I did after 2009 before starting to use this app.
(Note that this screenshot has been slightly edited, since for some reason the "average per day" number it actually shows me is twice what it should be; the correct amount is 33.1 minutes [I couldn't be bothered with editing that last digit].)
Several people asked about the effects
It's a difficult question. I'm sure my mind is significantly different now than before, but effects come gradually so it's hard to remember how things were before. (I have a history of forgetting even huge changes: kajsotala.fi/2015/08/change… )
I was feeling rushed this morning. It wasn't that I had any real urgency, but I want to get a reasonable amount of work done today, and I'd been having a slow start for the day.
Besides work things, there were also several personal things that I needed to get done, and I was feeling an acute ugh that argh I need to do that and I need to do this and why didn't I do anything yesterday and now I'm going to feel rushed for the rest of the week again.
Then I remembered that the feeling of urgency isn't a fact about the world, it's a fact about my own mind.