Bear has woken me up twice in the last month or so because I wasn't breathing. Every time I started to drift back off to sleep afterwards, it's like my body forgot how to inhale unless I was consciously reminding it to do so. Time to pursue that Chiari investigation, I guess...
My headaches and fatigue are worsening, my headaches can be triggered by straining, my vision is worse but eyes are fine, my tinnitus is worse but resolves when I hold my head/neck at a weird angle, I get dizzy spells not related to standing, my bladder issues are more frequent..
BC only believes in Chiari I in children apparently even though symptoms tend to emerge in 20s and 30s...?

I'm not keen on going down another diagnostic rabbit hole, but breathing is pretty important. 😬 The forgetting to inhale thing happens during the day as well. Sigh...

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