sick of ruminating over all the people who hate me on here. i’m not a brand or an ideology you can denounce or support. i’m a person. sometimes i don’t word things perfectly, but the obsession people have with spreading random lies about me is deeply disturbing and it’s not okay.
the reason i’ve been posting less on here is because it is seriously detrimental to my mental health to be this hypervigilant. i get it. some of you don’t like me. i fucking understand. point taken. please just leave me alone. pretend i don’t exist if it makes you feel better.
the people who actually talk to me know that i don’t get online and try to actively harm my own community. we can disagree without me being a “supervillain,” as i’ve been called. stop propping me up in order to tear me down.

i’m just a fucking person with a twitter account.
p.s. nothing specific is going on right now, but knowing there are so many lies about what i believe being spread 24/7 weighs SO heavy on me... and i need to let it go. it’s not healthy and it’s taking a toll on my actual real life. so i’m done caring. hate me or don’t. whatever.
if you actually care about me and you see something, come to me. literally just DM me and ask me outright. most of this stuff is incredibly random, sent through the grapevine by people who specifically want to see me deactivate (or worse.) i do not lie, irl or online, so just ask

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