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21 Feb, 10 tweets, 2 min read
Okay. Starting on my 5,000 word goal for the day. Can I do it? Likely not. Will I try anyways? Maybe.

(I just wrote 1,800 words in an hour for an article for a client and submitted it. 1,800 words! In a goddamn hour. With two proofreads. My brain is tired).
The writing today is going to come slowly and painfully. I am celebrating small victories to keep me from being demoralized by how complicated and uncertain this is. Fuck this chapter. I hate it.

500/5,000
This chapter is growing on me. I don’t know if it’s good but it’s at least clear to me now how to write a draft of it. I guess I don’t hate it. Maybe.

Taking a workout break!

1,000/5,000.
Fuck yeah. I think I’m hitting a stride? I know that just saying this will jinx me. I’m partly attacking tech bros in this chapter so that is a delight! Fuck the harm that tech bros’ inability to consider or understand the consequences of their actions has done.

1,500/5,000
I have gotten ALMOST halfway there by lunchtime! Fuck yes? Gonna go eat food now.

2,000/5,000
I ate food. It was nice food.

I’m back on my bullshit now writing this goddamn piece of shit again.

What is a good thing I can say about the last 500 words? They are written? HALFWAY THERE.

2,500/5,000
Ugh. Am getting tired. Need a break from this. Almost done this chapter though and can get a start on another maybe? Who else is writing today?

3,250/5,000
(I have technically already written 5,000 words if you add in the client work. Am machine. A very uncertain machine that takes a lot of snack breaks and mostly writes crap).
Me: I have written so much!

My word count: Only if you count 250 words as ‘much.’

3,500/5,000.
Dragging myself over this threshold. I have no words left in me for my novel today. The next section is going to be horrible to write and I don’t have the strength left to embark on that journey. This is a dud not finish. But. Like. I wrote 4,000 words so. 🤷‍♀️

4,000/5,000.

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How might we approach life & decisions & how we move within the world and understand it differently?

In short, the way we tell stories invisibilizes relations of exploitation and harm and telling stories differently might be critical for ecological & social justice. Or something
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