invoke: there are 46,656,000 (360³) types of people
galactic artichoke: there are 3.6561584e+25 (360¹⁰) types of people
don't even get me started on asteroids or latitude
every person is deeply unique; even if you are a twin or near perfect template of another person, there are infinite subtle, fractaled divisions of energy and experience within you, evolving in perpetual kaleidoscopic collision with every other thing in the world
literally 3 malefics coming at my 2nd house (this time my car), some to my Moon/Sun, during near full moon period; luckily I had Jupiter trine Sun to give protection (thank you Zeus)
advice: if you have multiple malefics coming close on any given day... hold still and go nowhere
also I just realized that this was Uranus square Moon _again_, the first time it occurred before it happened the day I lost my job. thanks Uranus 🙄
I relate deeply to this sentiment and have had to do a lot of work in this area, mostly in complete isolation because everyone seems to act as if maleness is inherently violent and even being in proximity to women has the potential to cause harm
I'm going to be very real and very raw here: I feel like I've been pushing further into a nonbinary conception of myself because being perceived as male and all the cultural baggage that comes with it is too fucking painful
this isn't well understood because social mores demand that men do not discuss their feelings or internal world and many don't realize they can (or that they even have any) until adulthood at which you no longer have any sympathy from anyone because "you're a man"
one last thought to cast out into the ether before I pass out: the art of prediction lies wholly in the structural, fundamental assumed models you use to explain events and dynamics. overcommit to one too early and you may spend years trying to fit it in vain
related, and to be clear, I am forever and always subtweeting myself
the worst scenario is the partial fits that grasp just one part of the beast. I'm convinced I do know what a tail feels like, but that doesn't mean it's attached to an elephant
this is me when I'm completely out of my depth, just gesturing at things with question marks
this is Venus's geocentric orbit
does anyone know of a similar model to Gurdjieff's enneagram model of energy that has a distinct 5-point _evolutionary_/_cyclic_ model? I'm aware of the pentagram of course but curious about models that describe the transfer/flow of energy
~4 years ago I adopted a precious, very attached kitten named Ramona. except, it turns out she wasn't a kitten, and in fact a very old cat suffering kidney issues. I had to put her to sleep 4 months later :(
here's the chart for the rough time I got her, before I knew astrology
under a new Moon opposed by Uranus with a malefic ruler in the 6th approaching a square to Saturn with Pluto the MC... perhaps the worst possible time to get a pet
my mom knew she was not going to do well by her Chinese astrology, just didn't tell me
I'm not sure I regret the decision, all in all--she was an incredible, unbelievably soul-bonded cat.on the day I had this feeling that I MUST get a cat that day, and did it all on impulse. interestingly, my 6th house ruler Jupiter was exactly square my natal Chiron, too