Let’s do a thought exercise. TW medical experience.

Your kidneys are rapidly failing and you’re having a hard time breathing. Every minute it’s harder to breathe. Your back and head are pounding. You need an emergent femoral line for dialysis.
The resident is visibly nervous. His voice is shaking as he tries to consent you. You’re getting more and more overwhelmed because the kidney failure is making it hard to think. He is taking a long time to set up.
His first attempt fails. You’re starting to panic and he’s digging around hurting you. Do you put resident education above your needs in that moment, or do you ask someone who knows how to place a femoral line to do it?
Anyway this happened to me. I let the resident try twice while he asked the attending over and over how to do it. I regret that I even allowed the first try - it was so obvious he was too nervous and inexperienced. But medicine is a coercive environment. It’s hard to say no.
These experiences are some of the worst things that can happen to a person. They leave lasting scars, visibly and emotionally. I have three scars from that line placement. They remind me how fucking terrified I was.
Bonus points because I actually tried to get transferred out of this hospital (it was not where my primary oncology team was) but nowhere would take me 😅
For a DIY empathy building experience, next time you are sick or in pain, set an alarm for 12 AM, 4 AM, 6 AM, 8 AM, and 10 AM. At 12, 4, and 8 you have to take your temperature and lie flat on your back for a BP. At 6 and 10, give the history of your illness, last 24 hours, etc
These histories should take at least 10 mins. You also need a physical. Do you want to get rid of the 6 AM? lol
Bonus points for turning on all the lights for about half of these encounters. Also, don’t forget the 5 AM blood draw!
btw I know treatment coordination can be done well, which is why I want us to see it as possible and work toward it. I’ve had many doctors who took time and effort to make this less painful for me, but also many others who insisted this was the only way.

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