Back in Los Angeles for the first time in 14 months. Vivid feelings. Grief, gratitude, joy. Many firsts. First day in California. So overstimulated. Been in high desert wilderness Southwest Utah for 14 months, tight isolation. We made it. Vaxed up. Overjoyed. Image
ALL THE GREEEEEEN! Everything is green! Where I’ve been it’s all coral red sand and red cliffs and sagebrush and cacti and the jasmine is in bloom here! I’m getting a contact high!
Stood on the Santa Monica promenade alone for like half an hour, people watching, everyone wears masks! It’s so beautiful! Loud music! Dining and drinking on the sidewalk in the open air! Families! Dogs! Hot looking young people on dates! Reader, I wept!
The sweet barista at @caffeluxxe! The kind bakers and waiters and workers at @MiloandOlive ! Our friendly carnicero, who still smokes ribs and sells oaxacan chicken-mole tamales wrapped in plátano leaves my god I’ve missed you! The horses on that street that still has horses!
Breast cancer screenings monday and Tuesday, grateful to be able to safely get my overdue checkups done. I’m flooded with good feelings and none of them are called anxiety, today I’ll take it. Expecting good results, been doing my part diligently.
A family member was swapping out a phone at @Apple store and wow, they are doing it right. There’s a fenced off line and entrance looks like you’re entering a club, with bouncers that point thermometers at your forehead while you enter, you must wear a mask. Efficient. Chill.
Many places we knew and loved have closed. A lot has changed in 14 months. Wow.
The Pacific Ocean!
App based legal cannabis delivery you pay for with your phone legally hahahahahahahhahahhahahahahahhaahhahahahhaha ahahahahah ahahahahahhaha
$200 ounces that aren’t crap hahahahhahahahahhahahahayayyahahdjdifhcjeioehbkepwozbfosorirusopxnh
The drive from our place in Utah to my man’s home in LA where I am now is 8 hours. The entire way I talked about all the different food I wanted to eat in Los Angeles that I missed. Din Tai Fung. East LA tacos. Westminster Viet. Ethiopian on Fairfax. Persian, Tehrangeles. 😭🤤😋
Do you realize the only produce I’ve had in 14 months is homegrown weed and Costco flats of sad vegetables on the very last wilted-ass link of the supply chain MAKE WAY FOR MOI, FARMER’s MARKETS OF L.A.
Day 2 back in LA after quarantining 14 months in a remote southwest Utah high desert bunker: Literally me literally all day literally
I’m going to ask my man to just drive me around Los Angeles all day so I can lean out the window and cry at everything I love
We’ve done like 5 cashier transactions at cafés and shops so far, I cannot refrain from telling whoever how much I love them and that this is my first whatever in 14 months and the thing is they get super moved right back, one barista wouldn’t let me pay for the drinks
I’m gonna try to restrain myself today but I love you Los Angeles and I really did miss you it’s only now I can begin to feel the grief the loss all we missed all the human beings who were here a year ago, Angelenos, Americans, beloved, who needlessly died, goddamn goddamn
Dude @VeggieGrill ONE OF THE THINGS I SQUEALED AT TODAY WAS YOU

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