Vulnerable overshare. I’m so grateful for all of you that have shared this space with me. Many preach about not oversharing but for someone who’s kept secrets their entire life, it’s refreshing to be able to come here and share an authentic space. We’ve gone through
so much together. You were there helping me laugh as my mom was dying last year. My mom was being sexually abused by my dad while she was dying from dementia.The last time I saw her the cops were escorting me out of the house because I was the I only one that could read my dad
Like a book. He tried all his classic narcissist ways to get me to go away; name calling, threatening physical harm. I spent my life trying to keep my trauma under 🔒 and 🔑
In my career I help people see their worth. I always wished my mom found hers. And I needed to find mine too. I’ve been surrounded by wealth, luxury, private planes, so much abundance in
My career. I sprinkle my fairy dust into their lives and make things magical. Pandora’s box unlocked around my moms death, I had a lot to unbind. I didn’t speak to my dad from the dad he had me escorted from the house till my sister passed away 4 1/2 months later.
And that’s when my healing went into warp speed. Because I had this realization that I am on the track to be no different than my mom and sister if I don’t course correct. And you all helped me get to that place. Last year, I found all of you. You have taught me so much. You make
Laugh and smile. You’re authentic, smart, thoughtful and thought provoking. I feel like I’ve gotten my masters in science and hermeticism this last year. You helped bridge science/spirituality. I feel so much love from you.
And I don’t share this for pity or because I’m sad (I did so so much work around it all to be ok), but because of this immense gratitude I have for all of you. You gave me the courage, knowledge, support to make the change to heal the timelines and generational lines.
So I’m working through it & feeling blah today & I knew I needed to change my vibration & think about gratitude & appreciation. I guess I wanted my gratitude to not be in secret or in private today because I want you to hear/know that you make a difference. So
Thank you for all being you. And loving me. Being part of my reality. Because without all of you, I wouldn’t be stepping into the unknown and having the courage for the first time in my life to be truly authentically me. And I’m not scared. Uncomfortable, but not scared, because
I know I AM & it’s going to be more amazing to more I AM aligning with my higher self & highest timeline. I AM putting myself first. I’m a different person. It’s completely changing me, everything and my reality that surrounds me. Thank you! I love you! 💕😘 🙏

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