i dont know a ton about it but have been looking into (normal non esoteric) fetal development stuff recently and its pretty interesting.
this is a newer painting but im going to bump up the contrast here a little so we can see it more clearly. tibetan medical teachings are supposedly derived from this buddha called the medicine buddha, who is blue. fittingly, he's the first thing in the picture. go figure.
theres a text called the blue beryl that is attributed to him that is basically one of or the foundation for tibetan medical teachings. this is a cool little node of information because while i am obviously not buddhist the medical aspect of this world is very interesting.
if you think about where tibet is, they would have had access to medical practices and information from northern india (and nepal), and then also china, so thats two huge esoteric medical traditions right there merging together, plus their own stuff, + general central asian info
i have also heard colloquially that some information from the muslim world would have been accessible to them as well (either from the west or the uighurs). kind of makes sense, i can say in their astrological stuff you can see that same mix of different influences.
i think this painting is part of a series that was done to illustrate the entirety of the blue beryl, or at least it looks just like those paintings. just for comparison heres one on the left, and then one on the right. you can see its the same information in different paintings
actually though, i think both of those were done relatively recently.
anyway here is something interesting. this is illustrating the moment of conception. obviously we have, very tastefully, a man and a woman together. however, you may notice our little friend riding a rainbow:
thats the soul, the person basically, who will be incarnating as this couples child. in this worldview and cosmology, this is a person who has died and is now (somewhat unintentionally, kind of) seeking a place and way to get reborn. guess he found one.
he has essentially been cast back into the human realm + is being drawn in to the couple. ive also seen this illustrated in a set of murals that is in a temple near the dalai lamas palace. here, its depicted as a floating head with a long kind of spirit floaty tail (my phrasing)
the mural thats taken from is called the lukang murals. its pretty hard to get images of them because they keep it pretty lock and key in terms of image rights and photos so thats the best i can do. the full mural is a 360 degree room. so, lets look at this part:
you can see this guy over on the right, he is meant to contrast with this floaty head guy on the left. he is like a master practitioner or something, he has his situation totally under control, and he is opting to not get reborn, u could say hes more on the path to enlightenment.
so, like i said, in this system without a floating spirit there, no conception would take place. interestingly in some texts it says you also need, basically, the seed of a lustful thought, some "negative element" to seed the rebirth. sometimes this is not the case, see highlight
now we're leaving things i know even a little about but we can still check it out because its interesting. ill link to the pic at the end, im gonna not post some of the more graphic details, not really for any particular reason, you can check it out if you really want to.
each line is one week in fetal development. these bubbles are somewhat obviously the womb, and you can see different... things happening. im not really sure what specifically, i think its like different essences, some spiritual, some physical, changing, melding, etc.
this is a guess but i feel pretty good about it. in the literature timing of conception is a "big thing". theres 14 little diagrams before we see conception so, i think (14x2 =28 days) that this is showing the timing of the womans cycle and when conception can happen within that.
theres some emphasis on, if its not the right time conception will not be possible. you can guess what i blacked out here. this is just worth noting as i am pretty confident what this is showing is the male [stuff] mixing with the womans blood, thats what forms the fetal body
this mixture of red and white [stuff] (not being euphemistic, it takes several forms) is kind of a thing in tantric buddhism, in some heavier stuff they will say that in the spot where your soul is like, tethered to your body there is a red and white drop essence mixed together.
and that corresponds to the male and female essences you got from your mother and father (im a little out of my depth here, just telling you what i heard ["thus have i heard at one time"]). thats in your heart, its like an actual knot, that ties ur soul to ur body in this system.
interestingly i have even heard some guys talk about doing psycho-physical work (not sure what to call it) to loosen this knot slightly so that when you die its not as much of a shock when "you" leave your body. obviously im on the western theological side of things now [...]
i dont really poke into this stuff anymore, im not really sure what to think about it. theres sort of a "deep health", literally a "meta" physical aspect of studying the body here that i do think is interesting outside of any specific cosmological posits (topic for another time).
anyway, im not sure exactly what these next guys are (moved them so we can see them all) that happen after conception. i would assume its like, different elemental aspects of the body, kind of like the four humors, or the four elements, but medical, something like that.
i feel pretty good about that guess because of this guy here, you can see the different elements depicted, with the colors we just saw (for example, yellow is earth in tibetan stuff, not green, and you can see yellow at the base as this solid step formation).
if you look closely you can also see that the four colors of body here have slight varying details, for example the yellow one has a skeleton (kind of fitting for earth, if you think about it), the blue one has a mouth, the green one has smoke coming out of it (green is air), etc
the white one even has a face, its probably like "spirit" or mind or intelligence or something. not sure what this other white one is, maybe its supposed to be "red", he looks kind of shy (kinda has bathing venus energy, oddly enough). could be shame (jk),
fittingly i must now go feed my wife (pic below) meat. i will return.
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a long time ago i was reading this on the subway. old guy taps me. i take my headphones off. he says, "whats that book?". i say "its... a history of magic". he says, "does he say magic comes from God?". i said "uh... yeah, actually". he says "good." then just stood there quietly
this happened at the utica avenue subway station in crown heights which i frequented for some time. a few other interesting things happened there. once another guy started talking to me. he was black, and told me he had been privately studying with a rabbi for like a decade
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apparently he was privately studying history and judaism with a rabbi, alone, and the rabbi had selected him for this process. i asked a lot of questions and the guy did not seem insane, and seemed to know some things that validated his story, but, i could not make sense of it.
the movie ‘jesus camp’ is the movie i’ve watched the most in my life. in a way, that makes it my favorite movie. at this point, i’ve probably seen it hundreds of times. there are times working at my desk where i’d put it on every day. admittedly, bizarre behavior. so, why?
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if youre unfamiliar, the film documents a bunch of kids who are taken to an evangelical / charismatic summer camp. it’s meant to portray them as somewhat extreme: a small window into this dark undercurrent of american religious life, where kids are … brainwashed, basically.
i think this movie has followed me around for most of my life because ive seen it from every perspective. initially, i was teenager atheist who had the perspective of the film: that this was all basically evil
later i turned my back on that perspective entirely, and saw it again
one of my favorite stories about america is from a guy who moved to west virginia to be a pastor. someone organized a garbage truck route to come through an extremely rural neighborhood, at a time when this cost some money. a nominal fee was passed over to the residents.
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it was a trivial amount of money, but the residents there were so incensed that someone would do this without asking them and then stick them with the bill that they stopped doing anything at all with their trash, and just threw it outside until the plan was called off.
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later, this pastor, who was there for this, wanted to pave the road leading up to their also extremely rural church. wanting to avoid any conflict, he called a meeting and laid out his plan: a truck will come, and dump gravel along the now dirt road, at minimal cost.
you hear stories like, person retires then dies very soon after. sometimes this is presented as loss of purpose, or tragic coincidence. my personal theory is the body never takes time “off” to heal so too much “backlog” builds up, then it hits all at once the second you slow down
this also explains the phenomenon of someone taking time off or going on vacation or finally taking a weekend and suddenly getting sick. seems like the universe playing a joke on you. “i never get sick, and im sick now, on my time off”. well, yeah, exactly. not a coincidence.
if a guy has a crazy huge presentation at his job, his mind can tell his body to push getting sick off until after it - or, someone in a situation where they “can’t” get sick usually won’t (this also happens often, once you notice it). apparently people can do this for decades.
the integration of AI and childhood education will progress unhindered unless there is a compelling, easily explainable, and intuitive reason for it to be hindered. below is an extreme example - a fully AI school, but this will be integrated into normal schools.
unless there is a competing model that fully bars its integration. right now it's very easy for us to be online and laugh about this or dismiss it as openly ridiculous, but as the tech advances and becomes normalized, this will not not be enough to stop it. there's no "reason".
concerns about glitches in the tech will eventually dissipate or be confined or solved somehow, and you're going to left standing there while every classroom or school district has an AI component that has replaced some level of normal education.
most people have no idea how psychoactive alkaloids work. why would they? i love coffee. look at this chart: if you drink coffee, after 500 minutes, the caffeine is still there. many people experience this feeling as anxiety. theyd never connect it to a cup of coffee 10 hours ago
ingesting substances can be modeled with an attack, decay, sustain, release model. each of these phases feels different. this is true for everything from psychedelics to caffeine. my contention is that many people experience the sustain and release period here as ambient stress:
they drink coffee. the attack period is what they want, thats good. the decay is fine. the sustain is way longer than they think. they “forget” about the coffee, but are “coming down” off it for hours. they look for an explanation for this feeling and never make the connection.