It’s an interesting, well-constructed review that I’m not entirely convinced by. I don’t think the banality of the film’s Höß is exclusive of ideological rabidity in the way Arendt’s idea of Eichmann is
I don’t think his career anxieties or his domestic drama *inherently* displace his Nazism, especially in a film this given to the implicit. He does after all spend most of the film in SS uniform with a terrible Nazi haircut etc
I think the sole moment of emotional reflection (that prompts the flash-forward) is his realisation that his job of mass murder has broken containment and now he doesn’t care about Aryan life any more (and therefore imagining gassing everyone at the party)
This is a vile fucking lie. I have screenshots of her ineptly trying to findom me, me laughing along with it in a way that is clearly uncomfortable, and sending her money for takeout and shitty Adidas dresses in a way that was never connected with or discussed in relation to sex
I didn’t *withdraw* my consent, she never asked my consent and kept burning me with the fucking things while I couldn’t even speak. She didn’t check in on me once, during or after
finally starting to unfollow people for doing the covid doom spiral thing. shit’s already bad enough for real without getting retweets from whatever Malaysian news site has convinced you everyone’s heart is going to explode today
it’s just antivax stuff from the other side. everyone is going to die because of their stupid decisions except me and my friends who were smart enough to not get the 5G injected/never leave the house again without wearing a PAPR suit
I keep thinking about this and trying to articulate it but like: when the pandemic hit I had this optimistic idea that it would change the way we thought about illness and disability for the better and instead we just took all the existing ways and did them more hysterically
funny thing happening where I pay my taxes on time and then for the next six months HMRC send me a bunch of WHY HAVEN’T YOU PAID YOUR TAXES YOU ARE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE letters. this is very good for me, a person who is anxious about being in trouble with the authorities
I employ an accountant less to save me money and more so I have someone I can email saying ‘it happened again,’ they go ‘fuck’s sake’ and yell at the government on my behalf
As the podcasts become more successful I spend more of my time emailing people about my problems, who then go ‘fuck’s sake’ and fix them for me, and I think this is basically how the government should work