got a ton of books recently. usually i pick these up for very cheap (around a dollar). after a few threads, people have asked about why / if i actually read them. the answer is that i have a little library here at the studio and i pool things for inspiration. still setting it up:
so i pick up anything in my network of topics, and then later when im making images or jumping from one topic to another, i can just pull things off the shelf, hit the relevant chapters, thats basically how i work now. it lets me move through things in a natural way, u could say.
i usually hover somewhere in the vicinity of ‘not having much, if any, extra cash’ but last time wife and i counted we had around 1000 books. its way more now. sometimes i feel like im just building up the library so i have it.
ok let me show u the books i got.
i feel like i can call it a library because it has its own little nook in the studio btw. i am bragging now, about my humble attempt to amass a store of knowledge. ok now i will show you the haul from the last 2 / 3 excursions.
found these two together, they were with a bunch of books about ireland and scotland (did not obtain those). i like grabbing stuff like this that feels like a text that would easily lend itself to quotes for images, image inspiration, etc:
right now the shelves are broken down into catholic / orthodox / protestant, though id like to break the prot stuff down by denomination. im also padding out my post reformation church history so had to grab these:
sometimes it is slightly random within my chosen domains, any classics i need ill get, anything that seems like i could get an image out of (second book), or anything that is a guide to one sub aspect of history, especially if it was written a while ago (first book):
this book here is generally seen as the first art history book. this guy knew a lot of the renaissance artists and just wrote about them. i think there is a story in here about raphael having a vision of mary that i have mentioned often. it also says he died from too much sex:
somewhere between my quest to understand and penetrate the essence of american christianity and my desire to collect aesthetic books is the reason i get these. evangelical and pentecostal stuff is on the list... soon. working my way up to it. also gotta find all the first set:
posted some of these when i found them but if u look at them, they really are interesting objects (although i dont get them just for that reason. or maybe thats just what i tell myself. the second pic will obviously be very useful for the operation here). and last one is classic:
i literally cant resist the 70s / 80s covers. look at this. these are cultural artifacts. (the satan one is from a previous haul). i actually just realized i bought the rapture book twice, once on a previous hunt.
ill get anything i find thats a comprehensive survey of a topic, or an intro, at least to see what that person or their denomination / field / background has to say about it. so the piles usually look something like this with a few gems mixed in:
its not like all the shelves here are just random books i find, but by having a healthy amount of this stuff, like i said, when i hit a topic like... history of the trinity, or something in genesis, then i can poke in and see what 5 - 12 different people have to say.
its a pretty serious time over here, as you can see (first pic. had the second one for a while but clearly theyre a pair). thank you for looking at the books i found. this is like three or four trips max. you can do it very cheaply. let me flex a little with this last one..
the average price i obtain these for is probably between 1 and 3 dollars. some of these were like 50 cents. to answer the obvious next question, you have to go to places where women are looking for old clothes and furniture. there are books there. usually on outskirts of city.
just remember if u start going out looking for old books you are under an obligation to also pick up the ones that are part of our material culture / that document views of history / things / events that will soon be overtly heretical or intentionally obscured. thats the trade
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everyone on twitter is posting and talking about this now but if you talked about it while it was happening you were an absolute freak and people would go out of their way to ruin your life in any way possible
you’d be working at a company and there would be a job opening and the hiring manager would straight up tell you they weren’t hiring white guys, and if you told people about this on the outside they would get mad at you. like, personally mad at you. so many stories like this.
people also had no metacognition about it. i had friends who would go to a concert and come back and say, “yeah, it was cool but everyone was white”. i was in a punk band. if you asked, “why are you saying that? i’ve never heard you say that” they had no idea. just took it on.
"therapy" is one of the most engaging topics. it clearly has a polarizing worldview surrounding it - we may look back and see "therapy culture" as the hallmark of this time.
but, something about it is obscure. what is this cloud around "therapy", exactly?
i have one idea.
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one distinction that characterizes many fields over the last century, but has failed to trickle down to normal everyday people, is the difference between modernism and postmodernism.
although this sounds like the lead in to some academia, this distinction is essential.
to oversimplify: modernism is, basically, the first half of the 1900s. modernism as a project can be likened to building a big tower. we just got rid of all the "old worldview" stuff holding us back, and with our new tools, all our fields and knowledge are going to come together
american halloween theology: the philosophical mythology of insane clown posse
folk religion generally defies strict boundaries. it is, by definition, often fully enmeshed with aspects of a cultural landscape.
it is in this spirit that we briefly look at the insane clown posse.
the insane clown posse was originally known as the inner city posse, and made music far more aligned with the typical themes of rap and hip hop. based in detriot, they realized that pursuing this path would just lump them in with east and west coast artists, hindering them.
it is worth noting that detroit is, obviously, not a neutral place. in the american mind, detroit stands as a former manufacturing el dorado, which died, succumbing to various forces, and leaving a shell of itself behind. this may or may not be true, but thats part of its mythos.
as i've paused comics to finish my next book, and am working on getting holiday stuff going, it's been cool to revisit some projects. in this thread i'll repost one from 2021: the inverted propaganda series
propaganda has always been an interesting concept to me as someone who makes images, and in the "propaganda" folder, it's hard to get more heavy hitting than soviet.
fittingly for my general interests, a lot of it is about religion. here are some examples:
i was looking at these one day and was thinking that the visual devices in them were very strong - look at this one below. in fact, the communication is so strong that you could easily flip the pieces around and invert their message. so, i decided to do that.
saw this when i was 12 or 13 for some reason and it affected a huge portion of my life. a trojan horse: it appeals to people who have a crappy job and feel like they’re better than the customers, and then asks: if you’re so smart, why are you the one working there? brutal.
i had a ton of “lame jobs”. its something i enjoy, in a sense, for a time. if it was 1994 i probably could have been content just working the exact position documented in the film - a clerk. sadly they broke the social contract and put cameras into every workplace like this.
this ended the ability to do anything other than work, which was the whole point of having such a job.
thats really the point of the movie. both main characters feel like theyre better than the public, but only one uses his low station to his advantage: by freedom-maxxing.
each halloween season, my mind turns to a lesser known saint: st. odilo of cluny. the idea of a relatively unknown saint is interesting in and of itself: you see the lists of names, it's easy to forget they were all real people who contributed to our spiritual history.
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the long lists of saint names sometimes remind me of a war memorial. i suppose they do call the terrestrial church "the church militant" for a reason.
st. odilo was an abbot at the benedictine monastery in cluny, france - right at 1000 AD, crossing over the two millennia.
the tale is: there was a pilgrim who was stuck on an island during a storm. there, he had a vision of all the souls suffering in purgatory. later he went to odilo and asked if there was a day to pray for all the dead. odilo established one. it took off, and became all soul's day