got a ton of books recently. usually i pick these up for very cheap (around a dollar). after a few threads, people have asked about why / if i actually read them. the answer is that i have a little library here at the studio and i pool things for inspiration. still setting it up:
so i pick up anything in my network of topics, and then later when im making images or jumping from one topic to another, i can just pull things off the shelf, hit the relevant chapters, thats basically how i work now. it lets me move through things in a natural way, u could say.
i usually hover somewhere in the vicinity of ‘not having much, if any, extra cash’ but last time wife and i counted we had around 1000 books. its way more now. sometimes i feel like im just building up the library so i have it.
ok let me show u the books i got.
i feel like i can call it a library because it has its own little nook in the studio btw. i am bragging now, about my humble attempt to amass a store of knowledge. ok now i will show you the haul from the last 2 / 3 excursions.
found these two together, they were with a bunch of books about ireland and scotland (did not obtain those). i like grabbing stuff like this that feels like a text that would easily lend itself to quotes for images, image inspiration, etc:
right now the shelves are broken down into catholic / orthodox / protestant, though id like to break the prot stuff down by denomination. im also padding out my post reformation church history so had to grab these:
sometimes it is slightly random within my chosen domains, any classics i need ill get, anything that seems like i could get an image out of (second book), or anything that is a guide to one sub aspect of history, especially if it was written a while ago (first book):
this book here is generally seen as the first art history book. this guy knew a lot of the renaissance artists and just wrote about them. i think there is a story in here about raphael having a vision of mary that i have mentioned often. it also says he died from too much sex:
somewhere between my quest to understand and penetrate the essence of american christianity and my desire to collect aesthetic books is the reason i get these. evangelical and pentecostal stuff is on the list... soon. working my way up to it. also gotta find all the first set:
posted some of these when i found them but if u look at them, they really are interesting objects (although i dont get them just for that reason. or maybe thats just what i tell myself. the second pic will obviously be very useful for the operation here). and last one is classic:
i literally cant resist the 70s / 80s covers. look at this. these are cultural artifacts. (the satan one is from a previous haul). i actually just realized i bought the rapture book twice, once on a previous hunt.
ill get anything i find thats a comprehensive survey of a topic, or an intro, at least to see what that person or their denomination / field / background has to say about it. so the piles usually look something like this with a few gems mixed in:
its not like all the shelves here are just random books i find, but by having a healthy amount of this stuff, like i said, when i hit a topic like... history of the trinity, or something in genesis, then i can poke in and see what 5 - 12 different people have to say.
its a pretty serious time over here, as you can see (first pic. had the second one for a while but clearly theyre a pair). thank you for looking at the books i found. this is like three or four trips max. you can do it very cheaply. let me flex a little with this last one..
the average price i obtain these for is probably between 1 and 3 dollars. some of these were like 50 cents. to answer the obvious next question, you have to go to places where women are looking for old clothes and furniture. there are books there. usually on outskirts of city.
just remember if u start going out looking for old books you are under an obligation to also pick up the ones that are part of our material culture / that document views of history / things / events that will soon be overtly heretical or intentionally obscured. thats the trade
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a long time ago i was reading this on the subway. old guy taps me. i take my headphones off. he says, "whats that book?". i say "its... a history of magic". he says, "does he say magic comes from God?". i said "uh... yeah, actually". he says "good." then just stood there quietly
this happened at the utica avenue subway station in crown heights which i frequented for some time. a few other interesting things happened there. once another guy started talking to me. he was black, and told me he had been privately studying with a rabbi for like a decade
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apparently he was privately studying history and judaism with a rabbi, alone, and the rabbi had selected him for this process. i asked a lot of questions and the guy did not seem insane, and seemed to know some things that validated his story, but, i could not make sense of it.
the movie ‘jesus camp’ is the movie i’ve watched the most in my life. in a way, that makes it my favorite movie. at this point, i’ve probably seen it hundreds of times. there are times working at my desk where i’d put it on every day. admittedly, bizarre behavior. so, why?
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if youre unfamiliar, the film documents a bunch of kids who are taken to an evangelical / charismatic summer camp. it’s meant to portray them as somewhat extreme: a small window into this dark undercurrent of american religious life, where kids are … brainwashed, basically.
i think this movie has followed me around for most of my life because ive seen it from every perspective. initially, i was teenager atheist who had the perspective of the film: that this was all basically evil
later i turned my back on that perspective entirely, and saw it again
one of my favorite stories about america is from a guy who moved to west virginia to be a pastor. someone organized a garbage truck route to come through an extremely rural neighborhood, at a time when this cost some money. a nominal fee was passed over to the residents.
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it was a trivial amount of money, but the residents there were so incensed that someone would do this without asking them and then stick them with the bill that they stopped doing anything at all with their trash, and just threw it outside until the plan was called off.
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later, this pastor, who was there for this, wanted to pave the road leading up to their also extremely rural church. wanting to avoid any conflict, he called a meeting and laid out his plan: a truck will come, and dump gravel along the now dirt road, at minimal cost.
you hear stories like, person retires then dies very soon after. sometimes this is presented as loss of purpose, or tragic coincidence. my personal theory is the body never takes time “off” to heal so too much “backlog” builds up, then it hits all at once the second you slow down
this also explains the phenomenon of someone taking time off or going on vacation or finally taking a weekend and suddenly getting sick. seems like the universe playing a joke on you. “i never get sick, and im sick now, on my time off”. well, yeah, exactly. not a coincidence.
if a guy has a crazy huge presentation at his job, his mind can tell his body to push getting sick off until after it - or, someone in a situation where they “can’t” get sick usually won’t (this also happens often, once you notice it). apparently people can do this for decades.
the integration of AI and childhood education will progress unhindered unless there is a compelling, easily explainable, and intuitive reason for it to be hindered. below is an extreme example - a fully AI school, but this will be integrated into normal schools.
unless there is a competing model that fully bars its integration. right now it's very easy for us to be online and laugh about this or dismiss it as openly ridiculous, but as the tech advances and becomes normalized, this will not not be enough to stop it. there's no "reason".
concerns about glitches in the tech will eventually dissipate or be confined or solved somehow, and you're going to left standing there while every classroom or school district has an AI component that has replaced some level of normal education.
most people have no idea how psychoactive alkaloids work. why would they? i love coffee. look at this chart: if you drink coffee, after 500 minutes, the caffeine is still there. many people experience this feeling as anxiety. theyd never connect it to a cup of coffee 10 hours ago
ingesting substances can be modeled with an attack, decay, sustain, release model. each of these phases feels different. this is true for everything from psychedelics to caffeine. my contention is that many people experience the sustain and release period here as ambient stress:
they drink coffee. the attack period is what they want, thats good. the decay is fine. the sustain is way longer than they think. they “forget” about the coffee, but are “coming down” off it for hours. they look for an explanation for this feeling and never make the connection.