Thread by @vkingsdom

🔞 - thinking of cute virgin koo who's shy and nervous around his boyfriend tae, which is awful because koo wants to do so many nasty stuff with him but he's too shy to ask so tae keeps being so patient and gentle with him when really koo just wants to be railed to oblivion

the problem is, there's a huge gap between what koo wants and what he's actually ready to receive. that's the problem of watching gradually harder porn. from sweet and softcore stuff, his history quickly went to hardcore material.

and now that he and tae started dating, he can't dissociate his boyfriend from the porn he keeps watching, visualizing them instead of the actors on screen.

but koo is a virgin. tae knows it so he's all about taking their time and being gentle and softly kissing koo and never getting too intimate too quickly etc.

don't get him wrong, koo loves that tae is so careful. but can he just bend him over fuckin please-

that's the words koo would love to say out loud but he can't! he's shy and he gets so bashful and blushy when tae is kissing him so sweet and so good. he doesn't dare to tell him he wants more, although he knows he have to, tae won't do anything if he doesn't.

that makes him sad, sulking as he opens a private search window to watch his confort hardcore porn. it starts playing quickly, no unnecessary plot, just a guy sticking his tongue into another's guy asshole and being extra nasty about it.

koo pouts and sadly palms his swelling dick through his underwear. he wishes tae would eat him out like that. he wishes he was brave enough to spread himself like the bottom in the video. maybe then tae will take care of him like he desperately wants.

but is he truly ready? koo asks himself sometimes. wouldn't it be better to start slow with tae? he frankly doesn't know, he just wants to feel close to tae in such an intimate way.

but realistically... he doesn't even know if he would be confortable being so naked and so vulnerable.

koo whines. he wants so much. wants tae to make him feel good, to take care of him, to love him in that special way. but as soon as he's with tae, all courage leaves him,

and he realizes he's still too shy, maybe a bit insecure too, and this is maddening.

koo stops stroking his dick and watches with wet eyes the guy spanking the other one thrown over his lap.

he kind of wants to cry and he feels stupid about it. he sniffs and closes the window, curling up in his bed under his cover and trying to sleep the frustration away.

barely one hour later, tae sneaks inside his bedroom, eyes sparkling and a toothy smile on his face, excited at the idea of cuddling his beloved little spoon.

his heart sinks when he sees koo curled up in a little ball,

his form visible under the cover, only the fluffiness of his hair peaking above it.

carefully, tae slips under the cover to hold his jungkookie.

"baby bun" he whispers softly. "are you alright?"

koo's pout accentuate and he fidgets. he wants to tell tae but he doesn't know /how/.

"hyung... i..." koo closes his mouth and a single tear escapes the corner of his eye before he's muffling his sobs into the pillow.

"oh no baby" tae sighs, kissing koo's hair and hugging him closer. "what's happening baby, can you tell hyung?"

"i- i want us to h-have sex..." koo hiccups. "cause i c-can't stop thinking about it but i'm also s-scared to ask cause i don't know how t-to do it..."

tae stays silent a minute then carefully moves koo around to lay him on his back, hovering over him to look at him in the eyes, gently cradling his pretty face where some tears stick to his eyelashes.

"you want us to have sex?"

koo nods, shyly, always so shy koo hates himself for it.

tae smiles sweetly. "okay baby, we'll do it soon, okay? and it doesn't matter you don't know how, that's just a matter of how we feel like doing, nothing complicated i promise."

"but i- i'm watching all this porn and i want to do all those kinks like s-spanking and choking but i never did and, and, and-"

"okay, okay call down sweethearts and breath for me, okay? slowly... just like that... good boy."

"i do think it's too early for kinks" tae continues. "to be honest, i think you'll be too overwhelmed the first time anyway, you really don't need kink to spice it up" he chuckles.

koo looks away, embarrassed.

"okay... it's just like... i want everything /now/ but... it's not reasonable i guess."

"really not. but you know what?"

tae leans forwards, blowing some hot air between koo's locks, making the younger shiver, and whisper in his ear: "i really want to eat you out for your first time."

koo whines and hides his blushing his face in tae's shoulder.

"really?" he asks shyly.

"yeah" tae chuckles. "been dreaming to eat your sweet ass since so long. and to suck your pretty dick too."

koo feels hot, so hot, blood dangerously reaching down.

a soft peck on his cheek breaks the moment when tae rolls away.

"not tonight tho. i ain't fucking you when you've been crying like that."

"why??" koo complains, sticking to tae's side with a pout and puppy eyes on him.

tae giggles, cupping koo's face to kiss him on his pouty lips.

"because, my sweet baby, if you think i'm not gonna tease you to death before taking you for the first time, you don't know me."

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i know i know i'm cutting the good part i just felt like writing after a long time don't come at me