alRIGHT day one (night one) of bookposting. might have something cool coming up tomorrow if things go according to plan (if you know a lot about discord maybe dm me)
for now, lets take a little thread tour through the real cutting room floor - some things that did not make it in
lots of things i found going through the archives that hovered on the edge of memes and comics (ie., below). u could kind of call them either. i really didn't want the book to feel like a collection of memes, its really the story of the comics, which form a cohesive metanarrative
so, there were lots of things i found that were really more [memes] than [comics]. as you see below. for some of them, it was hard to tell, so i mostly split them up according to how much i liked them, or, more importantly, how well they fit into the arc of the book.
brb i have to carry owen jr up and down the stairs, that is the only situation he is comfortable existing in rn for some reason (stairsmaxxing). one sec.
some were a little situational, like this one. fun fact (behind the scenes), i was working at a supermarket at the time, and had this idea like the day before thanksgiving, so i drove home way too fast on my lunch break, quickly drew it, posted it, then drove right back
then i think i ate my actual lunch in the freezer or something when i got back. just a day in the life. speaking of being cold i like this one a lot also:
i kind of drew a line time wise and said, okay everything after this definitely goes in. there were a few things i drew when i was still feeling out the comics format and just doing them every now and then that just kind of didnt "stick" in the record, like this one:
there were a few historical things that were more like sketches than "comics" that i collected along the way but that didn't make it in. i think when i made these i thought of them as things to just post in the moment so, these were easy to move into the "maybe" folder.
its funny, i used to really really like hunter s thompsons stuff a lot, + in something we wrote once, he said his ideal, at least for fear and loathing in las vegas, was just to record everything raw unedited on this notepad and then drop that off and have it printed straight up
with no editing, cuts, or anything. i guess thats always partially my style, but when you're printing something and sending it out, suddenly you have like 40 pages of medium quality for every 4-5 of 5 star stuff, maybe its more of an artistic vision than ideal reality.
he never ended up getting that ideal unedited concept printed btw. ultimately on my end i had to order a bunch of test copies because i wanted to see how it felt with X included, or Y excluded, while reading it. im very happy with the sequence and overall "set" i ended up with.
some wholesome stuff that did not make it in. i think one person guessed this, but the second image here made the rounds for some reason + the center overlap is the name of a song by a band called less than jake. this is kind of a deep cut i havent mentioned but its a funny story
when i was way younger, very young, i was at my friends house. he randomly takes us in this room and says, hey, my sister has doubles of all these CDs, you guys can each take one, and theres a bunch of CDs all laid out in a line. kind of makes no sense in retrospect but, whatever
and i saw this one, and took it. theyre kind of a ska punk band (i was probably 10-12 years old). i listened to it all the time, and this band ended up being my favorite band for most of my life. its funny because their songs are mostly about a theme that became central to me.
most of their songs are about being really intoxicated all the time but kind of being brought down by it instead of enjoying it, but you keep doing it anyway, or this general feeling of dissatisfaction that pervades that lifestyle. so, i only got to relate to this more and more.
or they're about being sick of where you're from and wanting to leave but feeling stuck there. so, as i eventually got more 'in the hole' of being a drugs and alcohol based person as i got older, i just listened to them more and more, all the time, while drinking / smoking etc.
but then, i stopped doing all that, and i actually did pack up and leave the place where i was from. on the way out, they have this song five state drive that is about exactly that, and i was actually driving across five states, so i listened to it in the van on the way out.
and then when i got here, i just stopped listening to it. i just totally pressed pause and tabled it and put it on the shelf. every now and then it comes up but it just so perfectly encapsulates the first half of my life, its just really interesting i was given that CD that day.
so whats the moral of that
im not sure. its kind of weird though, in a way, isnt it. i mean its like if i hadnt "randomly" chosen that CD an entire section of my inner landscape would be totally different. it really feels non-coincidental
anyway fittingly heres another meme one
perfect. we got a music one that didn't make it in. hey some of these are pretty good. maybe i can call the printer and...
hey this one fits the story also. man these are pretty good. wow if these are the ones that didnt make it in, the book must be pretty solid. we must be feeling pretty good about the book if this is the cutting room floor material
lmao i love this one (2real)
lol forgot about this one, i made this specifically to quote tweet a post on here one time
2esoteric4me (idk)
did a few of these weird ones way in the beginning. they're also not in the book.
man this is the perfect one to (maybe) end this b-sides thread on. obviously the main series of comics now, they start (in a way) at the tail end of the book with the m99 comics, ended up being about me (or a guy who is basically me) and the people in my life [...]
i just found this drawing way back from our apartment in [big city]. kind of a proto-comic image i guess. my wife used to knit on our bed, and we didnt have curtains, i just pinned this tapestry over the window, and it would blow in the wind. this is really what it looked like:
thats crazy man. honestly thats the coolest part of the book, it really spans a whole set period of my life, from that apartment, to my exodus from the city, to her getting pregnant. the book took so long to make, we found out she was pregnant, then we moved this summer [...]
so by the time i sent it off to print, i had more comics i made here (at our new spot). i tried to add them in at the end but it just didnt fit. the book really is like an album the perfect spans from point A to point B. that was the weirdest part of making it, to be honest.
initially i thought it would just be like a 60 page tiny thing but in the end, i was holding this 250 page document that really was a total summation of this whole body of work and chunk of my life. an interesting feeling. many old interesting pics but we'll wrap this up now.
yooo anprim owen cyclops???? this was even before dog
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saw this when i was 12 or 13 for some reason and it affected a huge portion of my life. a trojan horse: it appeals to people who have a crappy job and feel like they’re better than the customers, and then asks: if you’re so smart, why are you the one working there? brutal.
i had a ton of “lame jobs”. its something i enjoy, in a sense, for a time. if it was 1994 i probably could have been content just working the exact position documented in the film - a clerk. sadly they broke the social contract and put cameras into every workplace like this.
this ended the ability to do anything other than work, which was the whole point of having such a job.
thats really the point of the movie. both main characters feel like theyre better than the public, but only one uses his low station to his advantage: by freedom-maxxing.
oh yes. it is time for… our second annual children’s book recommendation thread.
the last one changed amazon’s suggested products list forever. such power we wield.
we take childhood reading very seriously here. allow me to send you some book ideas from the cyclops family hut.
the last recommendations thread was done around our first kid’s book release. that thread is below.
we have another kid’s book dropping before the holidays - presently, the main thing we are pumping is that i have all my books together as a package now. scope-able on my profile:
last intro note: premise. a normal person might describe my wife as a “crunchy mom”. her vibe is in the mix here. books clearly affect a kid’s spirit and psyche so we tend towards things we feel will nurture the brain-spirit in some way. basically, we are the bottom of this meme:
apathy about other people that you come into contact with is really a form of contempt. if you dont care what a person thinks, you obviously dont think very highly of them.
i have this. its the best and worst feature of my personality. recently, i tried to figure out why.
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in some ways, its served me very well. it allowed me to get through basically anything as an artist. if you go down the “whole path”, inevitably you get some harsh critiques or insults. if you don’t care what other people think, you’re just immune. it doesn’t affect you - at all.
on the flip side, the slight contempt for normal people (you see this online here, “normies”) or others in general is caustic. its rarely articulated - you never say it or consciously think it, you may not even notice it, but it forms the subtext for your social interactions.
i’d like to discuss christian and mormon orientations toward knowledge.
for a variety of reasons, mormon theology has been a large topic on X recently. this is one of my main areas of interest, but its difficult to briefly hop into.
so, i really enjoyed reading perelandra:
perelandra is the second book in the space trilogy by c.s. lewis. obviously there will be some spoilers in here.
in the book, there’s a few characters that are obviously proxies: a woman is eve, one figure is the devil. the narrator is obviously, to me, a stand in for the author
ransom, the narrator, who i just read as lewis himself, finds himself in an analogy for the garden of eden. he is observing the devil slowly tempt eve, basically. he’s able to get involved and argue a little bit but, he has to sleep, the devil doesnt - he cant stop the process.
parenting has this odd social dimension where youre always actively engaging with how other people see you.
so i go to this street fair. my son (3) gets stung by a wasp. never been stung before. freaks out. i take him out of the crowd and put him on some grass. he’s fine.
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i also just so happened to have obtained an extremely large gyro seconds before this. in my haste and preference for my own flesh and blood, i abandoned the gyro.
when my son is injured, he just wants things to be normal. he personally insists i go back and re-obtain the gyro.
he doesnt want to talk about being injured, doesnt want any attention, he just wants everything to stay normal and not orbit around him so he can deal with it. great. so he wants me, his dad, eating his food like normal, on this patch of grass while he recovers from a wasp sting.
in the 1977 film ‘wizards’, one of the oddest movies ive seen, the earth is split between two opposing forces: one side uses technology, and one side has forbidden technology and instead uses magic. i thought this was an interesting lens to view the present AI discussion through.
the term “magic” gained its present english meaning at a time when our society was entirely religious. so, obviously, socially dominant religion with its hierarchy, history, and institutions used the term magic to denote what was outside it: witches, the occult, and such things.
however, we no longer live in that world. today, if we remove the baggage from the word magic, we have to be slightly honest and admit that talking to superhuman beings, items with supraphysical holy influence, casting out demons - this is all “magical”, as opposed to scientific.