Lucky that I can go somewhere and have a support system, lucky that my support system folks have the resources to isolate effectively.
Lucky that my partner is selfless enough to be away from his new baby for so long.
I miss him, I'm exhausted, my family is exhausted being around a screaming baby unexpectedly when they have work they need to do and their own pandemic stresses to worry about.
Everyone is trying so hard to make this work, but it's untenable in the long term.
But what's the alternative?
Let our baby get (and keep getting) a dangerous, disabling, and potentially deadly illness at a time when hospitals are overwhelmed?
I can't even let myself think about the long term plan right now, it's too depressing.
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Saying this as someone who has spent my fair share of time monitoring white supremacists: their animating fear is demographic shift ("replacement").
Omicron will to BURN through their undervaxxed enclaves.
They will read it as accelerated "replacement."
That's bad.
It's bad not because it will hurt their feelings (it will, but who cares) or because I feel sorry for them (they made their bed), but because it will intensity a lot of the thoughts and feelings that carry people towards violent fascism.
We know who they will hurt first.
Electeds on both side of the aisle have been strategizing around a shift to a white minority in the US for a long time, the GOP with voter suppression tactics and the Dems with "it's all sunshine from here" optimism that I remember well from the 2012 convention.
The Blue MAGA crowd coming for folks opposing forced in-person school with "well we didn't do anything about school shootings so the battle not to murder kids was already lost" really is a master class in cope
School shootings are tragic but, like.
Scale, folks. Scale. There's just no comparing school shooting stats with the MASS child death and disability that will be caused by letting Omicron sweep through public schools unchecked.
And even if the two were comparable... how is that relevant?
Why would tragic gun deaths make more unnecessary death tolerable?
I've made some references to it before, but our Omicron response has been sending my infant daughter & me into complete isolation (apart from grocery delivery/curb pick-up) living with relatives who are able to sustain that kind of lockdown.
We are lucky, but it is hard.
I don't share details about my husband's life on here without permission, but broad strokes are, he's an essential worker at high risk.
We decided together that his work was important, but also that it was simply not safe to take such a high risk of exposing our baby.
Babies are loud.
That means that when you're in someone else's house, you need to be on constant alert to what everyone else is up to and whether you'll disrupt it.
That actually goes double with people trying to accommodate you, because they may be too polite to tell you.
My in-under-the-wire 1/6 anniversary hot take is that none of this is over, the far right is using COVID denialism to put all our lives at risk, and that centrist Dems continue to abet fascists by continually downplaying the existential threats they're exploiting.
My hot take for other folks who study the far right is that although far right accelerationism can seem a little like a passé fad that carceral "extremism studies" types are trying to prop up Weekend at Bernie's-style, the reality is that accelerationism has mainstreamed.
I don't mean that in the sense that every Young Republican is reading Siege, I mean that there's now a non-fringe accelerationist tendency that has permeated the entire right, centered around COVID denialism and playing out at a local level in school districts across the country.