I am baffled how often professing believers in Christ—often leaders—feel no need whatsoever to apologize—publicly or privately—or clear up misinformation they spread. It seems, if you’re a watchdog for the church, you get to bite at will. You’re somehow above the ethics of Jesus.
I just want you to know—& I don’t say this on my own behalf today but on someone else’s—that, actually, you don’t get to do that. You will answer to the Lord for spreading misinformation. I am concerned about your spiritual condition because here is what I know: the Holy Spirit
convicts of sin. If you walk in the Spirit, have an active prayer life & spend time in the holy Scriptures, you can’t go on & on & live with not asking forgiveness. I say this as one who has sinned grievously. If you walk with God, the time between sin & repentance is miserable.
Slander, cyber stalking & smearing people’s reputations are sins. If you don’t have conviction of sin, it is not because your wrongs are alright with God. It is because something is awry inside of you.
“Because I, the Lord, have not changed.”
Mal 3:6
I’m going to tell y’all a story because I think this is important and enough time is gone by that I hope it will be obvious it’s not meant to be self-serving. After a certain public mockery at a pastors conference, I was literally heartsick for the ones who had done it. I thought
how miserable they must be for having ridiculed a sister in Christ publicly like that. I knew what I was going to say when they contacted me because it would have been completely sincere: I was going to say I knew what it was like to let your mouth get away from you & I forgive
you without hesitation. But that contact never came. It baffled me and made me sad because I believed them to be people of spiritual integrity even if I did not see eye to eye with them. That they felt no need to apologize was more worrisome to me than the ridicule. Y’all, this
isn’t a game. These things matter to the Lord. We are followers of Jesus. Not one of us is exempt from conviction of sin and the responsibility and right, thank God, by the blood of Christ and power of his cross, to repent. We need an awakening of integrity. I need one.
I dictated that rather than tapping it out so you may have to read it phonetically. Lol. Sorry about that!
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I’ve had it on my mind for several years to host an event with the singular goal of inviting God to create & permeate an atmosphere where servants of Christ are encouraged, strengthened & refreshed by him. He’s provided the date (this Apr 8-9), the place (Austin) & the team.
We will serve our hearts out. It’s Fri night til Sat 1 PM. Most of the event will be in the sanctuary but we will do 1 breakout so you can hear informally from the speaker most helpful to your field. (I’ll take writers, Derwin, pastors/ministers & spouses, Travis, musicians, etc)
To be sure, there is not one perfect one in the bunch. Not one who hasn’t had big obstacles & a great need of endurance. Not one who hasn’t learned a lot the hard way. But what you’ve got are 6 people who care how you’re doing & will give you everything we’ve got in Jesus’ name.
Some of y’all don’t understand how doctrinal control works. When you have people you know deeply love & highly esteem Scripture & want with all their hearts to live by it, you conflate your interpretation of Scripture with inerrancy of Scripture and you’ve got them in your palm.
You need to know something &, if someone says differently, they’re lying. I love Scripture with everything in me. I have not cooled off 1 degree from it. My entire ministry has existed & still exists to encourage people to come to know & love Jesus through the study of Scripture.
But what has become startlingly clear to me in recent years is that our interpretations can have a whole lot more to do with our agendas than our faithful exegesis. AND that sometimes secondary matters shift into primary matters because the gatekeepers fear a loss of control.
Y’all, LPM just received a letter with a mid-range 5 figure check—the biggest donation we’ve ever had!—from a woman we don’t know personally who’s now in the presence of the Lord. She loved Living Proof & LEFT IT IN HER WILL. Beside myself in tears. I mean, totally beside myself.
Y’all just do not know. You don’t understand that we did not know how we were going to make it after the swift backlash of my speaking out in 2016 & many churches instantly dropping the Bible studies. We’ve literally just thrown ourselves at the feet of Jesus & said, “If you want
us to exist as a ministry and serve at this time in history, you’re going to have to make it happen. Understand that, right on top of the 2016 financial crisis came 2020 with an obliterated conference schedule. And yet here we are. Making it. Trusting God 1 day, 1 week, 1 month
Was just thinking, “Man, do I ever have a lot to tell Jesus this year.” I set aside the days between Christmas & January 1st every year for giving way to very deliberate reflection on the previous 12 months of my walk with Christ. Then 1st thing every New Year’s Day I open my new
journal & write him a long letter looking back on the last year— The highlights & heartbreaks & surprises, both good & bad. Things I never could have seen coming. I write knowing he knows but I do this to keep a record of remembrance and also because the Holy Spirit never fails
to give me insight into some of those very things I record as I write them. The practice helps me sort things out. Then I turn my attention to the coming year and record my hopes and dreams and prayers and fears and make bold petitions for my people & for myself. I have years and
Thinking this morning as I was looking forward to church & taking Christmas cards for some new friends (i still dearly love my old friends) how we think sometimes after a death—my own in this case but I’ll not try to explain right now)—that we never really will be happy again.
We’ll survive perhaps but forever mourn the loss of our old lives & never freely laugh the same way as before. This’ll sound weird but I don’t want to give up the pain because I don’t want to give up a past so precious to me but I just wanted to be happy in a church family again.
I know nothing rings any more trite to many than the word happiness as it’s often distinguished in our circles from joy. So, I’ll be boldly trite then. I wish happiness for each of you. A Jesus kind of happiness. A hard hard belly laugh. A sense that maybe you won’t just survive.
Y’all remember me saying a few weeks ago that Keith & I started attending a small liturgical church in early June? I got to teach at my new church today for the first time. 2 classes. One on how to teach a Bible study and one on biblical narrative to about 25 (wonderful) people.
Can’t put into words how much it means to me. They’ve opened their arms to us with such Christlike affections. I’m overwhelmed by Christ’s kindness. He does not leave us to languish or to just free fall. I’ve been so blessed to be a member of the most wonderful churches. Deeply
grateful to God that he has not forgotten me but saved this wonderful community & experience for me at this late date in my journey. I told them in my teaching this morning that I said to myself aloud in the car driving over, “just try not to be weird.” I’ll know I didn’t succeed