For those of you who are asking why I am here, please know I understand it comes from a good place. But it is not productive. I feel extreme shame and guilt at the thought of leaving here when people I love can't. Please stop asking me to leave. I won't! I know the risks.
In American culture, we don't have language that explains bonds that are not blood, but are stronger than friendships. That is what I have in Ukraine. To say I simply have friends here doesn't describe the depth of my relationships here. I'm not abandoning that.
So, I am gonna share with you the main reason I do what I do in Ukraine. I am a believer in Jesus Christ and my first experience in this part of the world came via church-funded trip to Russia in 2001. No religious activity. Just funded by the UMC.
I attended an HBCU that was founded by a UMC minister. My 2001 trip to Russia was funded by a major UMC org. I am a Baptist now and attend @ConcordBrooklyn, where we practice Black Liberation theology. I never proselytize, but my faith keeps me in Ukraine.
Those of you who pay attention to my TL or know me, know I am a person of considerable faith. In Black theology liberates non white folks from oppressive systems. For me, I have seen many parallels between Black oppression and that of Ukrainians.
As a Black Liberation Christian, I feel it is my duty to help other oppressed people to seek liberation. Black Liberation believes in all liberation. That, not politics, is what drives my love for Ukraine. I am *faith bound* to be here.
A person of faith cannot be faithful and fearful at once. You have to pick. I choose the side of my God, not that of the Devil's henchmen.

My godmother tells me this, which is why she never asks me to leave. She knows I walk in faith. She prays for my safety. That's all I need.
If you aren't a believer, you won't understand this thread. And that's OK. My resolve to be in Ukraine is faith based. Not logic based.

I will be here and leave when I am good and ready.

God sets my timeline, not the Devil.
If you are a believer of anything (or not), instead of asking me to leave, please pray for me or do whatever you can to spiritually provide support. I need that more than anything.

Thank you.
If you have any readings from the Bible, Torah, Koran or anything book of faith to send my way about being faithful to your believes, please send my way.

If you aren't a believer at all, your good will is enough.

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Feb 19
One reason I *think* many can't see Ukrainians as oppressed is because (and this is a WORKING THEORY) they see them as too white to be systemically abused or colonized to evoke sympathy.
We often don't see "white people" as oppressed and I wonder if that undermines the very real history of abuse Ukrainians experience at the hands of the Kremlin. Because Ukrainians unquestionably have an ongoing history of oppression in ways few in Europe have experienced.
Because what is happening to Ukrainians is clearly oppression. It is deeper than politics. I sense a hatred from Putin against Ukrainians. The Kremlin sees them as "Little brothers," but they are treated more like white trash.
Read 5 tweets
Feb 18
If you wanna bring up Azov battalion and the Ukrainian Nazi boogie man, note a. those folks are on the fringes of society here and b. Trump was elected president in 2016, 70+ million voted for him in 2020; U.S. law enforcement is a white nationalist paradise.

Back off Ukraine!
For those who will read my tweet in bad faith, know I recognize there is a white nationalist presence here and they have caused problems, but Azov is brought up to paint Ukraine as a white nationalist haven.

As a Black man who lives here, I can tell you that is 100% FALSE.
I have devoted my life to promoting this place. I have been in the deepest of mountains in Ukraine and 99.9 percent of my time here has been met with incredible kindness. Anyone who is claiming Ukraine is full of Azov and Nazis sympathizers don't live here.
Read 4 tweets
Feb 15
I need financial support for my continued journalism in Ukraine to cover what is happening here and for continued coverage for the next two months. I need 15K.

If you can sent it to CashApp at $TerrellJStarr, I'd greatly appreciate it. Here's how I plan on using the $.

Thread.
I didn't plan on being here this long and I am not supported by anyone. I am here 100 percent on my own dime. Now, I need to funds to pay for housing (rent in Kyiv and wherever I go to cover what is happening, new gear to go into the field.
I need to pay myself as I host weekly episodes of Black Diplomats here in the field. That level of time and energy costs money and time. I have to pay a producer as well. I also need cash for upfront costs to pay freelance photographers who'll join me on assignments.
Read 6 tweets
Feb 14
I devote my life to amplifying Ukraine and what do I get? Put in a damn torture cage.😂
Yeah, the Ukrainians are having a great time. And so is @MalcolmNance.
The torture continues…
Read 4 tweets
Feb 14
This is me and my Black Ukrainian friends hanging out at my house years ago, you racist, Kremlin-loving fucktard. Black Ukrainians date back at least to 1800s and maybe earlier. I know you’re a troll, but some people will actually believe this shit.

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First off, this notion that a Black kid can’t, conceivably, be Ukrainians is PR is inconsistent with the fact that Black people have been coming through the Russian Empire since at least Catherine the Great’s reign.
Source: Allison Blakely’s “Russia and the Negro.”
It’s important to bring up the Russian Empire because Blacks were introduced into the region via the Ottoman Empire; Russia didn’t participate in the Black slave trade. It’s not clear when Black folks started populating Ukraine. @ksvarnon may know.
Read 11 tweets
Feb 10
Hello from Kyiv!
Even the Ukrainian drag queens love Black Santa!
It’s all love, baby!

Anyway, this how I spend my free time on a Thursday night in Kyiv:

Drinking champagne with Ukrainian drag queens.
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