For the first time since his passing I did nothing in the week of his birthday but honour him in silence.
I've heard so many people tell me about the man that birthed me & I got to realise he told people what they wanted to hear.
Some even have the gall to tell me about my lineage when I myself never took up his adopted surname because I guess iThonga was leading me on the parg of truth ππΎππΎππΎ
So his name is Mfanakaziwa Raymond Enock Zulu. Known to the world as Ray Chikapa Chikapa Phiri.
Funny how Inlanded in Mbombela you were on your death bed you made a request & I never left even after you left me. You know how hard it's been but this is exactly what I needed to come back to terra ferma. Your passing was the catalyst to a cascade of events.
I'm no blessed with knowledge even your living sisters don't have. I'm always questioned because I wasn't close by however they have chosen me & now I can help fix so you all can ascend. I thought I'd stayed for you kanti this was my opportunity to grow #ShadowWork
Baba ngiyabonga you didn't leave me however you helped me get a chance to be reborn & truly start becoming the man I was destined to be.
Sometimes I honestly feel like abelaphi beNdabuko are just in it for the clout & it seems like activation is now fashionable when it is in essence who we are π€¦πΎββοΈ
Don't be fooled mtwana womoya siyageza, abantu abadala bayagezwa & it's a life long journey.
I'm not hearing you telling Abantu about ukugeza when you know very well ukuthi yeyi if awudilizi before you connect & ask nothing will change.
People don't know about iziduli things that were common knowledge as these are the source of life & strength.
Yet one way kukhulunwa about things we shouldn't because the masses haven't graduated. People now think know about amakhosi, isithunywa, ubungoma, nomkhubulwane, etc
Because we are over sharing & giving people info they are ill prepared for when they don't know themselvesππΎππΎππΎ
People often shy away from honouring who they are (sprituality) because of information overload.
I beg of you, those with knowledge, those tasked to heal & those tasked lead. To stop behaving like it's a competition, it really doesn't help overloading a person with information.
We work on the basics first, learn about yourself, ask the elders that still live about your family tree on both sides of the family.
Learn how to phahla/pray start doing that religiously then slowly but surely through dreams, visions & through people knowledge will be shared.
Master the basics, nifuna ukuya emqnzini but don't understand that there's a protocol & those that you connect with uma uphahla ekhaya nase hlane then prepare the road ahead for emanzini.
Nakhona uyageza uyabageza goot before the water ohamba ehlane fucked up ugeze ππΎππΎππΎπ―π―π―