The first time Sakusa experiences cute aggression, he is…disconcerted, to put it mildly. He has no idea what the feeling is or where it came from. It happens when he’s brushing Atsumu’s hair off his forehead.
He just finished getting him cleaned up after pounding him into the mattress, and both of them are exhausted and ready for sleep. Atsumu leans into his touch, nuzzling against his hand and giving him a blissed-out smile. His heart patters, and then the strangest thing happens.
The image of a sleepy, sated Atsumu travels from his eyes to his brain, where the information is processed. This is adorable, his brain tells him. Bite it.
He’s so surprised by the sudden impulse that he jerks his hand away. Atsumu is already mostly asleep, so he doesn’t notice, but Sakusa is convinced he can hear his heart pounding. What the fuck was that? Where did it come from?
He shakes it off, tucking the covers around Atsumu and pressing himself to his back. It was probably just an intrusive thought. It won’t happen again.
But it does happen again. And again. And again.
It happens at the strangest times. It happens when Atsumu is sitting on the couch, laughing at something on his phone. It happens when he’s humming to himself while he cooks.
It happens a lot early in the morning or late at night when Atsumu is sleepy and fighting to keep his eyes open. There doesn’t seem to be any rhyme or reason to when this impulse will strike.
He always resists, letting it pass him by without acting on it, but the day does come when his self-restraint gives out. Atsumu is fresh out of the shower, wearing nothing but underwear and one of Sakusa’s high school volleyball shirts.
He comes to bed, settling himself in Sakusa’s lap and pressing a kiss to the underside of his jaw. He faces forward, resting his back against Sakusa’s front, taking the other man’s arms and wrapping them around his waist.
Once he’s comfortable, he lets out a contented hum, eyes falling shut.
Sakusa strikes.
He presses his mouth against Atsumu’s neck, biting down with the barest hint of pressure.
Atsumu gasps, and Sakusa jerks away, eyes falling on the shallow indent on his neck. He feels the blood rushing to his cheeks, an apology on the tip of his tongue when Atsumu leans up and returns the bite with one of his own on the underside of his jaw.
Atsumu pulls back with a grin, lightly butting his forehead against Sakusa’s jaw.
“Been wantin’ to do that forever.”
“Wait…You…You wanted to bite me?”
“Course I did. Yer adorable.”
Sakusa tightens his arms around Atsumu’s waist, indescribably relieved that he isn’t just some psychopath with the constant urge to bite his partner. His heart swells when, after that night, Atsumu gives him love bites regularly, usually twice or more a day.
He gives himself the same outlet. He can’ help it. Atsumu is too fucking cute.
Sakusa doesn’t know how to ask for touch. Up until this point in his life, it hasn’t been a problem. His parents stopped hugging him around adolescence, and his siblings never felt the need to express affection through physical gestures. It didn’t bother him, not really.
Occasionally, his teammates would pat him on the back, and that was fine. Maybe even nice. Just a quick moment of connection, never skin to skin. Komori likes to throw an arm around his shoulder whenever they’re together, and Sakusa doesn’t mind.
He wouldn’t go so far as to say he likes it, but he doesn’t feel the need to shake the touch off as soon as it happens.
But with Atsumu, he wants.
He craves the other man’s touch like it’s the world’s most addictive drug.
It starts during warm-ups. A wing spiker from the opposing team starts trash talking across the net. It's pretty standard, as far as trash-talking goes, but the majority of it seems to be targeted at Atsumu. The setter ignores it, throwing out a few barbs of his own.
The spiker is immediately on the Jackal's shit list, and they vow to shut down every ball he tries to get over the net.
Around the middle of the first set, they rotate, and it puts Atsumu and the spiker directly across each other. That's when things take a turn.
Sakusa can't hear what's being said, but he can recognize the growing tension in Atsumu's body. He sees the way his shoulders creep up towards his ears and the way his jaw hardens. He sees Atsumu shake it off the moment the ball is airborne.
While staying at a hotel for an away game, Hinata gets a brilliant idea for social media fanservice. A famous skincare brand, courting him for an ad campaign, sent a box of products for him to try.
The box includes creams, serums, and animal face sheet masks. Hinata convinces Bokuto, Atsumu, and Sakusa that they should do a live while wearing the masks, saying the face will love it.
Bokuto and Atsumu jump on board immediately, and Sakusa does after considering the havoc travel wrecks on his skin. He usually packs a few sheet masks of his own, but Atsumu distracted him while he was getting his things together.