Last week, I was quoted in an AP article interviewing scientists who are pushing back on the emerging narrative that there's nothing we can do about climate change -- that we're doomed, no matter what.
Since then, I've gotten phone calls, emails, and actual mail in response.
Only one email was from a dismissive (informing me the climate has always changed, and I should learn about dendrochronology, LOL). I got several emails and one phone call peddling crackpot technological solutions to control the climate that absolutely would not work.
I did get a handful of emails from folks asking what could be done, asking for a way forward through anxiety and hopelessness. These are hard emails, and I wish I could give them the time they deserve (I'm working on an FAQ with resources because I get them all the time now).
The majority were from people who wanted to convince me that humanity is doomed. One guy sent me two self-published books on the meaninglessness of life. It was dedicated to the future humans who will unfortunately be born against their will (!?).
One email challenged me to list one thing -- ONE -- that had been done to improve the climate crisis. Another told me that it's immoral for me to give people hope, and I am no worse than fossil fuel companies. Another told me scientists are to blame for not doing enough.
I share this not trying to center my personal feelings, though it can be tough to show up and do this work every day. The abuse, the parasocial relationships, etc., especially directed at white women and BIPOC folks, is a lot. And it's infinitely harder when it's "your team."
And I should note that all of these appeared to be from men. I honestly can't think of a time when a woman has reached out (off Twitter) for help with emotional processing, or to fight me on the science, or sell me a carbon sucking machine, or call me a [redacted].
But mostly, I just want to point out -- for myself, and for everyone else -- that these harsh voices aren't representative of the majority. Yes, the defeatists are becoming more vocal. We don't know how prevalent they are, but I suspect they're still a minority.
You know how one negative comment, review, or evaluation sticks in your head longer than the rest? Or how people take the time to say mean things, but rarely nice things, so only the negative feedback comes through?
This is like that. Don't let the despair shape your narrative.
The work we do is hard, and we have to take care of ourselves and each other. We have to learn how to be sustainable, and find the role models who show us how tp avoid burnout. We need to do the internal work of not allowing ourselves to brutalize others because of our own pain.
And if you're out there, worrying about the planet and the climate crisis and each other, just remember that it's really easy to fixate on the doom, and forget about the determination. For every defeatist, there are a thousand doers. And the best advice I can give is: team up.
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The entire world is telling us, each and every day, that the biggest problems we face have individual solutions, from masks to carbon footprints. And of course it feels overwhelming, because none of us is capable of fixing the world. Of course it feels like too much: it is.
I keep thinking about this (I think Tumblr?) post about Katniss Everdeen, and how an entire generation took the wrong message from the Hunger Games, because in the books, it's clear that real change came from collective organizing, but we focus on this one lone heroine.
You can see this with so many problems, even in the climate movement -- the focus is often on the tortured individual who really gets it, the beleaguered climate scientist or activist -- and we rarely hear about the less glamorous work of organizing or even mutual aid.
I hurt my knee last month. I couldn't straighten it or bear weight on it. The doctor told me it was "probably bursitis" and not to rely on crutches. He ordered no imaging. He basically treated me like I was drug-seeking and was surprised when I told him I didn't want pain meds.
After weeks of trying to work it out on my own (tight hamstrings? misaligned pelvis?), on Christmas Day, I pivoted quickly to catch a falling bowl, heard a loud POP!, and was in so much pain I just sobbed while @jackshoegazer swept up the glass around me.
I called by doctor first thing Monday, because urgent care is overrun and frankly too dangerous for me as someone for whom covid is high-risk (due to my previous DVT's and pulmonary embolisms). It's clearly a connective tissue injury, but insurance required an x-ray first.
Some people will try to tell you that pleasure is wrong in times of struggle.
Ignore those people.
When things are hard, I often turn to the natural world for inspiration, strength, and yes, even joy. Sharing this sense of wonder with others makes me feel more connected and grounded, and gives my life meaning. It also reminds me of what I fight for.
Inevitably, when I do this, someone will comment that it's all going to end because of climate change, or they present mass extinction and civilizational collapse as an inevitability. The people who do this are angry, afraid, and hurt.
A fun thought: The egg that became me existed inside of my mother when she was in the womb, which means not only did I spend a few months inside my grandmother's body, but I've been around to an extent since 1954. We are more connected to the past than we realize.
What small, quiet things are waiting in the present, only to grow in years to come? What would the world be like if we behaved like we carry those seeds within us every day? When is the last time you thought about where you came from, and imagined the future you're working for?
(The less poetic way of saying this, for those who think this is made-up nonsense: by the time a fetus is 20 weeks old, if it has ovaries, those ovaries contain its life's supply of eggs -- about 1-2 million at birth. This drops to ~300,000-400,000 by puberty.)
If you're concerned for folks on the ground in Texas, the best way you can help is to donate to a local abortion fund. There are people on the ground doing the work already who know what folks need most, and big-name, national-level organizations get plenty of money.
This is also a really good time to support independent abortion providers, especially in states facing harsh restrictions like Texas. These organizations are often doing grassroots advocacy work as well as providing essential care. Find one here: abortioncarenetwork.org/abortion-care-…
I'm looking for folks who work in natural history museums/collections to Zoom in to my class for 10 minutes on Thursdays (9:30 ET) this semester. I want to showcase the diversity of work you can do behind-the-scenes in herbaria, museums, and other collections. Can you help?
I'm happy to reciprocate with a visit with your students or lab group, or I can send you something yummy from Maine!
Currently seeking: mammals, rocks, herbaria/plants/seeds, mollusks/inverts, herpetofauna, taxidermy, fish