Thread by @euphoriasadvent

#joongdok

"pull the trigger." yoo joonghyuk tells the man sitting on top of him with the softest voice that he could ever muster, his hands gently holding onto kim dokja's trembling arms.

kim dokja shakes his head, the tears endlessly springing from the corner of his eyes as

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his fingers involuntarily loses its will to fire the bullet and end it all right then and there.

yoo joonghyuk sighs fondly, thinking that his beloved just needs a little more push for their silly tirade to finally end.

he looks straight at the ominous barrel coldly staring

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back at him, the bullet inside patiently waiting to be lodged deep onto yoo joonghyuk's skull if only kim dokja would find the courage to pull the trigger of the pistol he was tightly clutching on for dear life.

"come on baby," he coos at his beautiful star before reaching

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out and holding the side of his face, thinking how much kim dokja looks so beautiful even with the streaks of blood dirtying his cheeks.

to yoo joonghyuk's eyes, it had enhanced his beloved's beauty more by tenfold; especially now that he knows that it's his blood that

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dyes kim dokja's pale and tear-stained cheeks with red.

"n- no..." kim dokja tells himself in-between his sobs, his heart hurting at the idea of firing this man he had once been more than willing to kill for the right price given to him by his client.

he was supposed to lure yoo joonghyuk into his trap, and then kill him in cold blood. how did they reach up to this point?

"i c- can't, joonghyuk-ah..." he refuses even with shaking hands, uncaring of his botched appearance and the tears that cruelly fall onto yoo joonghyuk's

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face, his own tears silently down onto the side of his cheeks.

"shhhh..." yoo joonghyuk chides him gently,just like how he'd always been to his star ever since the day they've met.

he reaches back to the hands that were supposed to kill him now, chuckling to himself how

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weird it must have looked like to others to see yoo joonghyuk like this, all too willing to die in his own killer's hands.

he had known ever since he had met kim dokja that the man was out to kill him under someone's orders, and yet, yoo joonghyuk allowed him in into his life.

he was a fool for letting his own assailant near him, giving the man more opportunities to off yoo joonghyuk whenever he wanted to, to kill him as quickly as kim dokja had once been known to do when he was still "guwon".

but kim dokja was a fool too, wasn't he?

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he had all those chances to take for his own benefit, taking the money along with him and start another life without being ridden with guilt of a murder he's long since been used to doing.

"just pull the trigger, dokja-yah." yoo joonghyuk calmly tells kim dokja the same words

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again, his eyes fondly looking back at kim dokja's own resigned ones as he felt his heart skip a beat at the sight.

his lover truly looks so beautiful like this, seated atop him as a gun coldly points onto yoo joonghyuk's bare forehead.

if only they knew each other far earlier.

a loud bang was heard around the yoo residence, alongside the frantic calls of the nearby people who have heard the ear-defeaning boom of a gun being fired.

no one heard the quiet exchange of three words being whispered onto the two people previously inside yoo joonghyuk's room.

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"i knew you were fit for the job." the person hidden under the shadows laughs triumphantly under their swivel chair, arms resting on top of his desk as kim dokja gives to them a gold-encrusted pin,

the engraving of "yoo joonghyuk" clearly written on cursive in one side.

kim dokja's eyes coldly looks back at the blond tresses that frames his client's facade, watching how nirvana moebius coos mockingly at the item like the victorious individual that they are.

"oh, yoo joonghyuk." he whispers to himself, their hands obsessively caressing the pin.

crazed eyes look at the engraved name and remembers the perfect face of a man now lying dead under his beloved's own merciless hands.

"if only you chose to be one with me, you wouldn't have died so foolishly like this."

they steal a quick glance at kim dokja, at the man who

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had been unresponsive ever since he entered the obsessed lunatic's chambers.

"you can go now." nirvana dismisses him without much thought, telling kim dokja that his payment had already been transferred moments prior his arrival the moment nirvana hears yoo joonghyuk's death

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from the news airing on his television.

kim dokja nods quietly, wordlessly thanking the individual for taking his spotless service before leaving the room with a creak of the door right behind him.

nirvana never saw the small smirk adorning kim dokja's lips, mind too

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focused on his victory for bringing down the man who had rejected his magnanimous offer far too many times for them to let it slide.

outside, kim dokja hums a happy tune all by himself, his shoes stepping onto the red-stained carpet that leads him towards nirvana's chambers.

he makes sure to avoid the men lying coldly on the floor while walking his way out of there, eyes flitting onto the small items he had already strategically left around the establishment and around nirvana moebius' soundproofed room.

he rolls his eyes in disgust after a

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particularly loud squelch, nose scrunching at the brain matter he just stepped on by accident.

the man, now outside the quiet manor, rings his phone once then twice before it was eventually picked up by the other person in line.

"do the deed for me, hyunsung-ah."

he tells the man with his usual voice, humming back in response at lee hyunsung's affirmation that everything will be done without any traces leading to him or to anyone in their company.

he walks away from there, and onto the car that awaits him outside the metallic fences.

"i hope i didn't make you wait that long." kim dokja excuses himself as he shares a shy kiss with the man in front of the driver's seat,

giggling at the way his nose scrunch in disgust at the sight of all that foreign blood adorning his beloved's pale cheeks.

"as long as you come out alive with me, dokja-yah." yoo joonghyuk tells him softly before nuzzling onto his star's neck, inhaling that sweet scent of home that he had long fallen in love with, dismissing the metallic scent of rot and blood.

kim dokja hums back before closing

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the door, their destination already set straight to overseas with their tickets brought along with them and the news outlets already paid to do their job to exclusively air yoo joonghyuk's death to nirvana's location.

"you owe me a vacation after all that shit show, baby."

kim dokja laughs back at his boyfriend's childish tone before they finally drive away from there, never looking back when the telltale signs of a loud explosion can be heard from where nirvana's manor once stood proudly behind them.

"i'll pay you for a lifetime, joonghyuk-ah."

— end of thread.

oh my god, i greatly enjoyed writing this?? HELLO?? 😭❤

here's my 2nd contribution for the day!! part 2 of the abo royalty au will be done very soon so stay tuned for that :D

this and abo au aren't related by the way!!

link to abo au:

https://twitter.com/euphoriasadvent/status/1519891085161484288?t=ZGEndq4ITmQm_HiPM8VqDw&s=19