"Pooled mean prevalence results for specific PACS [Long Covid] symptoms were extracted, when available, from 32 systematic reviews".
Yes. Read that again. Extracted from 32 systematic reviews. /2.
"Symptoms and prevalence results varied widely across reviews, however some of the most commonly reported symptoms included fatigue; shortness of breath; anxiety; depression; sleep disorder; cognitive and memory impairments; and negative impacts on quality of life (QoL)". /3.
It is time we stopped including anxiety and depression as symptoms of Long Covid. They are symptoms of a profound existential crisis - symptomatic of the distress caused by the symptoms of Long Covid (i. e. anxiety and depression are downstream of Long Covid symptoms). /4.
It is also time we accurately described the symptoms of Long Covid:
- It's not shortness of breath. It's a feeling of suffocation.
- It's not fatigue. It's so tired people can't-function-at-all-fatigue. /5.
- It's not sleep disorder. It's 3 hours sleep a night, as the light in your head keeps turning on.
- It's not cognitive impairment, with a little forgetting. It's like waking with concussion, every day. /6.
- And as for "negative impacts on quality of life" - some people living with Long Covid have valid concerns that their bodies are so injured, that they feel they are slowly dying.
That's Long Covid. /7.
I could live with a little shortness of breath. A little fatigue. Some tossing and turning in bed. A few headaches. Forgetting where I put things. Sure. But that's not what we have. /8.
I have been saying this for 23 months. A clear chest x-ray and apparently healthy pulse oximetry do not mean you are fine. Or that you can breathe properly. Not with COVID-19.
“We know that when you have the COVID infection you have trouble breathing and that’s because there’s infection in your lung, but an additional explanation is that the virus enters the respiratory centers of the brain and causes problems there as well":
Long covid's cognitive dysfunction makes it easy to seem like the unreliable narrators of our own medical stories. Especially with doctors who practise evidence based medicine. Whereas I used to be articulate, I now search for words, forget symptoms, dates, chronology.
And sometimes in the middle of a sentence I give up, trail off...
While it is hard for doctors, it is harder for me. I have to be so focused, deliberate. It feels as if COVID-19 has burnt the neural paths I used to easily hop between, trace up, redouble - to extrapolate.
This isn't easy anymore.
Especially for a new condition that requires a lot of effort to convince medical science that it exists, and exactly how it exists.