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1.05 “RM W/A VU”
this is it guys… this is MY episode
angel appearing out of nowhere to drag cordy for not doing her job lmao
cordelia being closed off and hard to get to know 💔💔💔
“but she’s doing alright” the way angel believes in her <3
why don’t they all just share an apartment it’d be easier
I FORGOT ANGEL LISTENS TO CLASSICAL ON VINYL WHILE HE SHOWERS
that towel is hanging on for dear life
i think about angel’s bathrobe look ALL THE TIME
the feeling when your two crushes hooked up without you 💔💔💔 (not really)
SHE FRAMED HER DIPLOMA AND PUT IT UP AT ANGEL’S GOD I AM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS
sometimes thoughts have to go on priv.
cordy seeing her apartment for the first time 🥺
WHY IS THIS SEXY
you always hurt the one you love… 🎶
crying screaming throwing up doyle deserves so much better
THEY BROUGHT HER A TINY LITTLE CACTUS 😭😭😭
cordelia trying to cover up the haunting is so fucking funny to me
“it’s just a place. you’re more than that.”
“how? how am i more than that?”

GOD
cordelia thinking she deserves to be punished for who she used to be no one talk to me
if there’s one thing about me it’s that i’m gonna say an exorcism scene is hot!
bestie why would you try to shoot a ghost
cordelia realizing that she IS a bitch actually I LOVE HER SO MUCH
dennis my bff !
“you know i’ll help you out… but sooner or later i’m going to need to hear it. the story of your life.” GOD
dennis is the best roommate you could ask for honestly
1.06 “SENSE AND SENSITIVITY”
i don’t really like this episode tbh but. giving it a chance
cordelia nailing one of the central conflicts of s1 (helping people vs connecting with people) in such an articulate way for something that’s mostly played as a bit
“it’s like you don’t have a pulse!”
“i don’t.”
ugh the whole kate’s dad plotline is so tiring
HERB SAUNDERS
can’t we get someone interesting from w&h in this episode
they are great shoes
also doyle noticing that they’re new he’s such an attentive bf <3
i don’t like kate but man she looks hot in that dress
w&h said the solution to this problem is not killing kate actually. it is embarrassing her in front of her coworkers
the most out-of-character part of this episode is doyle and cordelia not wanting to hug angel back
especially doyle
doyle missing the window he’s just like me <3 (bad aim)
cordelia is so jealous
1.07 “THE BACHELOR PARTY”
i just watched this episode like last month here we go again
doyle really takes any chance he can get to ask angel out huh
also i am obsessed with him pushing angel’s feet off the desk so he can sit there
and then angel putting his feet back up on the other side of the desk lol
CORDELIA LOOKS GORGEOUS HOT STUNNING INCREDIBLE SEXY BEAUTIFUL AMAZING ETCETERA
now it’s angel’s turn to be jealous (it’s always doyle’s turn lmao)
me trying to explain how doyle being half-demon is a metaphor for bisexuality Image
“and it’s your fault—both of you!” I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY
damn glenn quinn could ACT
when i realize doyle was younger than i am now when he got married 🤯
he wanted to be a father i am devastated he deserved so so so much better
harry’s reaction is so interesting to me (and also falls in line with my theory)
i cannot get over what’s going on between cordy angel and doyle this episode
how did he get married at 19 and already have his teaching license 🤨
cordelia beating the shit out of doyle is so funny pls 😭
“you think i’m a nice guy?”
if doyle needs a new wife i’m single. just sayin
FORGOT I WAS REWATCHING GODDAMN
y’all aren’t getting away that easily!
1.08 “I WILL REMEMBER YOU”
angel spending his free time LEVELING HIS DESK anyways he is my bff
the cordelia/buffy reunion could have been done SO MUCH BETTER
idk how much i’ll have to say about this episode i am deeply uninterested in the buffy/angel drama (and buffy *on ats* in general)
WHY do they miss each other tho. why would they want to get back together? they have nothing in common, they never knew each other, they have no reason to be having this conversation!
paused to go buy pizza anyways!
the oracles 100% just made him give them his watch as a prank
buffy was just gonna let him walk into the sun 😭
she really does a complete 180 every two seconds in this episode it’s EXHAUSTING
can they stop being horny please.
doyle when he comes into the apartment and sees angel in just his underwear Image
also, coincidentally, me seeing cordelia in that backless halter
I WANT BUFFY’S BOOTS
the way they set this up as a major prophetic apocalypse and then it’s solved in one episode 😭
okay this ending scene does kinda slay i cannot lie
1.09 “HERO”
i am going to kms
CORDELIA LOOKS SO SO SO GOOD I CAN’T DO THIS
not the dark avenger 🙈
another backless halter alert 🚨
i forgot they showed the entire commercial at the beginning. wasn’t ready at all
doyle punching the bag after angel leaves lmao
“we don’t belong to ourselves. we belong in the world, fighting.” THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT CENTRAL CONFLICTS OF THE ENTIRE SHOW! and it should have been resolved better/addressed differently in the end. like angel’s arc SHOULD be realizing that he DOES belong to himself
i could say SO MUCH about that quote like SO MUCH
coffee on the stairs… literally my dream… when he hands her the napkin… wow
god i just realized one of them would have to go tell harry. AND HIS MOM. losing my whole entire mind
doyle believes in angel SO INTENSELY from literally day one it makes me emotional
the demon worldbuilding in this episode could be quite interesting if they didn’t immediately ignore everything they set up
i think about the dynamics of this scene literally all the time. like 24/7
“is that it? am i done?”
1.10 “PARTING GIFTS”
sorry i can’t think about hero for too long or i will cry in this student lounge
“you keep saying that. but i need doyle.”
“to leave his atonement unfulfilled?”
“if it means he lives.”

the show kind of implies angel is wrong/selfish here when imo it’s one of the best things he’s ever done and a good message actually!!! idk it relates to the whole higher purpose vs self fulfillment thing
and i think the show tends to come down on the wrong side. like idk maybe i’m just not catholic but i think starting at a place of sacrifice/atonement/penance and ending at a place of choosing happiness/recognition of inherent rights would be a better arc
especially because they do START by emphasizing sacrifice and then just always come back to it and stay there… after five seasons! where is the development
later btvs seasons deal with this as well and it’s something the buffyverse has NEVER handled effectively
“but don’t you think he should’ve?”

this part 1) emphasizes how young cordy is 2) is such a natural human reaction to loss 3) makes me very sad
why is angel so pressed about the coffin thing 😭
cordy crying during her audition idc if she’s a fictional character from a show that ended 18 years ago i need to hug her immediately
NOT the leather pants
i am not actually a wesley hater yet but i think we could’ve used a full episode before he comes in
cordelia’s cropped green sweater with the shoulder cutouts lives in my mind rent free
“i’m a rogue demon hunter now.”
“wow… what’s a rogue demon?”
angel being a multilingual king we love to see it
i don’t know if i like to believe that doyle had no idea the visions would go to cordy or if i like to agree that he left her the most important thing he had
angel art historian era
angel house husband era
the breakfast scene makes me very 🥹🥹🥹
1.11 “SOMNAMBULIST”
this show (esp early episodes) loves to skirt around religion without really doing anything consistent to analyze the role of religion in this world/these characters’ lives
cordelia believing so wholeheartedly in angel 🥺🥺
“because that’s how fast i could take you if i wanted to” uhhh no comment
angel still enjoying violence is also SUPER interesting. like the fact that he really really wants to be evil again
are we not going to comment on them chaining angel to his bed. like we’re just gonna let that happen unaddressed
the irish accent needs a jumpscare warning
JEREMY RENNER NEEDS A JUMPSCARE WARNING
i’ve read i think an interview or an article on the alcoholism metaphor but tbh i don’t really see it. like it’s not developed or explored imo
angel really takes someone saying they’d kill him if they had to as a declaration of love
1.12 “EXPECTING”
this outfit is potentially top 5 cordy looks of all time
angel is SO JEALOUS
phantom dennis literally the best roommate of all time
cordy’s overalls look is so cute
man i hate this episode
cordelia is so strong and i love her so much
1.13 “SHE”
starting off so strong with wesley’s dancing jfc 😭
angel honey just have fun for once pls
angel and dennis bffs
1) cordelia’s outfit is slaying 2) her asking angel to mush the coffee beans with his vampire strength is such a good bit 3) angel is me at parties
LET WESLEY HUG YOU
“there’s no dental.”
“right, well, i’ll floss.”
wesley is so whipped for angel lmao there’s just no other way to put it that man is angel’s little bitch
please someone teach this man how to use a cell phone
i’d let angel give me an art history tour any day
the energy between angel and this demon chick makes me so uncomfortable. no real analysis bc i’m tired but the way she’s sexualized is so weird
alexis denisof is so good at physical comedy
like idk the way these girls STILL aren’t given narrative agency or treated as actual people by the people we’re supposed to see as the heroes (angel, WESLEY) even after “escaping” oppression does not sit right with me at all
also angel’s stance being “don’t make my city collateral damage in your war” (putting responsibility on both sides) and not “stop oppressing women” is… not great
ANGEL TRYING TO MUSH THE COFFEE BEANS AND THEN WESLEY OFFERING TO WASH THEM IS SENDING ME
like. him saying he’ll stop her if she crosses the line isn’t necessarily *wrong.* but he’s not doing anything to stop her oppressors (other than kicking them back to their own territory)
and making her attracted to him when he’s actively choosing not to stand against her oppression is. yikes imo
anyways! bad ep
1.14 “I’VE GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN”
would you try cordelia’s brownies answer honestly
angel calling wesley doyle is devastating to me personally (obvs quite upsetting for wesley but the impact on angel and cordy is what gets me). i remember this episode as not fully exploring the loss of doyle, something it didn’t even have to bring up, so i’m not sure why?
i guess maybe it’s just to focus on wesley feeling like a replacement but idk i feel like that’s a very simplistic perspective on a very complex issue
especially when the scene immediately following is about angel’s relationship to doyle (refusing to say his name/show emotion about his death) and the responsibility he feels for “letting” doyle take “his” place. idk maybe i’m forgetting stuff but why stop there???
anyways! angel canonically pretends to read to avoid conversation and i love that for him
really wish cordelia did more “field work”/investigating with the team, like it’s always her having a vision and then sitting at the office while the guys go solve whatever the problem is
“angel… jones. angel jones!”
angel laughing at cordy’s jokes! the “nobody gets my humor” scene wasn’t just a throwaway like the only times angel laughs throughout the season is when cordelia tells a silly little joke
is it gonna sound mean if i say that i wish wesley’s daddy issues were ever explored in an original way? it just feels so… basic to me
“i use… chocolate. that’s why they’re brown! which gives them their name… brownies :)” bestie wyd
this episode makes quite a bit more sense now that i’ve seen the exorcist
another quasi-religious episode that doesn’t really dive into religion… so interesting to me how they keep bringing it up but also trying to avoid it???
i literally can’t understand the stupid demon voice
“what makes you think these people want you around any more than the others did?”
“because i invited him here.”
“then you’re stupider than he is.”

THIS EXCHANGE HITS DIFFERENT WHEN YOU KNOW HOW WESLEY LITERALLY DESTROYS EVERYONE’S LIVES IN THE SECOND HALF OF THE SHOW
fuck OFF using doyle’s voice absolutely not
okay we all know i have a thing about exorcists……… and angel technically qualifies 😏
that’s what i was saying like… they don’t really explore angel’s connection to him at all it’s just thrown in there and idk why???? like just DO something with that relationship, connect to those emotions, explore that trauma/loss… don’t just bring it up and then drop it !!!!
just remembered that i can qrt into the same thread hehe now i can do even MORE half-baked analysis
the demon wanting to escape the kid he’s possessing is such a funny plot twist pls 😭
does it a) make logical sense or b) have narrative impact? no. but it’s a funny little haha
they really paid elisabeth rohm to show up and say one line
ok MAYBE there’s something to the dad wanting to protect his family/angel wanting to protect his team? like the dad realizes he can’t keep covering for his son and angel realizes/accepts that doyle made his choices. but it’s so loosely connected that i’m probably making it up
anyways bad messy half-baked episode! s1 11-15 is a really hard stretch to get through
either that or it’s really obvious and i’m just dumb. like i guess both narratives start by attributing agency to the wrong characters (framing doyle’s death as angel’s failure instead of doyle’s choice, and the harm to the family as the actions of the demon instead of the son)
but a) it’s not really that central to the episode/explored in the text b) there’s never actually a moment of realization/resolution to the angel/doyle half of that parallel. so anyways writing is bad & i will stop cursing your timelines with annoying ats analysis and go to bed
1.15 “THE PRODIGAL”
okay this is from the previously on segment but i wonder if they dressed kate like buffy (in the white sweater) on purpose for the scene where she finds out about angel, to compare/contrast their reactions
the double whammy of the bad irish accent + the horrible historical wig 😭
GUEST STARRING JULIE BENZ
i actually think this show *consistently* fails to make relationships with the characters’ fathers interesting (other than connor). like i mentioned it with wesley but kate/angel’s “daddy issues” are never remotely interesting/original either
kate is so ANNOYING (for lack of a better word)
DARLA!!! 🥵
underrated cordelia outfit!!!
i kinda think wesley wants to fuck this demon
why would kate think she knows anything about this stuff. like why not just LISTEN to angel. also why make it seem like they were super close beforehand, they never really connected/had an interesting relationship. idk i think kate’s character was v unnecessary overall!
now that i know where his arc is going i’m definitely picking up on early signs of wesley not treating women like people… Very Interesting 🤔
the way angel/liam’s relationship with his father is entirely told and never *shown* definitely contributes to how BORING i find it
you’d think more people in LOS ANGELES would acknowledge that angel is more commonly a hispanic name
it’s another angle on the “Nerdy Loser Guy Is Actually Kind Of a Misogynist” theme that we see with xander + the trio. which (as with xander) COULD work as a starting place for realization and genuine self improvement in contrast to, say, the trio. but (as with xander) DOESN’T 😑
although imo xander is at least closer to a character arc + active recognition that the “hero” fits the same mold as the “villain.” that’s a largely unrelated tangent that may not even make actual sense but oh well! it’s my rewatch thread and i get to be annoying 😎
do you think vamps think that the vamp face is hot. like do you think darla thinks angel looks good when he vamps out
actually this whole episode is underrated as far as cordelia’s fashion goes
something about the addiction aspect of this plotline is off to me… like the demon drug thing ?? just doesn’t work (probably because it’s thrown in without much development)
like i guess not everything HAS to say something but in a show that says SO MUCH it’s just missed opportunities when elements don’t connect to anything :/
next time just buy a gun. or a VERY long stake
wtf is darla talking about
1.16 “THE RING”
“if anyone is wearing a push-up bra around here, it’s angel” okay then 👍
STEPHANIE ROMANOV
did doyle transfer his typing skills along with the visions
at what point did these guys decide to take angel’s shirt off. and why
is david boreanaz from new york
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this episode has SO MUCH homosexual subtext
“you should understand that the man i work for means a great deal to me” okay wesley!
his competence level varies so wildly depending on the situation
LILAH
ANGEL LOOKS SO FUCKING HOT IN THIS EPISODE WHERE’S THAT SPONGEBOB(?) MEME
detective andrews 😍🥵
for a canonically bad actor cordelia SLAYS at going undercover
anyone else wish they were named Jack
“i’ll kill you quick.”
“i won’t let you.”

AND THE EYEBROW RAISE GODDAMN
not the low fps 😭
1.17 “ETERNITY”
i think it’s really sweet that angel and wesley went to see cordelia’s play. they are family!
i forgot the weird manager had a comeback era
cordelia being a tv show stan she’s just like me fr!
not a fan of rebecca to be completely honest
cordelia when angel spent the night with her celebrity crush
“do you know how rare [true happiness] is? and what are the odds he’d find it with an actress?”

when he did find true happiness with an actress 🥺😭💔
“evil angel never would have worn THOSE pants”
rebecca and cordelia date era
“which is why i *have* to help people now”

really interesting views on atonement and altruism—a contrast between redemption through saving others and saving others out of a desire to see them saved (balancing the scales vs just. helping) that i’m not sure is followed up on
not the jaws theme in the background 😭
“i think about this happening every. single. day.” SO INTERESTING.
cordy’s a damn good actress when she has to be!
cordy leaving him chained to the bed… slay!
1.18 “FIVE BY FIVE”
FAITH 💞💞💞
the guest stars for this episode are STACKED… julie benz, christian kane, stephanie romanov, AND eliza dushku?!?!
really inconsistent to have CORDELIA arguing that bad people can’t change (after the rooftop scene in somnambulist, no less). it would make infinitely more sense to flip her and wesley’s positions in this argument, since wesley has less and less faith in goodness/humanity
i just remembered that lindsey is a lawyer 😏
homosexuality in this courtroom
lilah and faith were fully gonna hook up huh
“i thought we were a team.”
“we’re not a team. i’m your boss. you go where i tell you.”
wesley and angel flipping perspectives re faith’s redemption is really interesting. how wesley is arguing that she deserves another chance and angel is saying she’s beyond help, and they’re both throwing their old positions in each other’s faces
why are angel and lindsey flirting so hard rn
dennis honey you should try harder
thinking something about faith and the fictionalization/derealization of violence. because torture doesn’t necessarily feel *in character* for her (nor does the game she’s playing with angel) but i think there’s something about violence as narrative and lack of real consequences?
idk my brain isn’t developing a full thought rn
the “you feel young?” line is such a hard-hitting tiny piece of dialogue. to me
part of it is clearly also revenge (for not protecting/understanding her when she felt that she needed it) and reaffirming herself as In Control (esp. opposed to older men, which is why thematically removing cordelia from the action sort of works) but idk there’s a lot going on
^ all of that is taking her actions at face value to some extent, i personally think the suicide-by-cop angle is only a *conscious* motivation once they’re in the street (but has been a *subconscious* motivation since long before faith even got to california) but that’s left open
although i can definitely see it the other way around, since getting angel mad enough to be “in the game” doesn’t serve a clear purpose (with her character) unless she’s already thinking about ending things
1.19 “SANCTUARY”
the makeup people did a great job of making faith look like she’s Going Through It
i like the way they use editing to portray faith’s intrusive thoughts
much to think about with victim’s rights vs rights of the offender
also the way wesley has to dehumanize faith to distance himself from the ideas he held last episode. also the way angel gets to have “the moral high ground” because ultimately he wasn’t the one hurt. also the way we can help those who hurt others but not when we’re the victims
which on the flip side makes it look like we’re incapable of properly acknowledging others’ pain. also the way which we project our own narratives onto others (“she wants to change.”) also the way we talk about recidivism and prevention in relation to punishment. also also also
cordy scamming angel into giving her paid vacation time # girlboss !
at least they’re self aware about the x-files thing
the conversation about apologizing to wesley!
“i’m not going to make it through the next ten minutes!”
“so make it through the next five.”

and

“i hate that it hurts like this!”
“oh well. it’s supposed to hurt.”
my initial reaction is to disagree that buffy went out of her way for/was a good friend to faith, but i gotta watch btvs s3 again
the watchers when wesley makes them swear that no harm will come to angel Image
angel leaving his shirt open like a WHORE
buffy looks really pretty <3 and that’s about the only nice thing i’ll have to say about her in this episode
if buffy acted like this with ANY man (angel/spike) maybe i’d be more willing to forgive. but you can’t tell me it’s not misogyny (from the writers, & internalized misogyny from her as a character) for her to forgive spike after he assaulted her but try to straight up kill faith
nah buffy is SO wrong for acting like she’s gonna cry after angel hit her when SHE HIT HIM FIRST and is also canonically MUCH stronger than him
“i gave you every chance” bestie WHEN
also faith thinking that leaving is the best thing she can do is v interesting to me (& more developed later on when she leaves prison). i think accepting the consequences of prison time was a really important step for her, +
but i also think that shutting yourself off from the world isn’t redemption and isn’t helping anyone. and this convo is the root of that idea for faith
“nobody else has EVER made me a victim” bestie angel is RIGHT THERE. literally right downstairs
hell yeah angel!
they should have stopped this scene before buffy brought up riley bc why would she even say that 😭 AND WHY IS SHE SO ENTITLED AND PETTY IN THIS EPISODE.
buffy the last time she saw angel: stop coming to see me i don’t need your help
buffy in this episode: i came to see you because i thought you needed my help
ANYWAYS faith making the choice to turn herself in is very powerful and the moment they see her sitting in the station is SO GOOD.
1.20 “WAR ZONE”
GUNN IS HERE!!!! THE LITERAL LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
idk if angel was joking about hiding money in the office and letting cordy sniff it out but i choose to fully and completely believe him
also i love them going to parties together <3 it’s such a parallel to cordelia and angel (re)meeting
“are you familiar with Dungeons & Dragons?”
“yeah, i’ve seen a few.”

PLS
now wesley how do YOU know about the demon brothel
THE STAKE TRUCK IS SO ICONIC
it’s a little early to get into it but it’s CRAZY to me that they work so hard in upcoming seasons to portray gunn as a bad leader when it’s very clear how competent and compassionate a leader he is before even meeting angel
making a note here of gunn’s sister saying that he’s reckless and too willing to lose people because i think i’m gonna have a LOT to say abt that later but i don’t remember quite enough of the specifics of future situations
when angel gets everything he wants (“love, family, a place on this planet i can call my own”) only to have it immediately torn away from him and destroyed from the inside out 💔💔💔
sometimes when angel threatens other men i’m just like. what could THAT mean
WHEN HE DOES THE SPIN KICK HOLDING THAT SIGNPOST… MY JAW LITERALLY DROPPED
why was putting angel’s shirt back on a three-person job.
i like how they make sunlight look so unnatural in scenes like this one. props to the lighting fr
“reality is a choice” shdjjdkdk good for you cordy
angel PUNCHING THROUGH A DOOR instead of using his cell phone pls
there’s SUCH an interesting parallel and inversion with angel and gunn killing their sisters (in ways that serve as fridging). their arcs are so closely aligned and they are so uniquely suited to understand each other it drives me CRAZY that they never really connect those dots
FHJRKDKL CORDELIA—QUE???
1.21 “BLIND DATE”
i need to know if all the w&h lawyers having the initials “L.M.” was intentional
i love the struggle of angel trying to fit into the “real world,” how he can take on any fight but at the end of the day he can’t work within the system. like you see a woman murder someone right in front of you but it’s too unbelievable to explain so she goes free? LOVE IT
i always make that conflict element more important/pervasive in my memory than it actually is within the show because i think it’s really original??? like VERY few supernatural shows deal with the lack of consequences (other than violence) that the heroes are able to implement
because they are working within a system that doesn’t understand or recognize their reality. wesley’s argument being that they have to simply work outside the system, while angel’s is that they SHOULD be able to work within the system because isn’t it there for the same reasons?
ALSO angel saying that the system doesn’t work because the individual actors within it are bad vs. lindsey exemplifying that he *does* feel bad about what he’s doing, but the system is *built* so that he keeps doing it *despite* his personal morality. very relevant!
the sexual tension in this scene i—
i love lindsey’s backstory. like he fully believes he did what he had to do and is working under exceptional circumstances but to angel it’s a cliché that doesn’t explain, let alone justify, the things he’s done. and the audience sees both perspectives and can choose the “truth”
like it’s a boring one dimensional backstory but it’s a boring one dimensional backstory ON PURPOSE which makes it interesting and multi dimensional
also interesting that (spoiler) lilah doesn’t have a tragic backstory and is ultimately treated sympathetically, while lindsey has all these excuses and is the literal one and only (souled) person angel can’t allow redemption
there’s also a parallel w/ lindsey being tasked to come up with a childhood that excuses vanessa’s crimes that suggests maybe he *doesn’t* fully believe his past excuses him, or he’s flat out lying
but i think it’s more interesting to view him as a misguided idealist than a master manipulator (also why iirc i kind of believe that at some points in not fade away he genuinely did want to change)
don’t want to speak too much on the finale tho because i could be misremembering some things!
I LOVE GUNN
I FORGOT MY THIRD LEAST FAVORITE ANGEL CHARACTER (the shanshu prophecy) WAS IN THIS EPISODE
the visuals when lindsey gets the blood on his face are SO GOOD
am i mistaken or is angel wearing a quarter zip
“lindsey, haven’t you learned anything? no one has their own life. we’re all part of something larger.” the parallel to how angel talks about his life (ex. hero)! adding to my thesis on free choice and identity in the buffyverse as we speak
1.22 “TO SHANSHU IN L.A.”
“nobody gets my humor 🙄”
“i thought it was funny 🙂”
“🥰”
why on earth is david in this episode
losing it at the bit where angel starts putting his feet up and cordelia walks in front of him
“angel’s going to die?!”
“oh. anything else?”
I LOVE THIS EPISODE SO MUCH. DAVID GREENWALT IS A GENIUS FOR THIS CENTRAL (EMOTIONAL) CONFLICT
“i ever meet those powers that be, i’m gonna punch them in the nose!” AND YOU SHOULD CORDY. YOU SHOULD.
exploring angel’s depression through the prophecy is so interesting (& the only good use of this damn prophecy). also the idea that the ability to change is what makes us human slaps
“you’re cut off from life. but don’t worry, i’m gonna help you with that!” yes cordy you ARE gonna help him with that!!!!
went on a tangent trying to find the song that’s playing while cordelia is at the market (time of day by grant langston) and ended up finding this parallel which like. damn Image
cordelia pointing out how broke she is at the beginning of the episode only to buy TWO WHOLE BAGS of art supplies just because she thought angel might want them my GOD
we do not talk about that enough!!!! not even close!!!!!!!!
i’ve always wondered why some things get visions and others don’t (because this part shows that every single tragedy *can* be a vision) like. what is the motive
charisma carpenter does SUCH A GOOD FUCKING JOB
they just blew up his apartment/office out of spite bc what could that have accomplished 😭
angel hit the slay button with that response to kate
“i’m gonna get you back. i need you back.”
honestly the oracles don’t really make any sense in this world and are also just. kinda useless so fair enough getting rid of them
“these people mean a lot to me.”
“i’m getting that.”

WHY DID THAT EXCHANGE MAKE ME CRY.
because cordelia and wesley DO mean a lot—everything!—to him and it’s so incredibly obvious that gunn sees it after meeting him like twice!
and also because gunn will be one of the people that mean a lot to him very very soon and gunn NEEDS someone to care about him as much as he cares about EVERYONE
((no one ever actually will because the writers deserve jail time but i can pretend))
i like the reversed symbology in this fight—lindsey on the side of evil with the cross and angel on the side of good with the scythe
THE THUMBS UP AFTER SHE HANDS ANGEL THE BLOOD
“that was the old me, wasn’t it?”
“i like them both.”

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
ANGEL’S SMILE WHEN HE HEARS THE PROPHECY HE IS SO!!!!!!
JUST REMEMBERED WHO’S IN THE NEXT EPISODE… i’m excited!
2.01 “JUDGEMENT”
LORNE!!!!!!!!
i will survive!!!!
also this monologue about L.A. is so good maybe i’m just an urban studies major but the importance of setting and the way they characterize the setting is SO GOOD i could write multiple essays!
cordelia: finally succeeding in her acting career
wesley: day drinking in an ugly shirt
i love their whiteboard if this took place ten years later they’d have an excel spreadsheet
headcanon that harmony gave cordelia that glass unicorn
dennis helping them find books <3
ANGEL’S HANDWRITING IS HORRIBLE LMAO
how does WESLEY know caritas i did not remember he was the one who’d been there
i would LOVE to sing karaoke at caritas like i would do anything
merl is the worstie i don’t care for him
lorne saw angel from across the room and said “i CANNOT let that man leave without hitting on him”
how did this lady and this demon get into this situation to begin with? i need backstory
HYPERION HOTEL MY BELOVED <3
god angel talking about how he thought he had already made it out of his (metaphorical) depression and is now realizing that it’s something he still has to deal with HURTS
also cordelia saying she’ll be there until the end is heartbreaking knowing what happens 💔
but her seeing this as a permanent thing, HER thing, and not just something she’s stuck doing until something better comes along is 🥹
BUT I SENT YOU AWAY, OH, MANDYYYY 🎶🎶🎶
CORDELIA AND WESLEY’S FACES PLS
FAITH IN THIS EPISODE .
angel going to visit faith is clearly a regular thing and that is so, so important to me
“think we might make it?”
“we might.”
2.02 “ARE YOU NOW OR HAVE YOU EVER BEEN”
i am OBSESSED with the hyperion i have written multiple short stories about haunted hotels i love it so much!!!
hehe room 217 😜
angel seeing gay people
not to buy into big tobacco or whatever but angel smoking is so FUCKING hot
remember when i outlined an entire essay on james dean’s role in vampire media. not for a class or anything. just because i’m me
i have an essay about doyle and mixed race identity/“passing” in my reading list, i wonder if it talks about judy as well (angel can be read as mixed race too, i think, at least in this episode)
what if it’s not even a demon it’s just asbestos
“you look the same.”
“i’m not.”
2.03 “FIRST IMPRESSIONS”
i love angel but his music taste is so incredibly bad pls 😭😭😭
although the image of him practicing karaoke in the shower is sending me
me whenever lorne starts singing
darla in the red dress 🔥
I THOUGHT WE WERE DONE WITH DAVID
cordelia is canonically turned on by financial advice 😭
“cordy, you’re driving.”
“me, drive your car?! so cool! :D”
moment of appreciation for cordelia’s outfit
i am so obsessed with the scene of the four of them sitting against the car
gunn canonically does not watch movies i must remember that
angel really choked out wesley while fully naked and then neither of them ever mentioned it again 😭
i love cordelia and gunn so much they needed more scenes together
am i finally being inspired to make another buffyverse edit?
goddamn california motorcycle law
oh angel and wesley are FLIRTING flirting
“and i don’t take orders! well, except from angel…” sorry but i have to use this emoji for that line 😏😏😏
cordelia honey have you ever heard the phrase “when you’re in a hole, stop digging?”
gunn slayed with calling out cordelia’s assumptions AND saying that no one becomes a billionaire ethically
cordy’s medical knowledge is so impressive she’s so intelligent
“i can’t take it easy, i can never take it easy… i can’t stop. i can’t ever stop.” GREAT exploration of gunn’s persona. he is the love of my life
this scene is giving evil dead
the way those aren’t even car keys 😭 this demon bitch has a fucking SKELETON KEY
i thought this demon’s name was d-bag the entire time …
listen. Listen. i KNOW this might be a hot take and i KNOW i love cangel more than life itself and also am a big time funn supporter but. BUT. cordelia/gunn, as a crack ship and at this point in the show… works for me 😔
“better just plan on having me in your life for a while” I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
the darla thing makes me so uncomfy. that is literally sexual assault!
2.04 “UNTOUCHED”
i am NOT a fan of this episode but we’ll see if that changes on second watch
are lilah and darla gonna fuck
i could listen to cordelia and wesley argue for two straight hours
THIS CORDELIA OUTFIT >>> early season two is SO GOOD for her fashion
“you can’t fire me, i’m vision girl!”
“you sleep more, you’re less rested” damn he just like me for real
“this town kind of attracts loners, don’t you think?” the way they write cities! changed the trajectory of my life fr
the dynamic lilah is able to pull off with bethany is so fascinating, she’s such a good manipulator
so much going on in this scene. why is cordelia buttoning angel’s shirt for him
okay the writing in this episode is actually pretty good, like it’s very entertaining to watch and a lot of the scenes are great, i just do not like the overall plot/messages (unless i change my mind)
THE HUBCAP AXE LET’S GOOOOOO
“i’m going to bed. it’s been a long day.”
“you’ve been up for three hours!”

HE’S JUST LIKE ME
this is the episode my profile picture is from hehe
the interactions between cordelia and bethany are SO WEIRD
i think that’s most of the reason i don’t like this episode??? like all the interactions between bethany and cordelia are centered on angel, cordelia is weirdly like jealous of bethany, bethany is so dismissive of cordelia and almost trying to make her look bad, it’s SO WEIRD
cordelia talking about women “seeing more levels” like the gender roles and the way women interact is so reductive and out of line with the rest of the show
and the way they talk abuse in general like i am no expert and i’m sure not everyone agrees but the way bethany’s backstory manifests as a “sexual vibe” (i don’t think i get the “family business” crack but that too ig) gives me the ick idk
i really don’t get why bethany is one of people’s favorite one-episode characters, i was looking at reviews where people actually wanted her to come back in a larger role??? idk i don’t think she’s a compelling character at all and tbh i don’t really like her
AND THE PART WHERE SHE COMES INTO ANGEL’S ROOM I HATE THIS EPISODE!
i don’t even think bethany’s hypersexuality due to trauma is bad writing, like that’s a real response, i just despise the second half of this episode and i can’t fully explain it
ANGEL FALLING THROUGH THE DOORWAY IS A CLASSIC
i think actually the only thing that bothers me about this episode is the weird angel/bethany sexual tension and cordy’s response to it, like everything else is good? and i do like how bethany has to take accountability for hurting people even though it was a result of her abuse
like breaking out of that mold is good, and taking responsibility for your actions, and all that, i just hate this specific part and i can’t even explain why. so i will stop being repetitive and move on :)
cordelia saying she likes men who spend money on her… angel literally just said he would buy her a new scarf… 🤔
also i literally never stop thinking about this cordelia outfit SO UNDERRATED
the glass breaking effect is so goofy pls 😭
2.05 “DEAR BOY”
angel being too tired to get his tea from the table in front of him but still RUNNING to catch cordelia as soon as she starts having a vision 🤔🥺
if i could change one thing about this show it would be taking THREE SEASONS for cordelia to learn fight skills (and even then, barely)
like it made sense in season one, it fit her character that she would have no interest in learning, but now it just doesn’t make sense and it’s very frustrating that she always has to get saved by the male characters
okay if i could change ONE thing about this show there are a lot of things higher on the list but you know what i mean
darla always looks so fancy in the historical flashbacks and angelus looks like a feral rat
cordelia and drusilla both having visions is so fascinating, i would love to see more interactions and narrative parallels between their characters, and to know whether drusilla’s visions are from the powers (and if so, how/why she got them)
angel smelling cordelia’s hair I’M LOSING IT
“how does it feel?” “doesn’t feel like anything.” and “i can’t feel a thing” from L.A. song… interesting motif for lindsey’s character, gotta think more on this
not a fan of lindsey/darla but reading it as lindsey projecting his attraction to angel is So Fun
NOT KATE AGAIN 😭😭😭
cordelia in the waitress outfit… Image
of all the fake names in all the world… why DeETTA KRAMER
“that’s unbelievable! i didn’t think you EVER had sex”
EVERYBODY HAVE FUN TONIGHT 🎶
angel ending the song with “i’m very sorry” HE’S LITERALLY ME
“i know you’re not going to start anything in here… you’re a good boy.” please tell me i’m not the only one picking up MAJOR sexual tension
i don’t know what in the world is going on with cordy’s hair but i kinda dig it???
lindsey said darla spin-off incoming
cordelia and wesley’s synchronized arm folding is SENDING ME
not the irish accent coming out 🤦‍♀️
“it’s been a long time since i’ve said this to anybody… but you can scream all you want” 🫣🤭
“buffy wasn’t happiness. she was just new!” she kinda spilled ngl!
i get kate’s point about innocent people being caught up in this supernatural mess but 1) literally how is any of that angel’s fault 2) team angel cares about those people too 3) what does she want angel to do, just let all this shit happen?
like… the logic is NOT there
GOD DOESN’T WANT YOU… BUT I STILL DO
that line cracks me up idk if we’re supposed to take it seriously but like… iconic!
2.06 “GUISE WILL BE GUISE”
alexis denisof is great at physical comedy i can’t lie
why is cordelia dressed like a bad vegas magician
the constant elevator dings are so funny
cordelia’s angel impression is SO GOOD
wesley this has got to be one of the DUMBEST ideas of all time
angel getting dragged within an inch of his life for driving a convertible we love to see it
now what the FUCK is cordelia’s hairstyle
the buffy/angel hater in me LOVES this analysis of their relationship re: angel getting over darla
the fish hook thing freaks me out i can’t explain it but that is a fear of mine
2.07 “DARLA”
darla asking lindsey if he has a boyfriend Image
so becoming a vampire cures you of illness/injury? hmm 📝
cordelia suggesting angel drives around trying to smell darla PLS
interesting, given future developments, that gunn has the best mind for picking up on technicalities/making connections from evidence (telling kate that angel couldn’t have murdered darla’s husband bc he wasn’t invited in, realizing that w&h must be paying for darla’s housing)
did angel and the master meet in btvs s1 i don’t remember (i only watched it once in may 2020). and if so did they still have this beef
i think part of what makes that choice so interesting is that he totally could have done all of that by himself
the importance given to names (particularly darla’s name) in this episode is so interesting, it also stands out to me that drusilla keeps the least of her human identity but is also the only one to keep her name
“it’s not me you want to screw… it’s him.” SHE DID NOT LIE
why would they curse angel and not darla when she’s literally right there (and also kidnapped + helped him kill that girl)
“unlike me, maybe she won’t have to go through it alone.”
“you’re not alone.”

LOSING IT
angel talking about being human again 😭😭😭
2.08 “THE SHROUD OF RAHMON”
wesley would you STOP TALKING TO THE COPS
r.i.p. cordelia’s long hair 🙏 you will be missed
crazy how gunn makes angel look short
“what am i supposed to do, sit home and knit?”
“i could use a sweater.”
cordelia changing clothes under the desk bestie doesn’t this hotel have rooms
so clothes dust with the vampire but sunglasses don’t… gotta draw the line somewhere i guess
kate is again wearing something we’ve seen buffy in… what is the meaning of all this 🧐
cordelia in a leather jacket FINALLY
why is cordelia barely in this episode why sideline her from all the action
2.09 “THE TRIAL”
cordelia being sad because angel doesn’t talk to her anymore 🥺
wesley is so painfully british (emotionally stunted)
angel laundry era
the makeup and costuming departments went off in this scene, darla looks genuinely ill + the bright lipstick + the traditional “vampire”-y dress + the cross necklace !!!
LINDSEY GOT A HAIRCUT
we got the first holtz mention in season two????
“i always pick the stupid ones” GO OFF DARLA
angel being fully prepared to yell at lindsey from his doorway all night vs lindsey immediately inviting him in
starting to think angel enjoys choking lindsey out on a personal level
I FORGOT IT WAS THE SAME DISEASE THAT WAS KILLING HER THE FIRST TIME SHE WAS HUMAN. like DAMN that’s good writing
cordelia and wesley having tea <3
darla smelling the jasmine in the courtyard… foreshadowing!
lorne when a hot twink turns out to be evil
do we get some sort of plot twist that makes the trial unusable ever again because this seems useful in future situations
WHERE’S THE VIDEO OF ANGEL BREAKING STUFF
this doesn’t really make sense because angel does know what happens if he turns someone with a soul (from why we fight)🧍🏼‍♀️maybe he doesn’t know the long term effects yet but he definitely knows right
it also really doesn’t make sense that he wouldn’t use the trial for cordelia & fred but i guess they forgot about a lot of this stuff by s5
when darla was “watching” angel fight was it like cordy’s visions where she can feel his emotions? and if so is the trial guy a power? i have so many questions
I LOVE DARLA SO MUCH. her accepting what’s happening to her and realizing this is her second chance is so powerful and it’s HEARTBREAKING to have that taken away
it also shows imo that lindsey doesn’t actually care about darla as much as he thinks he does (bc i think, similar to what i was talking about in blind date, he truly believes he is in Big Romantic Love with her) bc she clearly doesn’t want this! at all!
DRUSILLA ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
2.10 “REUNION”
the darla & drusilla costuming is SO GOOD
the nursery scene is one of the best fights in the show
can’t believe holland straight up told lindsey he needs to get laid
really wish drusilla ever got an actual character arc
oh darla and dru are SO in love
lindsey lowkey has a drinking problem
controversial take i don’t like darla’s crimped hair/gold pants look but dru’s outfit is FIRE
“do you know what i’m getting from you, lindsey? nothing.”
“and yet, somehow, i just can’t seem to care.” HE SLAYED (literally)
angel firing them isn’t even the worst part it’s the way he just walks out of the room
2.11 “REDEFINITION”
cordelia pointing out the darla/buffy parallels yesss…
“what are we supposed to do now?”
“think i’ll grab a burrito before i head home”

good for you gunn
the three of them walking in separate directions nooo 😭
society if they made angel’s drawings actually look good Image
angel thinking his humanity and connections are what makes him weak… just had the thought “What Would Doyle Think About This” and now i’m utterly devastated
lindsey’s reaction to hearing he wasn’t the only survivor pls 😭
he took off the coat 😬
LADY MARMALADE!!!!
wes and cordy running into each other at caritas aww
also cordelia’s fit kinda slays!
GUNN IS HERE!!!!!!!!
darla and drusilla both showing up in terrible outfits this is truly a loss for the community
lindsey’s gone insane what was “just take it like a man 😘”
THE HARD CUT FROM THEM ALL ARGUING TO SINGING WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS AND HUGGING
also whoever picked that song for this scene is INCREDIBLE at their job
lorne folding up his jacket for cordy 🥺 he is my bff
“can’t a woman wreak a little havoc without there being a man involved?”
the way angel had a literal zero for two success rate with this plan 😭 bestie could you not think of anything else
i forgot they made lindsey and lilah share the job of vice president that’s so fun
2.12 “BLOOD MONEY”
wesley and gunn playing board games they are such besties
ANNE 💞💞💞
mid season two is really just the story of angel terrorizing merl
angel saying “i won’t be seeing her anytime soon” about cordelia
also the “god no” when anne asked if she was his ex girlfriend ANGEL WHEN I FIND YOU
what the FUCK is going on why is there angel/lilah sexual tension
“want angel hitching another ride in your backseat? so to speak…” what could THAT mean
CORDELIA AND WESLEY AND GUNN TOASTING “TO US” BRO I AM SOBBING
imagine my davy jones short kings anthem edit but instead it’s lindsey mcdonald
lindsey and lilah’s constant bickering is so fucking funny you are grown adults who went to law school 😭
anne and angel’s debate over whether it’s better to take *blood money* and use it to do good or to refuse it on principle is very interesting
especially considering angel’s future role as CEO of wolfram and hart…
lilah looks so sexy
why don’t you feel him up a little harder lindsey
please why are we watching cordelia’s self tapes and wesley’s terrible dancing
i love that anne calls angel out for using her job and the lives of her kids as a setting for some drama exposing w&h. also that they hint at the possibility of him being willing to work with w&h if he reaches the point where he just doesn’t care
“what’s this?”
“blood.”
“it’ll wash.”

like! the message of this episode isn’t that idealistic “never take their money” trope! i love that!!!
2.13 “HAPPY ANNIVERSARY”
i actually love cordy wes and gunn trying to make it on their own so so much. like i’m not pleased with angel’s treatment of them ofc but the three of them working together is just so important to me
lorne breaking into angel’s home to wake him up by belting the national anthem 😭
lorne honey we will get you that lakers game one way or another!
NOT BYE BYE LOVE 🙈
hobbies include:
1) getting lawyers killed
2) setting girls on fire
why does this show contain so much physics
“sometimes you need to wallow. just let the depression settle in. silently.” so true bestie !
i’m gonna start saying “this is a yeehaw moment” wherever something goes remotely well
LORNE IS ABSOLUTELY NOT QUALIFIED TO BE DRIVING
“he’s just sort of… hollow.” THE PARALLELS TO ANGEL… THE PARALLELS TO ME !
“he was really sweet there for a while… it’s just not the kind of love that lasts” like this is such a depressing parallel if you use it to look at the team angel breakup
angel being at the point where he wouldn’t really care if the world ended… i am concerned about him
this season is full of vehicular manslaughter
CORDELIA’S DENIM JACKET SLICKED BACK HAIR LOOK MY GOD !
HELL YEAH LORNE
lorne said the ability to change is what makes us human and i said
THE EDITING OF THIS ENDING IS DEVASTATING. HOW YOU THINK IT’S ANGEL FOR A SECOND. GOD
WHICH ONE OF YOU IS ANGEL IT’S JUST A NAME Image
i think about that line all the goddamn time it’s just SO
2.14 “THE THIN DEAD LINE”
the way i have a project due at the end of the week + should be writing an essay about this show and yet… i am procrastinating
wait am i stupid i thought this eye stuff was in epiphany
this spooky version of outkast kinda slaps tho
“it was sixty-five degrees out there.”
“so? i’m from florida!”

accurate floridian representation ngl
anne and gunn’s friendship! i am literally sobbing
cordelia and wesley were so fucking hopeful when they heard angel helped her GOD
what the fuck is this camera effect on the action shots
gunn’s old friends calling angel investigations his “new family” 😭
wesley almost dies part one
“is anyone else cold?”
“it’s okay, man, we’re gonna take you someplace warm”

WESLEY AND GUNN ARE JUST SO
like i am generally a little bit anti-wesley but alexis denisof’s ability to sound/be so vulnerable is incredible
are we going to have an episode that’s highly referential to an iconic horror movie every 14th episode of the season
kate telling angel that police brutality works is insane
like i get that’s it like a “there are no morally good choices” kind of thing but like. Whack
j august richards is truly one of the best actors the buffyverse has ever had
2.15 “REPRISE”
THE ROOM FULL OF GOATS… iconic location
i think actually the element of having to work within the law (which i was talking about somewhere) works better with kate, i don’t like her but i do like that the show tries to consider the real world and how what angel & co does will never fit into that + often has consequences
darla and lindsey back together? :/
the lack of resolution to the darla/drusilla plotline makes no sense like why did they send dru back to btvs without resolving anything
“you always take a shower when you come back from [w&h]. don’t know why, you’re never dirty.”
“i’m always dirty.”

lindsey is SUCH AN INTERESTING CHARACTER. the way he doesn’t really have feelings/care about things but what he does weighs so heavily on his conscience… !!
lorne is serving LOOKS
lorne: i can’t tell you what i read from karaoke
lorne two episodes ago: angel you wouldn’t BELIEVE what i read from karaoke
angel threatening cordelia WHEN I FIND HIM
okay i know the angelus comments were foreshadowing for angel fucking darla but like. there’s something to cordy wishing he didn’t have a soul because then she could understand why he’s doing this, and she wouldn’t have to deal with the fact that ANGEL can be cruel
if i were kate i would have chosen violence against this review board guy
the callback to are you now or have you ever been !!!
i like virginia! i think wesley having a gf who’s not really involved in all this rather than a tragic obsession with his coworker was good actually!
cordelia and wesley’s phone call 😭 god this season HURTS
can’t believe this silly little eye demon became a THREE EPISODE plotline
holland is so boring pls
THE HELLEVATOR !
this does so much setup for the ending— how, no matter how hard you fight, bad things just keep happening, and you can never stop them
and how the other side doesn’t even see it as a fight, just as work? man
i love the concept of “hell” just being the real world, too. like this episode falls flat to me and i think the hellevator conversation probably needed another pass in the editing room but the CONCEPT is so good
hell IS other people
the SCORE… i generally don’t think the composing is too remarkable for this show (compared to, like, buffy) but this one’s GOOD
what is the thematic meaning of “cold” in this arc… “you kind of left them in the cold” “it’s a lot colder in here” / “is anyone else cold” / “i just wanna feel something besides the cold” … what does it mean what does it all mean
+ “warm, warm, it’s always warm here / i can’t take the cold” THIS HAS TO BE ON PURPOSE RIGHT
“what are you doing?” “it doesn’t matter. none of it matters” to “if nothing we do matters… then all that matters is what we do” GODDAMN
reprise makes me a little upset because the ideas are SO MUCH BETTER than the execution… it just ends up falling flat
2.16 “EPIPHANY”
why does angel “losing his soul” look like he’s having stomach cramps 😭
how are y’all gonna say angel is canonically bad at sex when he made darla finish three times
angel realizing that he missed his chance to save darla and that the only reason he’s still trying is because he wants to save himself
“you did me a favor tonight. now i’m gonna do one for you.” the parallel to what he says to cordelia in couplet… i am Pondering
imagine someone saving your whole life and all you say is “thanks. now get out.”
lindsey trying to be intimidating in this scene made me laugh ngl
“i don’t know how to get back.”
“well, that’s just the thing. you don’t. you go on to the new place.”

THE CONSTANT TENSION BETWEEN CYCLICAL AND FORWARD DEVELOPMENT (narrative, character, philosophical) is INCREDIBLE and something i always always think about in my own life
lorne said lemme flirt with angel that’ll help
angel’s never been to wesley’s apartment before why does that make me sad
WHEN WESLEY SMILES AT HIM AND THEN PURPOSEFULLY PUTS ON AN ANGRY EXPRESSION. BRO
LINDSEY DRAMATICALLY GOING INTO HIS CLOSET FOR HIS COWBOY BOOTS… I HAVE TO LAUGH
angel is dropping the ball on this whole reconnecting-with-wesley deal so hard
why does [redacted plot point] happen to cordy THREE TIMES she doesn’t deserve this and it makes me sick!
“knowing her-“
“but you don’t. you don’t know her at all.”

OUCH
GUNN AND WESLEY’S HANDSHAKE!!!
LINDSEY RUNNING ANGEL OVER IS THE SINGLE FUNNIEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN ON THIS SHOW
THE IF NOTHING WE DO MATTERS MONOLOGUE… I DON’T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS IT’S JUST SO PERFECT CHANGED MY ENTIRE LIFE FR
angel asking to work for them 😭😭😭
“why is it that i’m not on the floor this time?”
“i got you.”

UNDERRATED SCENE
2.17 “DISHARMONY”
i love angel working for the others SO FUCKING MUCH but… why does WESLEY automatically get to be in charge
if they go based on seniority it should be cordy, if they go based on prior leadership experience it should be gunn, WHY IS IT WESLEY other than that he’s the only other white man
“you and i? we’re not friends.”

I AM DEVASTATED TO MY VERY CORE
NOT THE MUPPET, DUMBASS
angel tripping over literally every object in the hotel lobby while trying to give cordelia the rest of the night off when SHE OUTRANKS HIM— now that’s comedy!
HARMONY MY GIRL 💖
all the vampire jokes are so funny i love this episode
also that’s gotta be the longest scene of two women talking to each other we’ve seen on this show in AGES
OH CORDELIA, HOW I LOVE TO FEEL YA 🎶
“i am happier now than i was then” GOD CORDELIA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
shouldn’t my man dennis have picked up on some weird vibes before now
i hate the cordelia and willow phone call… why end it like that it just feels icky
contrasting cordelia and harmony’s fashion in this episode is so interesting
me whenever i read about this show: i don’t get the alcoholism metaphor
harmony to angel: so don’t you wish you could still drink lol
some bigger points while this vampire mlm guy talks
1) i guess i do sorta see the alcoholism metaphor in that a lot of big season plots involve angel’s addictions but i still don’t see it as very prevalent overall, at least not compared to how people write about metaphor in ats
2) the writers were BRILLIANT to end the big season plot 2/3 of the way through and use the rest to focus on resolution like that’s SUCH a good choice
“you’re an office manager and i’m dead”
“yeah, well, life takes some funny turns sometimes”
the conflict of this episode between who you thought you wanted to be and who you truly are (shown by cordelia vs harmony) is . Wow
why is it raining in precisely one (1) shot of this scene
also angel believing in cordelia and having faith in her no matter what is 🥺
also i HATE that angel’s right about harmony (in the grand scheme of things—it totally makes sense in this episode) idk i know it’s like. The Point of the narrative device but i hate how being soulless = being incapable of change and guaranteed to always do evil no matter what
“the people who cared about you” (past tense) I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
ANGEL STOP LYING YOU ARE MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE
ANGEL BOUNCING UP AND DOWN WITH CORDY WHEN SHE’S EXCITED ABOUT HER NEW CLOTHES
that scene always feels like a bit of a cop out to me but i also love the explanation of it that angel listened to what cordelia specifically was upset about and did what he could to fix that
2.18 “DEAD END”
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHHHH MY GOD
DARRYL FROM CXG?!?!?!???
the way cordelia and angel hold onto each other…. I’m Going Insane
watching the visions hit cordy harder and harder is so devastating
is it problematic if i say lindsey is one of the hottest men in the buffyverse
the hand just writing “kill” over and over again is so fucking funny 😭
angel 🤝 fox mulder
tipping a dollar and getting made fun of
also could they not afford someone to come in and read that line for ADR it sounds like SHIT
ANGEL BUYING HER EVERY KIND OF LUNCH BECAUSE HE CAN’T REMEMBER WHAT SHE’D WANT BUT HE KNOWS SHE DOESN’T WANT PEOPLE TO ASK HER THINGS… GOD THEY ARE SO IN LOVE
the way cordelia says “i love you” so matter-of-factly… the way angel looks so nervous… her wanting HIM to be happy… the way he smiles so brightly… GOD !
PRETTY GIRL ON EVERY CORNER SUNSHINE TURNS THE SKY TO GOLD WARM WARM IT’S ALWAYS WARM HERE AND I CAN’T TAKE THE COLD
LA song #1 best original song ever written for a television show i love that song so fucking much
lorne 🤝 cordelia 🤝 me

thinking lindsey is hot when he sings
also the fact that lindsey used to be a regular at caritas… fascinating!
angel hiring ANOTHER private detective to find who the hand came from 😭
if you’re gonna sneak around and steal things from your job at least CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR 😭 girl
when your life is going well but you’re still depressed #amiright
lindsey holding up his fists against angel WHO HAS AN AXE… what a dumbass
“we worked in the mailroom together” THAT REVEAL IS SO SMALL BUT SO GOOD… and the guy crying that single tear? incredible
i like how (up to this point—things obviously reverse later) lilah and lindsey are a reversal of popular tropes aroun emotion/ruthlessness… like he is unable to deeply feel emotions but also chooses to stop doing evil, while she is emotionally attached TO the company/doing evil
idk i gotta think more before i can explain it well, and obviously the comparison between them reverts to more traditional story arcs later on, but it’s interesting to consider
THE EVIL HAND MONOLOGUE… HE IS SO FUCKING FUNNY
me watching angel and lindsey say goodbye: *chanting* kiss! kiss! kiss!
the fact that i have to wait until SEASON FIVE to see my boy lindsey again… i’m suing
2.19 “BELONGING”
the cold open is so so important to me 💞💞💞
they are family !
gunn respecting pronouns… king shit
ANGEL MISSING THE FIST BUMP AND THEN WES AND GUNN DO ANOTHER ONE FOR HIM 🥺🥺🥺
wesley is such a basic bitch (in terms of his relationship with his father) i just can’t bring myself to care that much
angel in the fake sunlight 🥺🥺🥺
this arc has such conflicting messages about female objectification but mostly i just feel so bad for cordy
the overall character development in this episode (which each character trying to fit back into the life they expected to have and finding that after everything they’ve been through together, angel inv. IS the place where they belong) is so so good but gunn’s choice feels like…
prioritizing helping certain victims (implied to be wealthier) over others (homeless people) and idk about that one. like his overall move away from the people he used to protect (the truly “helpless”)… esp. given angel’s argument in 1.03 that he’s there for the people +
who the justice system won’t help, but then it’s angel who separates gunn (who is part of/a leader in that community) from that aspect of his life… not saying angel doesn’t help/care about these people but the episode setting it up as a clear choice between the two doesn’t help
like the part where angel’s telling wes and gunn about the director objectifying cordy and they’re all picturing her in the swimsuit… What Is That Supposed To Say. bc i don’t think it’s intentionally critical of their behavior/meant to suggest that she would have to deal with +
this issue in the “world” of AI, too. it just sucks that she’s objectified even by the men she’s supposed to “belong” with (without even being present!). and then her role/costume in pylea adds a whole other layer that i’m sure i’ll get into later lol
SUPERSTITION 💚💚💚
angel complaining about powerwalkers he’s so funny 😭
cordelia smiling to someone off screen when the only person she could be looking at is angel… what were they communicating about 🤔
literally WHY is wesley automatically in charge with no discussion after angel comes back. when angel was gone it was like an equal partnership and then all of a sudden wesley’s the leader for no explainable reason
other than that he feels entitled to automatic leadership because he’s a white man with daddy issues??? it makes me so irrationally angry
FRED 💖💖💖
lorne could you possibly be any MORE shady about this demon problem of yours
lorne inviting angel to go see elton john with him… dare i say boyfriends
the fact that fred’s coworker is holding onto the missing poster five years later 😭😭😭
headcanon that lorne does, in fact, go back to this library to do children’s storytime
cordy’s little 🤞🤞 she’s so cute
“oh, CRAP.”
2.20 “OVER THE RAINBOW”
andy hallett should be in the credits by this point like there’s no reason it takes until HALFWAY THROUGH SEASON FOUR
“god i wish i could get drunk” me too lorne me too
wait that also makes lorne becoming an alcoholic post-AHITW very confusing to me
SCREW LOGIC. WE’RE GETTING CORDY BACK.
do they explain why everyone in pylea speaks english or are we just supposed to suspend our disbelief
lorne’s backstory drives me so insane. imagine hearing music in your head without even having the concept of music like i am fucking feral
lorne deserved more screentime i’m still not over it
pylea is literally just bbc merlin if they painted everyone green
FRED
lorne getting the exact unhelpful vague psychic predictions he always gives angel lmao
okay but how does angel NOT have handcuffs
angel leaving the voicemail I Am Fucking Crazy
“why am i not on fire?!”
angel and wes poking each other’s faces they are so funny
gunn is a xena stan love that for him
“i’ll take the 20 on the left, you take the 50 on the right.” thinking about the callback to this line in not fade away and going insane over how gunn never stops fighting
HI GUYS 😁
there have been better tweets about this but i do find it uhhh interesting that cordy’s princess outfit is essentially the same as what she wore in the commercial from belonging… i guess there’s slightly more of an element of agency but not really. it just comes off kinda weird
2.21 “THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS”
angel examining his hair in the mirror is sending me
“ya look good 🙄” cordelia wants him SO BAD
almost as bad as he wants her
none of the other pyleans have red eyelids implying that lorne is in fact canonically wearing eyeshadow at all times
imagine if the wolf, ram, and hart were just coincidence and we’re all freaking out over some silly little animals
STOP IN THE NAME OF LOVE
why are they lampshading the demon pregnancies thing AS IF THEY AREN’T GONNA MAKE IT A MILLION TIMES WORSE
i fucking HATE the groosalugg that fucking dumbass little bitch boy ruined literally everything every single bad thing that happens in the rest of the series can be traced back to that whore
i want him GONE
why would you fuck a walmart version of angel when real angel is right there. i mean i guess you can’t fuck him but
sorry the drinks are beginning to hit
connecting the dots (nick cave poster in oz’s van -> fred dipping her right hand in blood) my theory is that they wanted to use red right hand and couldn’t get the rights but that doesn’t really make sense because they gave that song to literally every show/movie ever made
separating angel from the demon entirely is so interesting i wish they did a little bit more with it but it connects well to the discussion of black/white/grey morality in pylea
they even lampshade the weird wardrobe thing. lot of that going around
wesley carrying a photo of him/angel/cordelia in his wallet he’s insane for this
angel thinking that his friends won’t accept him now that they’ve seen his worst side as if that was ever even a possibility for them god
LORNE
jk i know he’s fine but IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO HIM I WOULD KILL EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM AND THEN MYSELF
i wanna watch the s2 finale but there is no way on earth i’m staying awake that long so goodnight everyone i shall finish tomorrow i hope 💚
2.22 “THERE’S NO PLACE LIKE PLRTZ GLRB”
pylea haters are such goddamn cowards
lorne waiting a full minute before talking to cordy just for the drama
“we die horribly and painfully, you go to hell, and i spend eternity in the arms of baby jesus.” I LOVE GUNN
would you try fred’s tree bark enchiladas answer quickly
“what is it with you people and mutilation?”
“we don’t have a lot of entertainment.”

fair enough
“i don’t want to leave them to get themselves killed. i do that enough.”

gunn’s character development from being reckless with his friends/followers in war zone to caring more than anyone else about losing people in the fight >>>
gunn giving wesley feedback on his plan and wesley dismissing him entirely without even considering it WESLEY WYNDAM-PRYCE WHEN I FIND YOU
AND GUNN STILL LOOKS SO PROUD OF WES FOR LEADING THEM HE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER
*AND* WESLEY IMMEDIATELY LISTENS TO ANGEL… WHY IS GUNN DISMISSED LIKE THIS HUH. (we all know why)
the guys getting scared out of their minds and fred not being startled in the slightest lmao
SO GUNN’S FLAW AS A LEADER WAS BEING RECKLESS (in 1.20) AND HE LEARNED AND GREW FROM THAT AND NOW WESLEY IS ARGUING THAT TRYING NOT TO GET ANYONE KILLED MAKES YOU A BAD LEADER I FUCKING HATE IT HERE
is the message up to here that being compassionate bars you from leading like . wtf

although i guess it sets up connor in a way? trying to do right by everybody and not get anyone hurt led to literally everybody fucking dying

but that’s not a super strong parallel imo
i think this moment by the fire is the defining moment in wesley’s downfall. like him getting put in charge here sets everything into motion for what he does in the rest of the series
i know i just made about 50 anti-wesley tweets but his absolute conviction that angel can and will come back to them is SO 🥺 even if it’s acting
seeing wesley lie to everyone and manipulate them psychologically in order to accomplish what he believes is right … yikes
also interesting because on a surface level the only person wes respects in this group is angel (offers to let him take over) but the only person he’s truthful with is gunn (despite wesley’s dismissive attitude towards him) hmm
LET’S GO CORDY 👏👏👏
when angel thought cordy said she loved him 😭😭😭
“i had to come back here, to find out i *didn’t* have to come back here.” THAT WHOLE SPEECH—I LOVE LORNE SO FUCKING MUCH
i LOVE the part where they drive through into caritas! they r my family!
did we HAVE to end on such a bummer
3.01 “HEARTTHROB”
i don’t want to be a hater (i do want to be a hater) but wesley being all “poor fred :((( she’s been through so much” and gunn emphasizing her strength/survival skills really shows how differently they see fred (and in case it wasn’t clear, gunn >>>)
SHOULDA GONE TO VEGAS
amy acker in the credits !!!
gunn and wesley being too scared to set the rat traps pls
i will NEVER get over cordelia and angel seeing each other again
i always forget that fred has that awkward crush on angel at the beginning
ANGEL CALLING CORDELIA BABY I’M
why do we have these dumbass spike and dru knockoffs
“can you even begin to fathom the things we did? of course not, you’re in love.” angelus canonically not in love with darla 🤔
i fucking HATE holtz literally the most boring villain of all time
the spike knockoff is such a bad actor PLEASE
“you couldn’t die with her.” GOD
LORNE 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
cordelia wanting to stay with angel 🥺 angel wanting to keep cordy safe 🥺 THEY R SO IN LOVE
also the fred coming out of her room scene lmao
love this scene on the metro. we needed more public transportation representation in angel thee series
CORDY STICKING HER TONGUE OUT AT THE VAMPIRE SHE’S SO FUNNY
this vampire saying cordelia is the woman angel loves… saying angel didn’t really love buffy… i don’t know if i can fully disagree !
“because i know you” // “i know you.” BRO… WHEN THEY KNOW EACH OTHER
cordelia saying she misses buffy too 🥺🥺🥺
i wish they had kept some sort of relationship between cordelia and buffy post-btvs s3. they had such an interesting dynamic
angel being upset because he could handle buffy’s death. feeling like he’s betraying her by not feeling more. cordelia saying he is a better, not worse, person for not letting grief destroy him. GODDAMN
3.02 “THAT VISION THING”
i am also taking a bath so might not tweet much lol but i love fred becoming part of the team and also everyone being nice to cordy is so funny
we are resuming the episode now
cordy hiding how much pain she’s in hurst so bad (and angel knowing)
first of all the typo is so embarrassing second my wifi went out :((( i shall try again tomorrow
resuming episode
lilah making fun of gavin as if his real estate scheme wasn’t 100x more effective at pissing angel off than any of lilah’s plans
fred trying to scientifically solve the visions is so interesting, i wish they were better at keeping her perspective as a scientist
angel refusing to go solve the problem because he wants to take care of cordy 🥺🥺🥺 leads in to my alternate theory where the end of this season made any fucking sense
FRED AND GUNN!!! I AM IN LOVE WITH THEM
i still get so excited every time i see lorne like it’s lorne!!!! lorne is here!!!!!!!!
YOU WOULDN’T NEED ME THAT’S NOT WHY I NEED YOU SHAKING SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
cordy likes the mountains good to know
i am going to fucking destroy w&h for hurting cordelia
cordy waking up worried about lorne SHE IS THE BEST PERSON ON EARTH
“i tried to be brave. but i’m just scared now.” I WILL THRIW MYSELF OFF A BRIDGE
gavin is just knockoff lindsey what is the point
i will fistfight skip i am a hater
CORDELIA MADE THEM WAFFLES. THIS IS A SCENE I HAVE OVERLOOKED FOR FAR TOO LONG I LOVE THIS SCENE SO FUCKING MUCH ACTUALLY
oh yeah i forgot about darla lol
3.03 “THAT OLD GANG OF MINE”
THIS INTRO IS SO FUNNY PLS
r.i.p. merl
miami got demons too?
WHY IS ANGEL WEARING LEATHER PANTS
cordelia putting angel on the list of suspects 😭😭😭
ASK YOURSELF THIS: IF I HAD KILLED MERL, WOULD I HAVE BROUGHT DONUTS?
“couldn’t keep my own sister safe. what could i do for the rest of you?”
“a lot.”

LOVE THIS CONVO makes me sad!
it’s so interesting how this “not all demons are bad” theme that runs throughout ats (which i love) never really carries over to btvs or questions the ethics of the slayer in any way
like, gunn’s friends (& gunn) are sort of taking on the slayer role in la (wes even uses the word “slaying” to describe what he does) but it never connects back to btvs (possibly bc of the network divide?)
cordy and fred <3
angel recognizing his own MO… tea
GUNN SMILING AT FRED I AM CRAZY
i am in the top ten fresley haters of all time but her holding wesley’s hand in this scene is cute
this guy saying that gunn wants to be a vampire is so interesting i did not remember this
wesley saying angel is better than humans um your honor he is in LOVE
why are we all so horny for angel in this episode
i mean. fair
gunn saying angel can never be his friend I HATE IT HERE
if i were the furies i would simply want to fuck cordelia too
LET’S GO FRED!!!!!!
can you fuck OFF wesley
i guess it’s foreshadowing for how incredibly much he’s about to fuck up but god he’s annoying
CAN ANGEL AND GUNN JUST BE FRIENDS PLEASE but also i love this scene BUT ALSO CAN THEY BE FRIENDS
angel once again asking for a declaration of love (saying you would kill him)
3.04 “CARPE NOCTEM”
gunn not being startled by fred good for him
how good can the sex really be if you’re still wearing your underwear
THE SPECIAL EFFECTS ARE SO FUCKING BAD
cordelia saying who wouldn’t have a crush on angel… okay girl!
cordelia getting four guys’ numbers at once good for her
love that marcus took one look at wesley and said “that boy is gay. and i really do believe that”
“shake on that?”
“…i guess?”
maybe cordelia just wants to go flirt with the escorts. you ever think about that
angel with the baby <3
why does marcus only have one line. get some new material champ
lilah was READY to hook up with angel lol
3.05 “FREDLESS”
cordy back with the white fishnets!!!
also wes and cordy working as a duo to tell the time
it’s scenes like this where i ALMOST like wesley
angel coming back from seeing buffy shows that he is so over her and that is good for him! although i’m kind of with cordy on wanting to know what happened lol
also why does it sound like they pieced all of david boreanaz’s lines together from archive footage one word at a time hot-daga-style
I LOVE FRED’S PARENTS
does angel have to be SUCH a weirdo at all times
i think angel SHOULD make monster movies actually
lorne giving up on caritas HE DESERVES BETTER
cordelia’s never been in a school bus???
team angel are so fucking bad at private investigating
can we check in on lorne please i’m worried about him

also him interacting with fred’s dad is so funny
SOBBING
angel being so excited to get bandaged he really is a dork
angel and fred’s dad bffs
the scene with angel cordy wes and gunn sitting around wishing they had families GOD
THEY’RE REPAINTING HER WALLS I AM GONNA CRY
3.06 “BILLY”
angel and cordy training AAAAAAAAHH
WHEN SHE PUSHES HIM UP AGAINST THE WALL…
gavin misogyny era
man i hate this episode
sorry this is reading too deep into it but wesley talking about cordelia as if he’s her watcher when she legit has seniority over him… idk it annoys me
also him wanting to train fred homie i’ve had enough of you
“you did it to save me.”
“and i’d do it again.”
cordelia going rogue to threaten lilah is SO GOOD. also considering [redacted future plot point]
i am always jumpscared by the gorillaz music cue
i have no reason to hate wesley more than anyone else who gets impacted by billy but i DO
WHY IS HE SMELLING HER WTF
what is the point of wesley’s longass rants in this episode if not to reflect the aspects of his character that are misogynistic and actually do agree with what he’s saying. like if it’s not revealing anything about the character Why Is It Happening
like. it cannot be a coincidence that wesley is the only man who didn’t notice what was happening/try to fight it. that has to be intentional
HELL YEAH LILAH
i don’t know if i like the explanation for why it didn’t work on angel. would’ve been better imo if it didn’t work because the rage is basically what angelus is and angel has already been dealing with that for a century
but then like fred coming by at the end to be like This Doesn’t Reflect You At All and saying it has nothing to do with him??? if we the viewer are supposed to believe her then what was the actual point
maybe showing how wesley sees himself and we’re supposed to be like No He Isn’t A Misogynist! he just has low self esteem! BUT THEN HE IS MISOGYNISTIC SOMETIMES. WTF IS THIS EPISODE TRYING TO SAY ABOUT WESLEY I’M GOING CRAZY
3.07 “OFFSPRING”
i don’t know how to express how much i don’t care about holtz
we sure do love hanging angel from the ceiling and torturing him with spikes on this show huh
don’t read into that
had to go to dinner lol continuing now
CORDELIA BRINGING HIM FAKE FLOWERS TO BRIGHTEN UP THE ROOM I AM INSANE
he’s never known anyone like her 🥲
angel faking not being hurt lmao
have we heard about this prophecy before? also i fucking hate prophecies. at least it’s not the shanshu i guess
gunn being able to juggle is so interesting. where did he learn. WHY did he learn
kyrumption <3
fred diagnosing angel with “in love with cordy” disease
NOT THE MANPIRE 😭
WE LOVE YOU ANGEL
they have a chart of angel’s exes lmao
lorne loves fred so much
they finally realized that strangling a vampire makes no damn sense
constantly torn between s3 is the best season and hating everything that happens in s3
3.08 “QUICKENING”
not the way holtz says “i want angelus” homie calm down
darla trying to girlboss her way into blaming angel for 100% of them having sex
WHY DOES THIS LITTLE WEENIE INTERN HAVE A LILAH/ANGEL SEX TAPE
it’s red scare time ig
we get it wesley it’s a boy
gunn wants to go to vegas SO BAD lmao
3.09 “LULLABY”
i don’t give a FUCK about holtz he literally could not have a less interesting backstory and motivation
“you killed my family so now i’m gonna kill you” oh WOW that’s so interesting and original 🙄
“i promise i won’t throw anyone out of the car… not while it’s moving 🥺” I LOVE DARLA
i guess the “holy warrior on god’s mission” thing COULD be interesting if they ever DID anything with it. and only because i like exploring religion and faith in supernatural stories
“i won’t be able to love it. i won’t even be able to *remember* that i loved it.” GOD
caritas did not deserve to be destroyed it’s one of my fav locations in the buffyverse
i’ve always wondered why fred is the one to stay with angel and darla. like what does it mean What Does It All Mean
GENUINELY CRYING OVER DARLA’S LAST MONOLOGUE
3.10 “DAD”
team angel ranked by how good i think they are with babies:
1) lorne
2) gunn
3) cordelia
4) fred
5) angel
6) wesley
what is the pylean word for hedgehog i Must know. also they have hedgehogs in pylea???
bro the way connor stops crying when angel goes into vamp face hurts my HEART
GWEN FILES AND RECORDS?!?!??
god i forgot about the third member of the least compelling antagonists of all time (justine—the first two being holtz and sahjhan)
me trying to remember the spoilers i know about this episode so the urge to kick angel in the shins doesn’t become overwhelming
thought gunn didn’t watch movies… something isn’t adding up here
angel bestie i think you should invest in a car seat
NOT GERALDO
i FUCKING LOVE THEM SO MUCH AAAH
birthday is next i’m gonna kms
3.11 “BIRTHDAY”
team angel taking this surprise party more seriously than most of their life-or-death missions lol
also cordy keeping the painkillers a secret from everyone UGH
angel saying no one’s more important than cordy 🥺🥺🥺
ALSO THE FACT THAT WE LITERALLY NEVER FIND OUT WHAT HE GOT FOR HER BIRTHDAY MAKES ME PHYSICALLY SICK HOW COULD THE WRITERS DO THIS TO ME
cordy watching them find out how much pain she’s been it 😭
DENNIS THREW HER A SURPRISE PARTY TOO I’M GONNA THROW UP
“fred, you are so cool” I LOVE THEM
“i thought we trusted each other… why couldn’t you let me in?” GOD. also over a year means that all the times she said she wanted to keep the visions since mid-s2 (pylea, 3.02)… this was already happening
cordelia really said lemme try possession
angel is SO DUMB pls
WHEN I K WORD SKIP
cordelia IS her idealized self I LOVE HER
hate the use of “you don’t belong here anymore” given 1) the emphasis on belonging as a concept esp. in s2 & 2) her most out of character line (when she’s not Literally out of character ofc) in 5.12
LORNE BBY
angel’s flaws in this episode (putting others—in this case lorne—in danger to protect cordelia) would lead perfectly into a reason for cordy’s ascension that actually made any fucking sense
i will die on this hill. ik it’s never properly explained how many powers there are/what happened (other than that jasmine needed her) but unless jasmine is the Only power the reasoning should’ve been that angel was getting too close to cordy and losing sight of the mission
(which is set up by THE ENTIRE CANGEL ARC) so the powers took her away as a “distraction” to him
DOYLE
I WASN’T FUCKING READY. GOD.
wait so if you think about it. if you REALLY think about it. and assuming skip is telling the truth insofar as the visions killing people is concerned. then angel saved drusilla’s life by turning her
HEY I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT
YOUR ENTIRE LIFE CHANGED THAT NIGHT. IN WAYS YOU COULDN’T IMAGINE.
I AM GOING LITERALLY FERAL
I’M MORE AFRAID OF HER DYING THAN SHE IS. WHAT IS THAT?
the cordy! intro is so cute
if anything i think this episode understates cordelia’s impact. like i don’t think wes would be working with angel at all without her
there’s no WAY angel and doyle weren’t together in this timeline. i mean they were basically together in the real world let alone this one
me watching the ending of this episode: 🥰🥰🥰
me remembering what the ending actually is and what it leads into: 🤬🤬🤬
3.12 “PROVIDER”
the role reversal in this episode (with angel focused on making $$$ and cordy worrying about the mission) is so interesting
not the wrong number 😭 nobody wants to proofread anymore
this screwdriver thing doesn’t really make sense it seems like it’d be HARDER to pull it out than to just sit there
lorne talking to wesley Image
i HATE holtz and justine SO MUCH. this scene where he’s like “did you learn your lesson” is just so bad. like she is such a passive character who just listens to whatever holtz says but then punches ppl so she’s “badass” and he is such a one dimensional stereotype UGH
he’d be class of 2024 from notre dame actually…
also i know it’s the irish connection but why would you want your kid to go to college in INDIANA
gunn likes fred based on compatibility like sense of humor and how they talk to each other and wesley likes fred because A Woman Is Interested In The Same Things As Me (Which Is Unique Because Most Women Aren’t Smart!) and they want us to believe that WESLEY is the better choice
what the fuck is the terrible photoshop job these demons are doing
i think one of ats’ major flaws is that the majority of its villains are quite one dimensional and boring (esp in contrast to how well btvs does villains). the only compelling antagonists are the ones who are occasionally/eventually redeemed (lindsey, lilah, darla) & jasmine
i get that she has to look after connor but why is cordelia suddenly useless in a fight especially after she’s been training up and was ready to kill billy
could be a controversial opinion but the guy whose boyfriend got killed by the vampire nest and scams angel into getting his watch back is one of my fav one-episode characters
the final showdown in this episode is so frustrating when you think about cordelia saying that she doesn’t need men to step in and protect her literally just a few episodes ago. like why does this show subtextually (and textually in ahitw) reaffirm that “ordinary” women are weak
also why is cordelia the one who isn’t going after the money at the end my girl can literally sniff it out
BUY CORDELIA HER BOAT
3.13 “WAITING IN THE WINGS”
@ wesley: GET A JOB STAY AWAY FROM HER
the way he creepily sits in another room talking about how hot she is… i hate it
you know i’m hardcore pro-fred/gunn but i do HATE the weird “i like a woman who can eat” thing especially when they keep emphasizing how skinny she is
“i cried like a baby… and i was evil!”
IT’S FATE; IT’S THE STARS
this episode makes me physically ill /pos
FRED CALLING GUNN PRETTY <3
gunn loving the ballet top 5 plot twists of all time
WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME? I’M SORRY, YOU’RE NOT STUPID
IT IS US, CORDELIA. IT’S YOU AND ME.
wait am i fucking crazy or does this whole conversation fit into my au where the writing is good
angel already // the prima ballerina in “i waited too long and i lost everything,” it could be taken further by the ballerina not being able to give up her dancing // angel not being able to leave the mission, cordelia could // stefan, the manager could // the powers that be
“you just looked REALLY hot doing that”
don’t think i didn’t notice the little parallel between wesley and the manager
this episode has such insane thematic relevance to the entire rest of the show for a silly little story about horny ghosts and ballet
i’d LOVE to see some reviews of this performance
I AM SO FUCKING MAD I HAVE NEVER BEEN ANGRIER IN MY LIFE I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE GROO HE IS MY WORST ENEMY I WANT HIM GONE
3.14 “COUPLET”
ANGEL GOING BACK TO SMELL THE JACKET I AM FUCKING CRAZY
NOW EVERYTHING’S SO BRIGHT MY EYES HURT
this episode is so frustrating WHY MAKE ME DEAL WITH GROO AGAIN. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS
angel watching everyone in the sunlight 😭 almost like you had a way to do that and then you smashed it with a brick
also wesley being the one to notice him in the shadows they are really setting it up to hurt as much as possible
this speech is INSANE bro really compared his boss to an old book and somehow it was one of the most romantic lines in the show
THERE’S NO LIST… YOU KNOW THAT.
I DID SOMETHING FOR YOU TONIGHT. NOW I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME.
the visual language of angel literally having a hole in his heart is WILD one of their best visual moments fr
“i thought i was alone.”
“yeah. so did i.”

ANGEL LOVES CONNOR SO MUCH MY GOD
3.15 “LOYALTY”
that’s some good dream symbolism
why would wesley not just TELL anyone like honestly that makes me angrier than anything else. he had so many chances to communicate and change paths and yet he thought he was good enough to solve everything by himself
angel not having a bank account makes no logical sense. like yeah he might not have a personal account but the business definitely has one bc they get paid in checks???
angel talking about watching connor grow up i am in physical pain
angel and gunn playing hockey with the kids’ toys 🥺 they are my bffs
i think the prophecy translation is stupid any way you slice it but it would be a little more interesting imo if it was reversed (“the son will kill the father”)
i completely forgot this detail about lilah’s mom ???
can’t believe we’re STILL sticking with the “wesley is the boss” thing WHY DID THAT EVER HAPPEN
as the show progresses i’m beginning to wonder if gunn’s flaws including both being too afraid to take risks and being reckless is less of an intentional character exploration and more just bad writing
why don’t you just ASK THE QUESTION THE LOA WANTS YOU TO ASK FUCKING DUMBASS
wait also wesley saying gunn was being reckless for taking on the vamp nest by himself only to go after holtz&co solo… why are we being hypocritical 🤨
ANGEL’S MONOLOGUE ABOUT LOVE NOT BEING TERRIBLE I AM MENTALLY ILL
3.16 “SLEEP TIGHT”
wesley is such an asshole about fred and gunn dating like BRO MOVE ON
i feel like they never fully incorporate/do anything with fred’s science background
justine’s acting is so bad in this scene 😭
the way wesley like. never even seriously CONSIDERS telling anyone. god he pisses me off
angel alcoholism era
they really have lilah reinforce her identity as a self-proclaimed “evil bitch” who can’t be “saved” by a man only to walk that back by giving her a partial redemption arc in s4… not sure how i feel about that
WESLEY YOU ARE FUCKING EVIL
he KNOWS he’s in the wrong. because if he genuinely believed he was right he would’ve just explained it to lorne. or lorne would’ve understood just by reading him. i don’t know what his deeper motivation is but if anyone would’ve understood he wouldn’t have had to knock lorne out
to clarify i know he doesn’t actually have some evil plan i just don’t think that action makes any sense with his given motivations
ANGEL LETTING CONNOR GO I AM SICK
i don’t know if anything holtz does makes logical sense to me why did that man hop into the portal like that
3.17 “FORGIVING”
angel refusing to call cordy GOD
“she’ll have presents for connor… and he’s gonna be here so she can give them to him.”
why did they give holtz and justine a quasi romance arc but also like a father-daughter relationship it’s so weird and unnecessary and pointless
maybe i don’t even like fred/gunn that much idk they’re not hitting on the rewatch…
i love gunn so much i lowkey think he deserves better… not that i don’t like fred but i don’t think she’s really a good partner atp
why is fred such a wesley apologist like “there was nothing else he could’ve done” bro he could’ve TOLD someone
this episode is not good
except wesley DIDN’T do everything he could with the knowledge he had because THERE WAS NO REASON TO LIE TO EVERYONE .
oh FUCK YES this ending is by far the best scene in the whole episode
3.18 “DOUBLE OR NOTHING”
of all the things that happen in this season cordelia’s haircut is the most devastating
might be the first time in history that gunn has the best fit but yknow what i’m happy for him
FUCK YES THANK YOU FRED
i’m constantly on the verge of deciding i don’t like fred as much as i want to… and then she does something that makes me love her
THE GANGSTA’S PARADISE MUSIC CUE >>>
gunn being so in love with fred that it literally violates his deal with the devil GOD I LOVE HIM
cordelia instantly noticing that something’s wrong with gunn they are my besties
the setup for the “one perfect day” thing all i know is pain
fred and gunn call each other every morning 😭
cordelia sitting in silence with angel for at least three days… bro
YOU THINK YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT LIVING BECAUSE YOU HAVE THIS REALLY LONG LIFE. AND THAT’S REALLY ALL YOU HAVE.
angel not even knowing fred and gunn are dating pls
WE ARE NOT LOSING ANOTHER MEMBER OF THIS FAMILY
angel risking it all for gunn WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL (a well developed friendship, understanding, and narrative parallels)
was now really the time for a bit of murder-based flirting

((“make it quick” “you know i will”))
NOT THE THREE
gunn selling his soul for A TRUCK he’s insane for this one
wait gunn is 24???
idk why that surprised me so much
3.19 “THE PRICE”
this episode aired on the day i was born! sadly it’s not a very good episode but you win some you lose some
the callback to amends… What Does It Mean
lorne did a TERRIBLE job cleaning the floor
they really did btvs 6.03 and then decided to do the same plot Again on ats
I JUST THOUGHT ONE OF US SHOULD BE HAPPY
best constantine episode (04 feast of friends) vibes
fred’s writing is so inconsistent in these episodes one second she’s “don’t ever come back” the next she’s “we should let wesley back”
also i’m with cordy i do not care how wesley feels at all (also she is down so bad and doesn’t even know it aaah)
lorne helping cordy climb on the counter… besties !
had to call my sister but i’m finishing now!
the fact that there’s so much more to the hotel that’s never fully used/explored… i want to see better use of the space !
wesley is such an asshole why is he acting like HE has any right to be upset
forgot illyria wasn’t the only time fred got infected by a supernatural parasite
sorry but cordelia randomly glowing and all that is so dumb it literally goes nowhere and has no purpose
EW NOT THE CONNOR JUMPSCARE I DESPISE THAT LITTLE BITCH
3.20 “A NEW WORLD”
i don’t even know if there is a way to do the whole connor coming back thing well but they certainly didn’t find it
i’m only ten minutes into this episode and the horrible cgi counter is already at two 😭
i hope connor dies
could they not afford a wig for cordelia like i’m still not over the fucking haircut
cordelia saying she could never sit still and wait for something as if she didn’t just sit in silence with angel for days just because he needed her there 😭
this girl is so stupid if you saw a weird kid slice off a man’s ear unprovoked why would you show him where you live
to be honest i wish they had fully committed to wesley joining w&h and being a true antagonist that would’ve been slightly more interesting
the end of this season is so bad i’m just trying to make it to the house always wins
now GROO is being an asshole?! girl just break up with him already
3.21 “BENEDICTION”
this episode is balls i’m gonna do chores while i watch it
groo haters unionize
crazy how i’m supposed to feel bad for wesley
what is the purpose of cordy being able to go back into visions NONE OF THESE NEW POWERS MATTER AT ALL THEY’RE SO POINTLESS
the glowing thing is so stupid WHY IS ANY OF THIS HAPPENING WHAT’S THE POINT
also they make cordy super stereotypically feminine and maternal in this ep which 1) has never been remotely her thing and 2) is so weird considering …
okay connor and fred narrative parallel could have been sorta interesting i’ll admit it
this fake suicide plotline is so convoluted why talk connor out of hating angel just to kill yourself and then make him hate angel again 😭
i’m rewatching the last few minutes because i fell asleep last time lmao. anyways holtz loving “steven” as a son is kinda interesting in a way but i don’t think it’s genuine because he still manipulates him and to me that’s not love
he claims to be doing all this out of love for his family but his hatred of angel supersedes that and makes him unable to love his family at all
but i don’t actually care about any of it because it’s not well written enough to be compelling and holtz and connor both just annoy me at the end of the day
3.22 “TOMORROW”
this plan makes literally no sense to me like the letter and the fake murder is so fucking unnecessary and annoying like there were so many simpler and less time-consuming ways to do the exact same thing and it’s just so tiring to watch
like each twist just gets entirely reversed and ends up not mattering so it’s not some complex master plan it’s just a bunch of random events that don’t come together
“what’s good nowadays? fifty cents? a dollar?” homie you literally own a business how do you not understand inflation
i think the season four dip in quality actually happens in the last like four episodes of season three because this already feels so forced and unnatural and just not the same as the show i love :((
LORNE LEAVING I’M HEARTBROKEN
i think a lot of that comes from the way they’re already ignoring cordelia’s core character traits, forcing her into roles that don’t make sense, and completely overlooking her arc. like the whole “demon powers” thing, her relationship with groo, the way she interacts with connor
wait a second. i just thought of a horrible possibility. by all rights connor should have a british accent
love seeing lilah hate that it means i have to deal with wesley
i guess all of this “salvation or apocalypse” stuff is technically relevant (in that the end of s4 is both at once) but it doesn’t actually have all that much to do with connor since he’s just a plot device to get to jasmine in the end
girl just break up with him already
YOU’RE A VAMPIRE; YOU’RE NOT IN CATS
angel’s face when lorne’s about to leave 😭 they r in love methinks !
HWAT WAS THAT WEIRD RECORD SCRATCH EDITING CHOICE
“how’d they do that?” connor’s such a little bitch actually 😭
like why is he pretending to be pro angel and good with the name connor and everything the logic does not follow
the way they write cordy realizing she loves angel is so stupid 😭 I COULD FIX IT I COULD GIVE THEM THE WRITING THEY DESERVE
GET A JOB STAY AWAY FROM HER (@ connor saying cordy is beautiful)
EW WESLEY JUMPSCARE
“i wasn’t thinking about you when you were here” kinda goes hard though
remembering this is the second-to-last-episode cordelia is in 😭 i’m gonna kms
i hate this scene so much i am so against this scene. cordelia’s biggest concern would NOT be that she’s not good enough to be a power it would be that she would never willingly leave her friends. I KNOW HER BETTER THAN YOU DAVID
i generally think david greenwalt is a very good writer like why did he go out on such a terrible note
there’s no way cordy would EVER willingly accept leaving unless she genuinely believed it was better—not for herself, not for the world, but for her friends. that’s always been what she cared about; i mean yes she cares about the mission and about helping people but
her first priority has always been angel and her friends, not passing some test from the higher powers. I HATE THIS SCENE! it’s SO out of character in my opinion and for what
it’s such an easy fix too. like just don’t have her accept going OR give her a reason to believe it will measurably help her friends
anyways sorry to harp on this so much i will redirect my energy into going back in time to steal david greenwalt’s job and fix this
fred and gunn having to manage alone 😭 you can do this besties i believe in you!
when i remember i have to watch season four now 😐 i love the house always wins, i love faith’s mini arc, i like jasmine, and those are literally the ONLY positives
4.01 “DEEP DOWN”
not connor’s wineglass of milk wtf 😭
“all of us. safe, and happy, and together.” I’M GONNA SFUIFSSGJKFSAFBJFD
also the fact that wesley is there in angel’s dream 😭😭 ANGEL STILL CONSIDERS HIM FAMILY. AFTER WHAT WESLEY DID TO HIM. WES DOES *NOT* DESERVE HIM
is it my computer or is the shot in the credits right when the drums start REALLY weirdly compressed
also someone pointed out that angel has a reflection in the last shot of the credits and now i can’t stop seeing it
i try not to be bothered by the gender differences in hand-to-hand combat ability in this show (excluding supernatural characters, so like comparing wes & gunn to cordy & fred) bc both wes & gunn have spent most of their lives training but i still don’t like it!!!
i’m actually glad we don’t have an ats remaster just because i don’t have to see gunn’s facial hair in HD
i don’t know how i feel about all these dream sequences bc a lot of the dialogue/acting is just kinda… weird but “i can’t remember what it was like not knowing you” does kinda hit
FORGOT ABOUT WESLEY KEEPING JUSTINE IN A CAGE IN HIS CLOSET WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM
SINCE WHEN CAN VAMPIRES DO THE NOSFERATU WALL CLIMB. AND WHY DOES IT ONLY HAPPEN RANDOMLY ONCE
the fact that anyone puts up with connor for even a second is the worst case of nepotism i’ve ever seen
why is david boreanaz suddenly bad at acting again
is justine even scuba certified
why is this scene so… homosexual
the violin music the focus on their hands wesley taking his jacket off to nurse angel back to health ???
i sometimes like angel being put in the box because the symbolism kinda works but plot wise it’s so dumb it’s just a cliffhanger that immediately gets reversed with no larger plot/thematic impact
is this an intentional interview with the vampire reference
to this quote Image
laughing at angel saying he should have killed connor but wesley thinking it’s about him
THIS SCENE IS INSANE WESLEY LETTING ANGEL DRINK FROM HIM THAT’S SO .
JUST UNDER IT, ACTUALLY.
dinner time brb
okay let’s goooooo
fred tazering connor slay
is this the last time we see justine please god say yes
why did wes do all that just to leave again lmfao like why doesn’t he just talk to them 😭 do you wanna be friends again or not homie make up your mind
“how was your summer? mine was fun. saw some fish” honestly being in the box doesn’t sound so bad… it’s like a whole summer of the aquarium
they bring up the buffy hell dimension at the most random times without ever actually going into it 😭
YOU NEED TO REST I NEED CORDY
GOD.
pls the higher plane looks so goofy 😭 they really didn’t give a shit about any of the higher powers stuff or any of cordy’s plotlines in general
4.02 “GROUND STATE”
the gwen flashback is giving bad episode of txf season one slash obvious x-men ripoff slash extremely strange cinematographic choices
honestly that’s kinda on her for not putting her mittens back on
THEY’RE PACKING UP CORDELIA’S APARTMENT I AM GOING TO K!LL MYSELF
THE PICTURES OF HER AND ANGEL THAT SHE WAS LOOKING AT . I AM GOING TO K!LL MYSELF EVEN MORE
what is going to happen to dennis i need to know what becomes of him
“you count on stuff, you know? things being where you left them. what happens if you get back and they’re not there?”
“you go find them.”
GOD.
why does wesley go off and start his own team and act like everyone should be apologizing to HIM like angel absolutely did not have to forgive him and yet he acts like he’s the one who’s been wronged ??? what a fucking loser lol
angel taking the opportunity to try to solve the jimmy hoffa case 💀
“she… needs you no longer.”
“i need her.”
HE NEEDS HER Y’ALL 🥺
GWEN SEXY
“i’m really strong, if that helps!” angel 🤦‍♀️
okay the belt thing is kinda hot sorry
GUNN
the heart starting shot is giving fourth grade health class
WHY ARE THEY KISSING RN WHAT THE FUCK
no seriously why did they kiss that was so weird and pointless
ALL THOSE MONTHS UNDER THE WATER I KEPT THINKING TO MYSELF I GOTTA GET HOME TO CORDELIA
4.03 “THE HOUSE ALWAYS WINS”
BEST EPISODE OF SEASON FOUR IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW
why do they have cordelia talking about connor’s good looks 😭 knowing what’s gonna happen is so ew
angel is STYLING in this episode if i’m not mistaken the fit is incredible
LORNE!
LADY MARMALADE I AM SCREAMING
do we HAVE to listen to wesley and lilah have phone sex rn
LORNETTE FRED 💚
honestly this might be one of the scariest episodes like angel just immediately forgetting everything and his face going blank
THIS EPISODE IS SO INSANE CORDELIA LITERALLY DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE TO GIVE ANGEL HIS FUTURE BACK AND GETTING CAST OUT OF HEAVEN FOR IT ???
WE DON’T TALK ABOUT IT ENOUGH
and this is where the season gets bad lol

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