Ready for some personal news? Here goes. . . after a great deal of thought (and therapy), I’ve decided to close my lab down and leave academia. I know this type of thread is now verging on the predictable, so just a few details. 1/5
This is not in response to specific issues with our research program (#mechanobiology forever!), past or current lab members (they are ALL AWESOME), with my department, Wash U, or with my harasser. There are truly too many inter-related reasons to summarize them easily. 2/5
I can only say that, while I've been fairly happy and fairly successful as an academic, this job no longer gives me the joy that it used to--and I have less energy and enthusiasm to give in return. I'm ready to break this feed-forward loop! 3/5
I am not sure what is next. I do know that I will keep promoting curiosity-driven research, advocating for a better understanding of plant biology, and trying to dismantle structural inequities within the scientific enterprise. 4/5
I don’t have a timeline, but expect to be be wrapping things up over the next 6 months or so.
I’m genuinely happy to talk about this decision, and the next steps as I discover them, with anyone (whether we know each other IRL or not!). Just drop me a line. 5/5
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Many of you have asked me about the mention of harassment in my "I'm leaving academia" announcement (see my pinned tweet). As recently as dinner last night, I insisted that these experiences weren't part of my decision, and that it's just been an annoyance. But I was lying. 1/5
Why? As a senior white, straight, cis prof, I have a lot of power. I have felt like I should be able to just let it roll off my back. And discussing it (even now) brings on big feelings of shame, even though I know I did nothing to cause it! 2/5
So, I pretend it isn't a reason. The truth is, though, I feel abandoned by those who see what is going on but prefer to keep the peace b/c they think it's minor, or they care about the harasser, or b/c protecting institutions is more important than protecting individuals.
We study mechanosensitive ion channels in plants, and one of the big questions we want to answer is how this mesmerizing 🤓class of proteins has been tailored through evolution to the unique mechanical environment of the plant 🌱 cell. 2/10
So, a few years ago we began an effort to study the plant homologs of the famous PIEZO channel, which is a MAJOR mechanosensory cation channel in animals. In this preprint, we describe the evolution, genetics & cell biology of PIEZO channels in moss, or Physcometrium patens. 3/10