if you’re grappling with rejection or feelings of inferiority bc they chose someone over you or moved on, i got some thoughts for you. i’m sorry to hear that you were led on to believe one thing was true & then you were quickly shown another thing that didn’t match their words.
but truthfully, let’s say they prefer qualities in their new person compared to yours, it doesn’t mean their new person is better than you in any way. all this means, literally ALL this means is you and them were simply not compatible.
there’s someone out there that prefers your qualities to their new persons and so on and so forth. i know it hurts and our self esteems are constantly wavering, so it’s easy to blame ourselves and think something is wrong with us. but no, nothing has to be wrong.
sometimes things just are what they are. you have many great qualities and things about you, don’t let a silly boy or persons actions ever make you question or doubt that about yourself. who is he. who are THEY to have so much power over your own perception of your value?

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