「....In a sense, I no longer get to finish it as an active athlete in the competition, and can't be the first skater landing 4A recognized by I$U. In that sense, the dream may be over, and although people hold expectations, it can no longer be done...
Want to achieve, tired of achieving, sth like that, but the more support I get from everyone, the more I ignore my emotions. It becomes that I don't want to hear anything, but still want to respond to ppl's expectations, and also wanted to show sth like the dilemma inside me.」
Don't let 4A bind you baby 😭 we like you, just you,not anything else.
It turns out that this blade cover is the one that escaped from the 311 earthquake with him, so he always puts them religiously against his forehead before the competition 😭
“So this pair of blade cover was the one that escaped with him on the day of the 311 earthquake
The guidebook discusses skates and blade cover, seimei color matching this pair of blade cover, which the right side of the purple has been very light is in 311 earthquake day when...”
“...he escaped wearing, that day together with his escape another one in PyeongChang FS practice broke off, so use the extra two when buying another one with the ( The ice skate set is generally sold in a group of the same color...)
(I)Like a tuna, swimming until death, something like that. But that's what I thought. There were many times when I couldn't skate for months after I sprained my ankle, and I really didn't feel alive at that time.
Engaging in skating, showing emotions, feeling pain&hardship.
I have asthma,I really have experienced moments that I couldn't breathe, but without that, I couldn't feel alive. When I am skating, I feel "I am alive", and I often have such moments.<2
Nowadays, the reason why I can endure the pain and live, I think it may be cus the end of the pain, ppl will give me praise from the heart, can get some results. <3