a line in a fic chapter i did a quick lookover for gave me an idea for some very-slightly-dark #sangyao where meng yao manipulates nie huaisang just a little bit to find out how genuine his crush is.
he "confronts" nie huaisang about how much of a cuddly touchy-feely person he
is, and while he doesn't outright accuse nie huaisang of taking advantage of the help the way, say, jin guangshan flagrantly does, the implication that that's what people *think* he's doing is there.
for the next several weeks, he observes as nie huaisang, appropriately troubled
by the idea that he's been trampling everyone's boundaries and they've just been putting up with it because they have no other choice, begins drawing back to the point it almost looks like he's isolating himself.
the other fortress staff are confused and concerned by the sudden
distance, since they always found his cheerful affection endearing, while the disciples are pleased that he's finally no longer bothering them when he should be training. (the latter seeming to make him retreat even further.)
satisfied by the results, meng yao decides to
"clarify" their last discussion by gently reassuring nie huaisang that he *does* like him, they just can't be all that close with their differing statuses and the outside opinions that come with them.
once he's been legitimized, meng yao promises, that can change, and he is
further satisfied when nie huaisang agrees to wait.
the murder of the captain, of course, throws a wrench in the gears, but knowing that huaisang tried to plead his case further cements the fact that his feelings are authentic.
now to see if they can survive a war.
when they meet again at the victory celebration and nie huaisang smiles and shyly ducks his head in greeting despite otherwise clearly not wanting to be there, jin guangyao knows he's got him for good.
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for christmas eve, i give you more #sangyao angst, feat modern cultivators
meng yao is a killer for an underground syndicate, taken in as a child as a "favor" to his mother (she doesn't know what he actually does for the group and he's not about to tell her).
his boss hands him
a folder containing his next target, a conservationist with a local museum who basically told the syndicate to go fuck itself over some extremely old and extremely valuable (both in the monetary and magical senses) paintings and sculptures.
when meng yao looks at the picture of
the man he's supposed to kill, he gets an inexplicable splitting headache; so painful he nearly throws up.
he manages to pull himself together enough to wave off the suspicion of the boss, but the pain still plagues him as he leaves to start preparing for the job.
having weird thoughts about huaisang getting stuck in a reverse universe where everyone is the opposite of what he knows (awkwardly funny to see jin guangshan as a loving monogamous family man, not nearly as funny to see his brother as a megalomaniacal schemer).
it's also not funny at all to find that in this universe, neither he nor meng yao were ever even born at all. meng yao for obvious reasons, and him because his mother was discarded by the much crueler reverse-Papa Nie when she started taking ill during her pregnancy.
this place sucks and he's terrified of this strange cold Da-ge who looks at him like a game piece, and all he wants is to go home, but he has no idea *how.*
thinking about throwing ALL my "cursed in romance" ideas into one big painful concept. huaisang has never been able to find love for himself, but is a master at matchmaking others. just the absolute BEST wingman... especially for people who rejected him.
it's an absolutely miserable way to live, but he feels compelled to make everybody happy no matter how much it sucks for him.
and maybe he IS being compelled to do it.
(maybe a curse from a previous life? someone jealous he (or she) won the boy and got black magic revenge?)
The Bad Luck List:
*Rejected by both LXC and MY, set up 3zun
* Rejected by JC, set him up w WQ
* Besties w MM, set her up w QS
* Was smart enough not to try w JZX, helped him win JYL
* Rejected by SL, set him up w XXC
* Rejected by WN, found him a bf