In the last 4.5 yrs I have had 2 terrible relationships and one long relationship that was absolute shit for the final year of it. Coming out of those 3 disasters, 14 mo. ago I somehow snagged a girl every guy in the world would kill to have (except maybe 4-5, seriously). (1/4)
She knew I needed help and said she wants to help me improve. She said what I knew but didn’t want to believe: it will take time. She insists she’s happy and she wants to be here. Because of her I’m already better now than at basically any time during the last 4.5 yrs. (2/4)
Also I’m going to end things bc how the hell hasn’t she fixed me completely by now even though she never told me it was gonna be quick. She’s only sticking around until someone better than me comes along I just know it. I don’t care that she’s been honest about the work (3/4)
it’s going to take building something special together and and how happy she says she is. I don’t care that I’m better off now than at any time in the last 4.5 years. How could she do this to me I hate her!!!